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What's wrong with me? 2017-01-10 11:08:48 Post No.17944442
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Goddd, I feel so fucked up /adv/. I'm currently 18 years old. I've never been diagnosed with anything of any sort, as I've never gone in to get one. Always assumed it cost a bunch of dosh to get one, and I ain't got insurance. I'll look into that later once I've got a solid income source. But that's beside the point.
I frequently think about killing myself, and when I say frequently, I don't mean "aw yeah, maybe a couple times a week, no problemo" I mean at least a couple times per hour. I've gone into in depth thoughts of methods I could use to off myself, and I think about non-lethally hurting myself on the same frequent basis. I don't have any sense of self-worth and don't see myself on the same level as other people, and every time someone tells me I matter to them, it feels like a foreign concept, like they're talking about quantum physics or some shit like that. My self confidence is nonexistence, and I often go out of my way to try and boost my worth as a human being somehow, and not be totally useless baggage.
The concept of talking to people also makes me kind of nervous. When I'm put in a situation where I have to go up and talk to someone, or ask someone for something, I always play out how things are gonna go in my head, even if I'm asking for something minor. I want to make friends, but at the same time I'm scared. I want to have a social life, and sometimes think of going on social apps and striking up conversations, but I end up looking at people's profiles for a really long time, trying to work up the courage to toss 'em a simple "yo!", but I can never do it. I'm too afraid. It's not like I'm completely socially inadequate, when people irl talk to me I'm able to pull things off pretty well, and I've been told I give off a really cool vibe, and I'm charismatic, but that doesn't stop me from being a huge fucking pussy about interaction. ;_;
Post too long, I'll continue it in the next. Here we go boys.
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Here we go with part 2. I tried telling my older brother I've been feeling like this, as he's the only family member actively present in my life (mom's dead, dad never really was a part of my life) and he said he doesn't think there's anything wrong with me. But if that's true, then why do I feel like this?? ;_; Am I just an unmotivated piece of shit by default? Is it possible to constantly be thinking of offing yourself and have absolutely nothing wrong with you? I'll sit around for hours sometimes, knowing I have to get up and actually do something, but I can't motivate myself, I just feel too dumpy. It really feeds into my whole "I'm worthless" mindset, too. I don't know what to do with myself. I plan to get a job once I get my ID, but what if me being like this causes me to fuck up at my job? What am I supposed to say? "Aw, real sorry sir! I'm a huge fucking piece of shit, yeah, nothing else, kind of a bummer but I do my best! Yeehaw."
That ain't gonna cut it, though, probably. Holy fuck. What is wrong with me ;_; pls help me friendos
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>>17944444
pls help, i got these legendary gets that means you gotta
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What you're describing sounds like typical depression, do you have any friends or anyone to talk to besides your brother?
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I ran out if things to text my girlfriend about 2017-01-10 10:48:32 Post No.17944391
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I ran out if things to text my girlfriend about
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18 year old here. I've been dating my girlfriend on and off since 2013, but now I can't figure out new things to continually text her about. I dint even know how to continue conversations with friends. Plus every time I do get the chance to see her we mainly make out or do foreplay, even in public places. Am I fucked?
And if do, could it be because of the mild autism I have and the fact that my parents rarely leg m ed hang out with friends?
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That's not really a problem.
Eventually you need to learn to chill together in silence doing your own things.
New topics will come up and they go.
There's no infinite stream of topics unless she's into political or scientific talk.
Chill man. Go for a day just saying good.morming and good night. Most couples don't talk all the time
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>>17944397
I don't live with her lmao. We ironically have better conversations on person. But even then I'm not too confident about them because I'm worried about what topics to discuss and whatnot. I'll try to relax next time I see her, I don't get to add her too often because of our strict parents
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>>17944391
>my parents rarely leg m ed hang out with friends?
Don't let them tell you what to do. Do they threaten to kick you out if you don't comply or something? You're a grown ass adult, you can make your own choices.
On topic though, maybe you can send her some pictures or funny videos or something and y'all can discuss em. You don't need a bunch of conversation topics stuffed in your pants ready to bust out at anytime, just bring em up as they come.
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How do you love someone?
>she's been in my life for 2.5 years now
>she's been in love with me since the beginning
>I've always been adamant I didn't feel the same
>long story short yadda yadda etc we're in a relationship now, just a month in
>I can tell she knows, that she wants to spend the rest of her life with me
>I care about her deeply, more than as a friend but I worry constantly whether she's the girl I can marry and if I even love her
>I know there's no such thing as a moment where I "realize" I love her, but I've had many moments where I realize I don't
>yet I tried to break up with her a few months ago (in person) and I couldn't even go through with it, I broke down crying to see her so hurt
>she also tried to break up with me after I told her about my complicated feelings
>that conversation was basically an ultimatum for me to tell her I love her, and I said I did because I couldn't bear to lose her
>now we're on "I love you" basis, but I dread whenever she says it because I have to say it back, and I can't get out of my mind that I'm wronging her
There's a lot of positives, of course, but I feel like I should just present the harsh facts to not skew anything.
