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If this is a new drug for you, start with a small dose and see how it affects you. Don't be a retard. This isn't the same as smoking weed, overdose can have very real consequences

On a more personal note, I would reeeeealllly recommend that you avoid opiates entirely, unless you hate yourself and have NO ambitions for the next few years of your life

Nah I've done it before a long time ago but I can't remember how much I took. And I don't have a way to get these again so I'm just trying to enjoy them. But you're saying I could get somewhat high off just one pill? And if I took all three spread out across the day how would that go?

>>17817033
erowid.org

Cut to the frightening scene. The friends are gone, the scene changes, the ground gives.. I end up being on some ledge with a square in the middle going into the ground, I have an axe/blade at hand, demonic skeletons are climbing out, I'm chopping and hitting them, they're scratching my legs, I chop and dice and they die and fall back in. Two Chains begin to stretch from one end to the other which some how stops anything else from happening, a beautiful looking demon woman floats on top of me and soothes me from my trauma... Hands me a yellow silk fabric square, and a white one, large like 20" in diameter.. Tells me "you have won the game (feeling she meant for now), release one into the air and let whatever it is be your fate" so I release the yellow one in my left hand. She pauses. I must have picked the slightly not as bad option. She tells me "The Devils instructions" and makes me watch her as she begins to imitate sucking on a dick, keeping eye contact with me, squinting her eyes... Instructing me as in this is what the devil wants me to do... And I felt it had possession powers. I've watched porn that worked on conditioning straight men on porn to link pleasure to dick, by having a 10/10 woman give jerk off instruction and (loving dominatrixes as an escalating porn addiction finding something more extreme and extreme to get me going when I should of stopped) doing whatever they said, telling me to fantasise about sucking a dick, and forcing me to just enjoy it... It was similar to that and I'm worried the devil has entered my mind and soul through negative things like that type of porn, and some drugs done briefly but won't again.

I've had other demonic experiences and the things I done the night before, online says can summon these demons. I was having sex with a girl, while stoned (fornication) I got her to admit she was Bi and we put lesbian porn on (another demon summoning tool) and the girl masturbated to the porn (female masturbation) according to any sex demon summoning article these things summon the devil.

This was months ago but that night with the girl.. I had a dream I was in a club, I seen the hottest girl but she had dark hair and pale skin, black lipstick, black clothes (demon giveaway but I was entranced) I walk over to her, she basically pulls me! I fall for everything she says, go back to her place, I felt like a laser beam drawn towards her. She undresses, I thought she was the most beautiful woman in the world I wanted every part of her, she appeared to be in proportion great boobs, ass, great shape for a woman, but as she dropped her tight fitting leather zipped upper gear, what was revealed was an extremely bony fucked up upper body... Which alarmed me and then I was back under the spell. She got into the bed and said follow me. I got into the bed, I started to touch her, the whole room went black, I couldn't see her, she was gone, she changed, I felt a different presence, it was dark, it wasn't the girl, it felt like a male demon devil, it grabbed me hard and turned me over, I realised what it was about to try and do so I forced myself to wake up. To wake up I was saying "In the name of Jesus Christ you must leave right fucking now" "the power of Christ compels you" "in the name of Jesus you must leave me alone" "Jesus loves me and will always come to save me no matter what" and as soon as I said these things the demon left and I woke up.

>dream thread
I thought this was going to be about actual issues.

>>17816955
>be my friend
Wtf dude, you don't ask someone to be your friend, you just do.
He doesn't want to spend time with you, then leave him alone and find other friends. Easy.
But please, don't ask people to be your friends.

>>17816973
Ah you're a girl. Okay, did he at some point have some feelings for you?

>>17816975

I thought we were just close platonic friends, but he may have. I know most guys can't just have a platonic female friend, so maybe

>>17816931
has she cum through masturbation?

>>17816945
she told me "I think I do" when i asled her that. So perhaps he never has.

Strong possibility of childhood abuse or rape

>>17816900
Bump

I think you should start with a spelling and grammar improvement club.

>>17817449
English isn't my native language, but feel free to correct any mistakes in the OP. I'd appreciate it, since that's pretty much the best way to improve in my opinion.

(Unless you mean stuff like 'wanna' or 'git gud'.)

Depends if you're ready to deal with these issues for the rest of your life with her than by all means stay.
If you're not plenty of shit in the sea.

If I do break up with her what would be the best way of doing? Obviously I need to wait until she is out of the hospital, but she also lives with me.

>>17816879

yes. should it be now? hard to say. she did JUST try to off herself, and it would seem particularly selfish to leave now. that being said, you shouldnt stay with her just to look good.

perhaps this is the wake up call she needs, that shes driving people away, and she is in the psych ward where she can't kill herself now, so its probably the safest time to do it while she will have that support system.

id vote yes. i dont think depressed / suicidal people should be allowed to date. but if she really doesn't seem to want to improve, but would rather just wallow in her depression, then you can't help her, and she'll only bring you down in the process.

get out man. good luck. sorry for the people who will judge you after the fact.

