Mental issue/demonic dreams advice needed please

Cut to the frightening scene. The friends are gone, the scene changes, the ground gives.. I end up being on some ledge with a square in the middle going into the ground, I have an axe/blade at hand, demonic skeletons are climbing out, I'm chopping and hitting them, they're scratching my legs, I chop and dice and they die and fall back in. Two Chains begin to stretch from one end to the other which some how stops anything else from happening, a beautiful looking demon woman floats on top of me and soothes me from my trauma... Hands me a yellow silk fabric square, and a white one, large like 20" in diameter.. Tells me "you have won the game (feeling she meant for now), release one into the air and let whatever it is be your fate" so I release the yellow one in my left hand. She pauses. I must have picked the slightly not as bad option. She tells me "The Devils instructions" and makes me watch her as she begins to imitate sucking on a dick, keeping eye contact with me, squinting her eyes... Instructing me as in this is what the devil wants me to do... And I felt it had possession powers. I've watched porn that worked on conditioning straight men on porn to link pleasure to dick, by having a 10/10 woman give jerk off instruction and (loving dominatrixes as an escalating porn addiction finding something more extreme and extreme to get me going when I should of stopped) doing whatever they said, telling me to fantasise about sucking a dick, and forcing me to just enjoy it... It was similar to that and I'm worried the devil has entered my mind and soul through negative things like that type of porn, and some drugs done briefly but won't again.

I've had other demonic experiences and the things I done the night before, online says can summon these demons. I was having sex with a girl, while stoned (fornication) I got her to admit she was Bi and we put lesbian porn on (another demon summoning tool) and the girl masturbated to the porn (female masturbation) according to any sex demon summoning article these things summon the devil.

This was months ago but that night with the girl.. I had a dream I was in a club, I seen the hottest girl but she had dark hair and pale skin, black lipstick, black clothes (demon giveaway but I was entranced) I walk over to her, she basically pulls me! I fall for everything she says, go back to her place, I felt like a laser beam drawn towards her. She undresses, I thought she was the most beautiful woman in the world I wanted every part of her, she appeared to be in proportion great boobs, ass, great shape for a woman, but as she dropped her tight fitting leather zipped upper gear, what was revealed was an extremely bony fucked up upper body... Which alarmed me and then I was back under the spell. She got into the bed and said follow me. I got into the bed, I started to touch her, the whole room went black, I couldn't see her, she was gone, she changed, I felt a different presence, it was dark, it wasn't the girl, it felt like a male demon devil, it grabbed me hard and turned me over, I realised what it was about to try and do so I forced myself to wake up. To wake up I was saying "In the name of Jesus Christ you must leave right fucking now" "the power of Christ compels you" "in the name of Jesus you must leave me alone" "Jesus loves me and will always come to save me no matter what" and as soon as I said these things the demon left and I woke up.

>dream thread
I thought this was going to be about actual issues.

I was traumatised by this dream. I'd been conned into bed by a demon girl who I fell for and then this weird sex demon attempted to rape me and I read online about these demons is that the demon wanted to put his seed in you, and what will grow in time will be perverted weird obscene urges... Which is funny because look another demon came later saying "devil instructions" trying to get me to suck dick, which when alone the idea seems very good.

I really need some guidance, I believe I am under attack or my soul is under attack, I have a lot of bad shit happened to me in my life and it seems permanently doomed.

It is about issues, these demonic dreams feel like a manifestation of my head being fucked up. Never tried to get mental help, dealt with everything alone, bullied picked on growing up, and feel it's made me insecure, low self esteem, low confidence, rubbish socialiser because of ending up avoiding doing it.. Now I'm having these dreams about demons and I'm scared they mean something. I'm always negative, and feel nobody gives a fuck really. Came here for mental clarity and pointing in the right direction of what I should do.