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Just break up with her. Better now than 4 years in when she feels safe and happy.
It will hurt her yes better that than wasting her youth on a guy who "doesn't know".
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be careful how you play this out anon. know thyself the latins(?) used to say before they got BTFO
jokes aside.I was in your exact situation word by word 3 months ago. first girl i ever loved. thing is i didn't think that i loved her. she eventually noticed bit by bit that the love on my end just wasn't there and so after trying everything to win my, she eventually just walked away.
after we ended, only then had I come to realise my love for her and deep it ran. how I will never in a thousands years find some like that. who made her happiness my happiness. who would spend thousands at my feet. literally. by then it was too late and the damage had been done
so I am telling you to be careful. am not telling you live with someone you dont love. but that men are often out of touch with their feelings. i learnt that the heard way.
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>>17944359
But at the same time, I can't bear to lose her from my life. I guess I'd be okay eventually, but she means so much to me. I was such an idiot to not realize it so much sooner.
>>17944384
But how am I supposed to know? There's no such thing as a moment of clarity, not if it hasn't happened in two years.
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>have gf
>want to bone other girls
>ask gf if I can bone other girls
>she says no
FUCKING REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE WHY DO I HAVE TO BE EXCLUSIVE I'M A GODDAMN MAN SHE KNOWS I ONLY REALLY CARE ABOUT HER I JUST WANT FRESH PUSSY TO FUCK REEEEEEEEEEE WHY DO I HAVE TO BE COMMITTED SHE AINT A VIRGIN I DONT OWE HER ANYTHING
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>>17944317
You don't have to be exclusive. You can break up with her.
Jesus, you whiny little piece of shit.
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>>17944317
Just cheat on her if you want.
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>>17944320
but I like her
>>17944323
can't do, will get caught
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Why do I let the same shit happen to me over and over. There is a girl I really liked in my friend group she was with a guy for a while and I felt like shit but thought ok ill change and get better to forget about her. Well her relationship only lasted like 3 months and for some reason I lost all motivation to change. 7 months later she is dating another guy and im in the same situation. I am filled with motivation to get better but I dont know how long that'll last for.
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>>17944316
What fucks me up is when she is talking with whoever she is with she obviously pay less attention to me so I have more time to myself and not clinging onto a small hope of me getting with her. But when she is single we talk nearly all day everyday and it sucks when that is suddenly taken away.
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>>17944410
She's using you dude, for emotional support and drops you once she gets someone she prefers over you (a new bf). You need to judge these kind of people, and most really, by their actions and not what they say, for that is where the truth to thier intentions lie
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>>17944438
I thought that at first, and I put it to the test, I went to her for emotional support and she gave it and helped me out and feel better. I can understand that concept of emotional tampon tho, but I honestly think a part of me felt ok about it because she would come to me with her problems and I felt a little special about it. We didnt just talk about bad things but still it did come out sometimes.
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I have a toothache, no money and no insurance. I cannot resist to it anymore, what to do? Can I safely wrest a tooth by myself?
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Every time I think that it cannot get worse, it gets.
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>>17944304
possibly it has been done before
get some pliers and yank it out
it will bleed quite a bit & if it gets infected you will be dead in 2-3 days because the bloodstream goes right to your brain
if your in USA go to some big hospital emergency room they cannot refuse patients maybe they can refer you to freebie health clinic
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>>17944304
Use the pain to fuel your bloodlust and rampage
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Help talking to someone 2017-01-10 10:07:38 Post No.17944292
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There's this girl I find attractive in one of my classes and I want to get to know her. The problems that stand in the way though is that she is on the other side of the class and the teacher won't let us do as much as whisper in the class. I've thought about talking to her after class but she is always talking to her friend. How do I get the chance to talk to her?
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Wait patiently.
With sufficient reincarnations, the opportunity shall present itself.
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Have you tried talking with her in the halls do you have lunch together
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>>17944795
No, I only have that one class with her. Besides that I never see her.
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My social life is fucked up. My good friends all suffer from social anxiety, and they dont want to do anything that is remotely social, they wont even go to pubs. Other friends i have made in uni are at the other end of the spectrum, they always take drugs. I suffer from sleep paralysis too, and staying out all night fucks up my sleeping pattern which sets off my sleeping paralysis and insomnia. dont know what to do.