>>17816842
Ether despite tour education you have yet to learn every person is different and you are only assuming such things, or these woman have shown and proven they are completely like what you said and you would be correct to not get with them.
Ether way, focus on yourself and improve op. The girl will come when the time Is right.

>>17816842
So you'd rather be with a person you don't like than being with someone who fucked another guy before you?

You're mildly fucked up.

>>17816847
>Ether way, focus on yourself and improve op
brah, its just attracted the worst

literally took a gap year and took the iron pill IRL.
worked out 6 days a week
read from Marcus Aurelius to Zizek
military service, included hiking, hunting...

And I came out, and I look around, and all I see are... nothing more than regular women from a Bukowski novel.

fml.

It's in ur head

>>17816838

the big question you have to ask yourself is WHY the ritual would work.

even if you believe in god or a less strict form of spirituality, the idea that someone magically found human specific rules to do ghosty things is rather silly.

why would knocking on your door 22 times do that? if spirituality exists it would preceede the existence of doors, so did the ghosts have a meeting and say 'k, so theres these new things called doors, and im thinking if someone knocks on them 22 times then lights one of those weird candle things we should totally pop out and say boo!'

>>17816916
>why would knocking on your door 22 times do that? if spirituality exists it would preceede the existence of doors, so did the ghosts have a meeting and say 'k, so theres these new things called doors, and im thinking if someone knocks on them 22 times then lights one of those weird candle things we should totally pop out and say boo!'

yeah, thats why i said its probably bull shit. makes no sense in reality. if the spiritual world does exist, maybe they are bounded by rules and certain movements in this world give them freedom. this is kind of why i want to try it out; to see what happens.

>Be lucky if you have any quality grandparents.
do they have to be biological

>>17816829
>other people represent who you are
i don't quite understand what you mean.
I do love my family though.

>you
>are
Not quite
>you
>being anything but a sack of meat that acts in patterns
Complex identities are lies

>Basically what I'm asking is, in the first situation, does she know that I basically asked her out?
Yea, and wanted you too it seems.

>Second situation, did she lowkey invite me to go along or what?
Again, definitely hinting towards wanting you to go with her, and that there is still a chance

>>17816831
Yeah but my line of thought was, what would she say if she didn't? First off she told me beforehand that she has a tough time with handling situations where guys ask her out, second, I thought maybe she'd make up some excuse not to go, which she sort of did with the exams.

bumpersticker

Telling us the reason would help.

Accept your emotion first, it can't really go away if you don't accept that you're feeling what you're feeling. Then try to find out why you're feeling like that.

>>17816824
It's really John Green tier. Basically, I love this girl a whole lot. For a while I thought it might develop into something, but now I'm afraid it won't. When I see her, which isn't often anymore these days, I sperg out more than I used to. I leave kicking myself for doing something wrong. I'm happy she's my friend, she's a great person, I just always thought I had a real chance with her and now I'm starting to realize it was all in my head.

>>17816766
Pic unrelated, I just like Snake as a character.

>>17816766
>I'm not very educated in terms of tracking and similar stuff, because I'm not that into computers
Forget it then. You'd need crazy amount of skill and experience to pull this of, following some shitty guide is enough to crack your neighbors wifi, not dealing with fucking FB security.

Your best call is social engineering aka. getting in contact with the dude and trying to get his identity out of him.

>>17816786
Aren't there some ways I can trick him in opening a certain link or something that would allow me to trace him?

>>17816733
>Trump didn't even begin ruining the economy yet
>Americans already start eating hunting bait preparing for the dark future

>>17816733
It probably won't kill you, but the problem is there's no guarantee. I'm guessing " not for human consumption" means they don't put any effort to ensuring the health or safety of anything eats it, and quality is a distant concern at best. Why should you worry about purity or safety for a product intended to attract things you want to kill?

>>17816755
Trump will actually save our country since hilary was going to invite millions of syrians here. You're a dumb libfuck yurofag and should leave

Right now I have no extreme anxiety but I feel I have some, a bit that bothers me

Im assuming you dont have them prescribed?
I take 5-10mg daily and i buy like 100 at a time. Im basically a walking xanax but its better than anxiety, and better than everyone telling me i have "nervous energy" all the time.
Tldr it should be as "serious" as you want it to be. If you take it every day you're abusing it, you're gonna get a tolerance, and if you cant accept that then dont take it. If you feel like you have to justify it then you probably cant

if you have to ask which symptoms justify it..you don't have them. And you dont have to because its your body and you can abuse whatever you want to..but yeah

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yeah, sure

>>17816690
Yeah, breast fetish is legit, and there's nothing that says women can't enjoy it as well. A very rare few women can even get off purely through nipple play.

I think it depends. Just having a preference for having her nipples sucked is nothing out of the ordinary. But if she wants you to do it until she lactates etc that's another story.

But most people fuck it up. If you want proof open a thread asking for people's fetishes and see stuff like "redheads" and "thigh high socks" pour in.