>think my mentally ill family is trying to poison me
Am I mildly schizophrenic? I also have really OCD-like problems. no hallucinations ever, but am clearly a bit paranoid.
They're mentally ill so i think they must think that i want to kill them so they try to kill me first by poisoning me or at least incapacitating me cognitively.
keep in mind, they're all diagnosed with severe mental problems, i'm not. I went to a therapist and they only thought I had aspergers and maybe OCD.
late night wagecuck thread? who else cant seem to fall asleep on sunday nights
>mfw work in 7 hours and wont be able to sleep
I have work in 3 hours and haven't fallen aslepp yet. Even expended energy in the day doing manual labor for a family member, still can't sleep. On Mondays I basically get through the day a zombie and collapse when I get home.
I do the same thing anon
....dont worry we are all gonna make it someday
I'm working the easiest floor at my job tonight. I had to spend 15 minutes replacing ice water for my patients, and I've been browsing the internet for 4.5 hours. I have to do one round at 4am which takes about 40 minutes to hit everyone, and about 10 minutes of charting. $17 an hour to browse the net and watch Netflix. A little over 1 hour of work for a 8 hour shift. Being a wagie ain't so bad, just gotta learn the system
>DUDE NOTHING MATTERS WE'RE ALL JUST ATOMS SITTING ON A ROCK FLOATING THROUGH AN ENDLESS BLACK SKY LMAO
god, why are nihilists like this?
bet you're real deep and complex, you moody edgy faggot. real soul-crushing realizations you've got there.
I mean, fuck, we get it, nothing matters. stop talking about it please. this shit's been done to death; let's move onto a new meme philosophy like solipsism or something
How did your parents ruin you?
>Earliest memory lining up to be beaten
>Kicked me out of the house twice, both times around 8-11 and late at night, started thinking about suicide for the first time on one of those times
>brother went on my phone when i was 13, had a video of me jacking off since i was a horny experimental 13 year old, he showed my mum and my whole family ended up knowing
>"I wish I'd never had you" several times a week
>used to get really mad in the car and threaten to crash the car/drive us into the river
>told us anything that wasn't 100% was repulsive, fake gagged when she saw men with long hair
>she refused to work so I lived on welfare for most of my life
I don't care for a college degree.
I don't care about social status.
I don't care about finance.
All I care about is pleasing a fat, throbbing NEET dick.
I want to be bent and have my boipucci ravaged in a mindless haze.
I want to be inseminated daily by fat smelly NEET dicks, one after the other, and told how pathetic I am.
Is he /ourguy/?
He stands up against liberals
What are you smoking today plus why did you start
>smoking Winston Xstyle
>started smoking because of friends
>soon find out its not a bad habit since it makes me socialize more with people
AKA cowboy killers.
Its been making me feel shitty, I cough until I vomit and my rip cage and left lung has been hurting. I got nicotine gum and I really need to fucking quit.
It's not cool anymore.
Is it the ultimate form of love to allow your partner to be with another person if doing so would make them happier?
Hate normie gays
Simple as edition
Why does death seem like the best possible thing that you could experience as a robot? Me being nihilistic it honestly seems like the only good thing that will happen to me is death, there is nothing enjoyable in life besides vidya for me (vidya at its core is just escapism from this shit life). There's honestly no point in living in my eyes, and I can't understand how normies don't realise it yet. I'm pretty sure that if everyone realised that life and existence as a whole is just completely pointless, it would lead to a self destructive society since there is no point in reproducing.
I don't think that I'm special or that the human species is special, but reproducing has no meaning or point whatsoever in the grand scheme of things, and the only reason we do it is because Instincts, nothing else.