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thoughts of suicide what do I do? 2016-07-28 19:29:23 Post No.17403447
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as of recent I've been having ongoing thoughts of suicide lots of visuals in my head of lots of different ways to commit anything can trigger please help me I don't know what to do I'm at a lost words and feel helpless
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>>17403447
Go to a hospital and tell them this.
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join the club
If you were going to kill yourself, you would've done it. We all consider suicide, you're not special. Move on, shit gets better. Or, be a pussy and kill yourself and see how much the world changes.
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>>17403447
https://youtu.be/BFButPmlMFg?t=86 [Embed]
If link doesn't work then skip to 1:26 seconds
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Sorry to post this a second time but I passed or last night before I could see any replies.
How do I get rid of introvert narcissism? I feel intimidated and depressed whenever someone one ups me either unintentionally or intentionally. I hate this because it causes me to fall back on a academic and social level.
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Nvm, I'm retarded somehow the other one I made is still alive
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Do I need to go to ER? 2016-07-28 19:03:23 Post No.17403379
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Do I need to go to ER? 2016-07-28 19:03:23 Post No.17403379
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I have depression and for the past month or so I haven't done shit. I stay inside at home all day and don't go out much except the occasional walk because I find no point as there is nothing for me to look forward to.
I've attempted suicide 3 times and purposely failed 2 of them for attention and the third one I pulled the trigger on my dads gun but didn't notice the safety was on. After pulling the trigger I didn't turn it off and put it away. I was sent to the ER about 1 hour after telling my school counselour this(I did this about an hour before school).
Now I have been thinking every 2-3 days at least 3 times a day how I could just take my car, drive to a building that is at least 12 stories high, then go up and jump to my death.
I feel it's really my fault I'm depressed and that I'm faking depression just to not do anything and stay home all day. I got a call from my primary doctor saying he saw my depression screening exam scores from yesterday and that they were really high and that I should talk to my psychiatrist to either change the pills or increase dosage.
I called my psychiatrist but a nurse picked up the phone, I told her about pills and how I think I can just drive to find a building to jump off and she told me I should go to the ER for having those thoughts.
What do I do? I feel if I had friends or something to look forward to in life I wouldnt be like this but it's my fault I havent found anything nor try anymore.
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>HURR LOOK AT ME, I'M PLAYING WITH DADDY'S GUN FOR ATTENTION.
>I REALIZE YOU CAN'T COCK AND LOAD IT WITH THE SAFETY ON BUT I FIGURED WHAT THE HEY
>I'LL GET ATTENTION IF I PRETEND I DIDN'T THINK THE SAFETY WAS ON
>HURR SO DEEP DARK AND DISTURBED.
Faggot pussy. Can't even kill yourself correctly.
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Ok, I'm new to torrenting and i just downloaded kizumonogatari. The problem is that it's not subtitled. I have downloaded subs for it but I don't know how to add the subs. I used UTorrent and I am only able to use that to watch the movie because I haven't been able to figure out how watch the video from my hardrive. Can you guys please possibly help.
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>>17403361
Method 1: http://kissanime.to/Anime/Kizumonogatari/Episode?id=128393 if you're okay with streaming
Method 2:
You can download some player like VLC which has an option to choose the file to use as subtitles.
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>>17403422
thanks but the torrent i have will only play with the utorrent media player and i dont know how to play it with VLC
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>>17403428
The torrent you have's most probably downloading some file in some format. What's the format/extension of the file?
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I have never been as unhappy as right now even though I should be the happiest. Finally met the man I always wanted and waited for, everything was great, then when we got together he changed. I once told him that he was not just my boyfriend but my friend.. even my best friend.. no one knows as much about me as he does. He said he felt like this, too. I have huge difficulties to open up to people and I don't have anyone to go to when I'm sad.. Soon after we came together I felt like he got distant and harsh sometimes with the things he says... I have no problem with making fun of me.. I do this all the time but with him it sometimes feels passive aggressive.. as if it isn't meant as joke but to show power over me. I feel like he's less and lesser happy to see me and I wonder if I was passé right after he got me and if he now would rather have a new girlfriend. I know he still checks up on girls he almost had but was too shy to get. I feel like he just needed me to have a girlfriend and now that the necessarily stuff is done he wants to go on to better things.. hotter girls.. Everytime I share my feelings or call him out when he's being rude he turns the conversation so that I feel bad for doing so and he tries to make me think that I'm overreacting and too sensitive.. And I think it's kinda working now.. I really feel like shit and I cry a lot and I don't think he's even aware that I'm hurting.. I feel like I can't even talk to him anymore about anything like I used to. I'm just his stupid girlfriend now that he cuddles, kisses and fucks as it pleases him.. he's only loving when he wants to and when he says he loves me I can hear it but not feel it at all.. I wish to have as fun with him as I used to.. texting jokingly together, talking about stuff.. but now I just get a half-assed good morning and a good night.. I don't know what he's doing all day and I rarely see him.. only if he wants to fuck I think. He promised so much stuff and he never kept it.
