I think I'm depressed. I don't feel anything at all. I don't feel any passion, I'm just...going through life, empty. Invisible.
I don't even know why I'm posting this.
You are just like goebbels before he found national socialism
>>17673902
I'm not racist but if I had six children I'd probably kill them all and myself with cyanide too.
See a therapist so they can drug you up.
Dead serious btw.
Its my birthday in the next few days. I hate being the center of attention so birthdays aren't entirely enjoyable.
Birthday messages on facebook overwhelm me and on the flip side I'm worried I wont get many (I'll probably get like 20 or so though which I'd be happy with). It stresses me quite a bit. Would it be weird to deactivate my facebook on my birthday to avoid worrying about petty things like above? On the flip side the messages would be nice but also stressful. I duno what to do
>>17673872
You could literally turn your settings for birthday to private so it won't ever show up on FB.
>>17673872
Do you want someone to tell you whether you should receive messages on your birthday or not?
You're not the center of attention of Facebook. After a "friend" writes a comment, they've almost completely forgotten about it. Five minutes later they've totally forgotten about it.
It's not at all a big deal. Don't put so much import into how much Facebook engagement you get.
>>17673872
>>17673884
This. I haven't received a happy birthday in years. People don't really care about you. Without facebook to tell them, they won't even know it's your birthday.
that's it.
how do i get smarter, how do i turn myself into a person that can make good decisions to improve his life?
start selling cocain
>>17673842
that's not clever atleast not where i live, i could get killed.
>>17673845
Here's to hoping.
How do you reconcile the meaningfulness of the present with the meaninglessness of the past?
The past is meaningful whether you like it or not.
>>17673837
Which past are you referring to? Mine, yours, or someone elses'?
>>17673868
yes
I caught my best friend of six years sniffing my little sister's panties. He's 22 and my sister is 14.
I told him to get the fuck out of my house, but he's still my friend.
What do?
I haven't talked to him after the incident which happened five hours ago and he hasn't said any form of apology or communication, maybe because he's embarrassed or some shit, but that was fucking disgusting.
I'd call the police or beat his ass or some shit but he's my friend you know, what the fuck do I do?
Stop being his friend? He doesn't respect you or your senpai.
>>17673792
>but he's still my friend
I'm positive you were pooped instead of born, nobody is this retarded.
Stop being his friend, why would you want to associate with someone like this, like, at all?
Basically I am pretty sure my mom is bipolar. She has crazy mood swings and seems to be in denial of her own behavior. She's also really addicted to this iphone game quiz up. I'm a teen girl btw and earlier she attacked me after I told her that we can all see her deteriorating and that she needs to get help. She punched my hand so hard that I can't move my thumb at all.
Idk what to do about this situation and I do not want to be in her presence any longer. I am sick of being in such a dysfunctional family. My dad thinks she's insane as well.
Any thoughts?
seek help
Cut your nails
>>17673779
No.
last night I dranked half a bottle of vodka and 2 full bottles of wine woke up today and now my heart is beating fast
i'm starting to get worried what should I do ???
not at a usual rate and faster than usual I don't want to see a doctor because its late rightnow
I cant sleep because I'm worried of dying in my sleep
please help I cant die I have to take care of my parents
how long ago did you drink all this? 8 hours ago?
>>17673752
I started at 8 and finished the last bottle by 9:30 or 10:00
How can I post a picture here from my phone without someone being able to tell where it was uploaded from?
How could someone tell anyway?
>>17673720
I'm not sure but I've seen it allegedly in threads. idk the merit of the statement but its made me shrug away for fear of having pizzas ordered to my house
>>17673807
you can't, all phone photos have exif data that show gps location for them "government purposeS"
I am Vex i am after the deep web or what ever you want to call it if anyone can help me get to it i would love you for ever and ever.....
Google it famalam
Hanging yourself just might work.
>>17673713
There's zero point unless you're after cheese pizza.
Hi guys. I was wondering about whether or not I can get into Stanford, and if any of you have advice pertaining to that.
>been taking college classes since freshman year
>~98.45 weighted GPA
>borderline of top ten percent of class, definitely top 15%
>recommenders seem to like me a lot
>involved in many clubs, president of one
>did sports (Cross Country grades 10-12, manager in 12th grade; Indoor Track grades 9,10, and planning on 12; Outdoor Track grades 9-11 and planning on 12, Section 9 Class C Pole Vault Champion grade 9)
>ran a science fair (done as my Girl Scout Gold Award project, which is pending final approval for me to get the actual award) (essay is written on this)
>applying Early Decision
I think most of my application is pretty good, but my grades and class rank aren't the absolute highest they could be.
Do any of you have advice to get into Stanford? Do any of you go there currently, and if so, how do you like it?
>>17673712
Probably have a good shot, but don't you have a college admissions office at your school? Or a counselor or something?
A lot of that stuff is political, negotiations and relationships between "feeder" schools and elite colleges.
what's your unweighted GPA?
your essay is shit have you already hit send?
i mean its POSSIBLE it's okay. actually can you post your essay so i can just tell you if it's shit
source: im going to harvard med
>>17673729
oh shut up just because you watched some friggin movie about admissions doesnt mean you know what you're talking about.
I've been running a lot lately, but it's hard to say who or what I'm running for. Could I be trying to outrun my shitty personality?
>>17673677
I dunno, anon. Why u think ur personality's shitty?
>>17674008
I don't know man, I just get the impression that people think I'm stiff and boring. Even when I make a real effort to be outgoing, it seems like I turn people away.
By the way, I made my original post before going on a run. Now that I'm done, I feel a lot better, so maybe I was onto something.
>>17673677
I like running. It's a good feeling moving and focusing on that distracts me from my suicidal depression and the reasons for it.
I can do a 4 minute mile even, but I have no idea how to even begin applying for the olympic team.
Stated uni a month ago, get along well with roomates. 2 days ago 2 of them just started ignoring me for no reason. Not like passively avoiding me or w/e, like I'll say hi or be in the same room and they'll look me dead in the eye and say nothing. I've tried asking what's up but it's hard to figure out when they won't respond. I tried asking the other 3 people in the house but they all swear they don't know anything, though one of them is really good friends with the ignorers and got kind of pissy with me when i asked.
what do?
pic unrelated
Ignore them
>>17673644
Pissy how?
Could they be fucking with you. This could be some well organized gas lighting.
Don't worry about it. Continue being cordial and beyond reproach. Tend to your own business and let them tend to theirs. Nobody owes you friendship and you are likewise in debt to no one. Take comfort that - if you choose - in a few years your roommates will have passed through your life just like so many other familiar strangers.
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Guys, would you get offended if a girl called you "cheesey" or a "cheeseball" or laugh it off thinking it's in a flirty sense. (Which it would be)
>>17673638
Nah i am a proud cheeseball of many years and i am attracted to cheeseballs. It is something i appreciate about myself already, so i could care less to be called out on it.
>>17673638
Usually when you're called a cheeseball by a girl it's flirtatious in nature
Depends on context really. Being called cheesy in my opinion is pretty negative, especially if I was serious about something.
>it's my buddies birthday today, there's a party at his place
>my ex is gonna be there and i don't know how I'll react to that when drunk
>my cat is sick and will probably need to be put down within a week
I want to go hang out with my buddy but at the same time I don't want to feel the feels that are likely to go on
what do I do familia
bampu
>>17673599
Sorry to hear about your cat, man. That's always fucking tough.
Just go to the party, let loose and try to have some fun despite your ex being there. Moping looks pretty attractive right now but you need to be active in combating those negative feels.
>>17673630
thanks nigga
I'm gonna go and see how it is