I think I'm depressed. I don't feel anything at all.

You are just like goebbels before he found national socialism

>>17673902
I'm not racist but if I had six children I'd probably kill them all and myself with cyanide too.

See a therapist so they can drug you up.

Dead serious btw.

>>17673917
That doesn't sound all that appealing

>>17673915
No not that way, he dedicated his once worthless life to this movement that talked about pride in yourself and became one of history's great figures in the fight against the ancient serpent, he was like frodo's samwise

>>17673920

It is either medication to cope with your depression or you can continue to live an empty life and then think of suicide.

>>17673927
Ah, I see. Well maybe I'll find something that makes me feel like that someday.

>>17673930
Yeah, I occasionally think of suicide but I feel like it's a bit of a cheat.

I take herbal stuff to help cope, kava kava, st. johns wort, holy basil.
I'm not a huge fan of the side effects that come with pharmaceuticals...Also I just can't manage to make myself care enough to go to therapy.

I complain about feeling this way, but I have no drive to do anything about it. Pretty annoying desu

Recognize it. Study it. Understand it. Think of it as a separate entity from yourself that you have to fend off.

That's how I started pulling myself out of it. You're in for a long-haul, so have some patience and forgiveness for yourself. Getting professional help may help speed things up.

What's helped me out the most is exercise and reading some existential literature. Also, as a bonus, thanks to exercise, I look a bit better, and people seem to notice me more, which helped with the feeling invisible part.

Find someone in person to talk about it with (help groups/talk lines). Sometimes you obsess over little things, making mountains out of molehills. Another person there to talk to can help put your perspective back to normal.

>>17673980
Thank you, I really appreciate this

>>17673897
Egoist depression it sounds like.

Lack of meaningful connection and belonging to/with anyone or anything.