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>>17403253
read the first two sentences and had to stop cuz wow what a wall.
you are letting your happiness hinge on a man. you know hes not good for you, dump him and go.
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>>17403253
He's my first so I don't really know how relationships work so that might be the reason I'm so helpless.. Is this normal after just a few months? I have nobody in my life I could talk about this and me being so unhappy.. Often I really think I'm the problem.. too nice, too caring, psychologically i don't know
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>>17403253
>bohoo
Try being an involuntary virgin as a guy at 19
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How to put in foundation???? 2016-07-28 18:21:29 Post No.17403212
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How to put in foundation???? 2016-07-28 18:21:29 Post No.17403212
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How to put in foundation????
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2016-07-28 18:21:29
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I used primer, moisturized first, and this still happens.
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JUST POP IT
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>>17403212
Dermatologist.
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>>17403212
You don't need foundation- you need a prescription acne medication like Tretinoin or Accutane.Steer clear of make up which will clog your pores!!
If you are insistent on foundation though, pick a good one from Sephora or Korean beauty store.You need to moisturize a LOT but before, tone your skin with a toner that contains no alcohol, apply essence, then moisturizer, THEN with a sponge or pad, apply foundation in a patting motion all over face then SET with clear translucent powder using a big round brush.
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I want to move a long distance (literally from across the USA coasts) but I don't know the details of how to move stuff with me because I can't drive myself.
Buses only let you take one suitcase, planes are about the same, but how would you be able to transport about 3 big dufflebags, a guitar and a cat with you a long distance? Do they sell services that offer this? All my stuff basically fits in a backseat and trunk. Any ideas?
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Pay extra fees for more luggage, or send them through the postal services (not the cat obviously)
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>>17403208
you are the disabled girl in orlando right? i was the guy who gave you that advice.
planes do not insist you take only one suitcase. on the contrary you can get a free carry on, a free personal item, then about 30 tgo 50 dollars for each bag after that.
that being said, you could possibly (possibly) save money by simply boxing that stuff up and mailing it separately.
as for the cat, you will need to take it on the plane. you are not the first person to try and take a pet on a plan. some people literally have them on their laps for the entire ride (in a tiny kennel mind you).
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>>17403224
info on the cat from delta airlines
>Carry-On Pet Policy: Delta permits passengers to bring small pets in the cabin on most flights for a fee of $125 each way (to be collected at check-in) on flights within the United States, Canada, U.S. Virgin Islands and Puerto Rico.
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What counts as friends? I'm generally friendly with people I study with at uni and we went out together quite a lot of times, but since the holidays began the went quiet and don't invite me to do shit. I'm not sure if they do anything themselves now.
Should I just be the one to organise a meet up and pull everyone together?
I want to go out and be more normal. I have a few rather good friends but haven't seen them in a while so that group of folks is my best bet to spend time with.
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>what counts as friends?
literally whatever you want. you want more. so what you have now is probably not friends. but they are potential friends.
i moved around a LOT. i went to five highschools. at school i seemed rather popular, but i was rarely ever invited to something outside of class. at my fifth and final school, senior year, i had no one invite me til about december. at which point i said 'hey i just broke up with my gf and have nothing to do on the weekends, you guys want to hang out?'
and i immediately became part of their little group. people arent always going to know to ask you to hang out. but if they are worth hanging out, inviting yourself / them to do it isn't going to end it.
dont be afraid to 'lead' the group. eventually they pick it up.
recently i had to make some new friends, went to anime parties, traded numbers, and it ws like pulling teeth to get a gang together. BUT NOW, they assume we hang out weekly and invite me to various events as well.
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What hobbies do you guys have?
I want to expand and try new things because my life is pretty boring right.
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i bought myself a softair gun, i'm currently trying to plan events and stuff when my friends have time to play
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Adv I need your help!
My parents went into my room while I was there. The thing is that I was high. In fact Im typing this right now while high. They could clearly see my red eyes and weed like smell in the room.
They didn't mention anything about weed but said about the smell in the room.
Wtf do I do? I am really scared
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Go to bed and sober up.
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How do you deal with anxiety and intrusive thoughts? Specifically about my girlfriend. I'll get a negative thought or doubt about her and then obsess over it and wonder why I'm thinking or feeling that way when I know I love her. It's driving me fucking crazy.
For example, we'll be talking or having fun and suddenly I'll wonder if I really love her or not. Normally that would be a passing thought, but then I'll start obsessing over it. I'll be there with her feeling love for her, but this thought will be bouncing around in my head and won't go away.