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>>17944252
Bump
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Final bump
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Find people who are a happy medium.
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So the California rain and arctic wind may hit and creat an ice storm knocking out the power where i am
I have a lizard (pic is of the liazard)and if the power goes out he wont have a heat lamp to keep him alive, what should I do to prepare?
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>>17944239
Get a genny. Stock gasoline somewhere cold.
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Hand warmers, buy them at some normie outdoor store like Dicks or Gander Mountain.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-P2OdxKSvNc
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RRUZq_iAuvg
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oh ya dont forget this one
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iIzeLvcMi_I
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2de2MHIzNbg
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I dont know what to feel 2017-01-10 09:25:05 Post No.17944175
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So I just found out this girl i've known for a while and liked for a while whos in my friend group is dating a guy she met online now. Just saw her snapchat talking about it and whatever and I am confused with my emotions, I feel like really down and whatever but also kinda not. Its weird to explain but I am in the middle of emotions going back and forth a little bit and I dont know how to handle this and what to feel. First thing that is first tho and I know 100% i am cutting contact for my sake as well as hers even though I feel like she wouldn't give a shit that much since she has him now. But part of me feels like shit about it and part of me feels happy she found someone to make her happy. I dont know whats going on.
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>>17944175
bump
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>>17944175
I think I just feel relived to know the truth because I had a feeling she was dating a new guy since she started to talk with me alot less and the conversations ended very quickly so at least I know why now, but still im just confused on how im feeling right now.
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>>17944175
Anyone able to help? Hell i'll even just take someone to vent and talk with at this point. It just keeps getting worse and worse and I fear that im in denile still and it'll hit me soon.
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Apparently 50% of all black women have herpes. But there is this one really hot black chick I want to have sex with. She makes all guys wear condoms. As long as I wear a condom should I not worry? Is it still and OCD to not take the chance?
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>>17944171
>She makes all guys wear condoms.
lol
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By age 40 nearly all sexually active adults are HPV positive. Herpes and HPV aren't a big deal for most people who never show symptoms.
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>>17944199
But it's genital herpes not just any hpv
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how do I go on with my life when I've had memories and anxieties of ostracism since the age of 3 and haven't made a single friend with an equal relationship
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find love within yourself
and then make friends
and learn that you do not need to feel alienated
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>>17944174
what if I don't even know what love is?
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>>17944179
then you are Haddaway
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A close friend of mine won't stop picking her nose and eating it. I want to tell her to stop, but like most people with gross habits they do in public, I think she's either not even thinking about it or doesn't think anyone is looking. She is really affectionate towards me and cares a lot about my opinion of her, so I am afraid she will be devastated if I outright tell her she's being disgusting. How do I hint to her to cut that shit out without breaking her heart? Has anyone else here ever had to break something like this to a loved one?
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>>17944159
>How do I hint to her to cut that shit out
Interrupt her when you catch her doing it.
Cough loudly. 'Accidentally' bump into her gently. Look her square in the face and scratch your nose conspicuously.
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give her my skype
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>>17944258
this
i also want her skype
I can't get her out of my head. She's lesbian, I'm a straight guy. She is the best friend I ever had in my life. We see each other almost every day. When we don't we atleast text. I woke up in the morning I think about her and she stays in my thoughts until I go to sleep again. She won't change her orientation. She once told me that if I was a girl she'd be all over me. It's fucking killing me, I never got along so fucking perfectly with anyone in my life but her. I love her and I know that we will never be together but I can't make myself to accept this fact. I have a lots of friends but something is missing when I'm with either of them. This is a fucking tyrany. I doubt I'll ever found anyone as her ever again, we are bonded like brother and sister.
I want to fucking scream. It's been for over a year now. I can talk to her about this but it won't solve nothing.
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>>17944134
a lot of lesbians are actually straight or bi women in denial.
all the lesbians i know where straight once, and they became "lesbians" because they got fed up of guys using them.
dont lose hope. you could turn her. it happens.
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>>17944151
She's twenty, she only had one guy when she was like fifteen and it didn't do anything for her. I'm fucked and I don't know what to do. When I met her I was happy as fuck, happiest ever in my life. Until I realised that it won't get anywhere. Shit depresses me everyday now. I'm a mess. Smoking pack a day to calm me down, drinking and taking drugs. Fucking random girls doesn't ease the pain.
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>>17944180
>When I met her I was happy as fuck, happiest ever in my life. Until I realised that it won't get anywhere.
how long have you known this girl