I've been diagnosed with OCD and anxiety, and I think I might have ROCD. I just don't know how to cope and I want it to go the fuck away so I can just be happy and be a good boyfriend.
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realise that there's no solution in thinking that way, and the only outcome of it is something negative. at the end of the day, it's still you thinking that
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>>17403117
Zoloft, Lamictal and Valium (as needed).
Bob's your uncle, senpai.
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How the fuck do these work?
>put stick in hole, light it
>ashes fall on the side of it on my desk
I'm trying to find a very strong smelling incense (not necessarily the sticks) because I smoke marijuana in my apartment and I read in my lease that's a lease violation (despite it being legal where I live)
Any suggestions on long lasting and strong smelling incense?
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Smoke outside you fucking tool.
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>implying lighting shitty incense will actually cover the d disgusting ass pot smell.
Just move man, if you can't possibly envision your life without being a piece of shit stoner then move to a place that will let you.
Or accept your fucking boot when your landlord walks in and smells that very distinct disgusting pot smell mixed with strong incense nobody other than a pot smoker would fill their room with.
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>>17403116
All the incense I have covers the cigarette smell in my apartment.
Idk what you're using. I have an incense box that I bought at walmart. It holds three sticks at a time. I have a Frankincense/Myrrh combo aroma and I light up the three, takes several minutes for it to waft out to the room, but it works.
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so, I finally got fit 2016-07-28 17:51:01 Post No.17403104
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But I'm still a kissless autistic virgin. I'm getting female attention now and I just panic.
What should I do? I don't know how to kiss or what to do, this is very stressful, I didn't sign up for this.
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the fun of chasing a girl is the same fun you get from a scary movie or a roller coaster. its a thrill. you ultimately know that whatever happens doesnt really matter, but while you are in it, it feels intense and scary and fun.
the point is that bravery is doing something despite being afraid, not becuase of a lack of fear. you panic. great. now just kiss her anyways.
she will notice you're weird and arent sure how, but its kissing. it doesnt take that long to figure out. plus a lot of kissing is chemistry.
all you need is ONE girl to teach you how to kiss. and by the time she realizes you've never done it before, it'll be too late. you're already kissing.
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>>17403113
That sounds like it would give me a heartattack. Can't I pay someone to teach me how to kiss semi-competently?
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>>17403130
you can if you want, but it wont help the actual issue all that much, which is the fear of going through with it.
it will be the best heart attack you ever have, but if you need to, drink some chamomoille tea first
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A girl I work with (girl 1) thought this other girl I work with (girl 2) would be perfect for each other and tried to get us to do projects together. We went for drinks after work and I heard girl 1 telling girl 2 I'd be really good for her and basically selling me (which I appreciate, but I never asked her to)
The thing is, ever since then girl 2 has been really stand offish. I've heard from someone else that girl 2 thinks I'm in love with her. I'm not. I think she's really pretty, but if she's not into me, I can handle that. What I don't want is the awkwardness and the fact that she's now avoiding me. How do I resolve it all? Girl 1 is now out of the picture, as she found a new job, so I can't ask her to intercede.
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just let time work its inexorable course op
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Are you friends with her? Why do you even care if she's not talking to you anyway? My advice, act like you're clueless and just go on about your life, pretend you don't know anything about this and if she ever brings it up just act normal.
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Basically, this 2 advices above are your answers.
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Start dating girl, everything awesome for a while then stops things with me off for some other new people, kinda hurt but whatever. Few months later, friends are out of the picture and wants to start again
Reluctantly agree and the first couple months are great. The kids question pops up, she doesn't want, I do, so we break up. Then we're on again, maybe having kids isn't so bad after talking to friends who were parent's now
This grey area lasts for a while until I start really thinking about the relationship and how it ended the first time. I say that we're better friends than lovers and I should get on with my career, not be tied down. She says something else is bothering me, held back to not sound so insecure but said fuck it, so I tell her I just never got over the rejection the first time, resentment started to creep in and I'd question why she's really with me.
Is the second go usually doomed? Does the trust feeling come back? How to not feel like I was the safe/second choice? Should I just gather my self respect, keep my peace of mind and end it?
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you say that as if first go's arent doomed.
all relationships are doomed. some are less doomed than tohers, but they're all pretty doomed.
you need to learn to live a little in the moment man. a few months in is not when you want to talk about kids. then suddenly its 'OH I SHOULDNT BE TIED DOW NCUZ CAREER'
i mean really? kids arent being tied down but a gf is? and even if you argue 'WELL KIDS WOULD BE WAY OFF IN THE FUTURE'
then why does it matter if you get with your eventual baby-momma now?
just ditch her you clearly dont have anything particularly strong for her.