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>be me
>no gf
>no life
>no direction
>want to kms
>parents wont let me cause it will "hurt their feelings"
so im just gonna suffer for the rest of my life until i finally die
who else /cursedwithexistance/ here?
>18
>neet
>haven't left bedroom in four months
>dropped out of college
>no idea what i enjoy doing or what interests me
>parents claim they'll support me even if it takes 10 years to "get out of this rut"
>they feel helpless and like they can't do anything
>don't feel an urge to change my situation any time soon
If you kill you parents first, they won't be able get mad about you killing yourself.
>>36106361
fucking normie get the hell off my board
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
ALRIGHT robots, lets hear your excuses
>have wealthy parents
>only attract roasties looking for betabucks
How rich are your parents?
I'm ugly. I'm short. I'm Indian. And I have health problems.
>I'm a winner
The only people who have ever called me a "catch" are relatives.
>>36106311
"thats a nice car you got! what do you do for a living?"
360 and walk away
>>36106336
chinese rich, i have several suits that cost more than most peoples life savings
>Tfw feeling around your body and realize you started from a single cell
>tfw think that your ancestry is an unbroken chain to the first life on earth
>you are a product of your parents fuckign and if your conception was a millisecond off wouldn't even be born
>repeat a million generations
>if the past was altered even slightly you wouldn't exist
>the time of your death will inevitably come
>tfw no gf
>>36106310
I'll add one
>tfw all the cells have been completely replaced in your body since you were born, you are an entirely different person...or are you?
I feel kinda bad for being gay whenever I think about this, I'll probably find someone to get prego or artificially inseminated
>>36106370
Is Vsauce a robot?
I've eaten the same meals every day for the past 3 years or so. Does anyone else know this feel?
>>36106212
Yup, ramen and peanutbutter sandwiches
>>36106212
I've been eating variants of chicken in breadcrumbs (nuggets, tendies, strips, dippers) with variants of potatos (fries, potato waffles) for my entire life.
>>36106260
I eat
>cheerios
>turkey sandwiches
>canned ravioli
Rate my diet lads
Hey robots. Can we get a room thread going? These were always my favourite posts because it reminds me that others are as sloppy as I am.
>just cleaned my apartment
>but i'm currently comfy in bed with lights off
oh well
Sure.
Pardon the mess.
>>36106206
too bright for me. i like to have a small dim light. nice setup though.
girlfriend just told me she doesn't love me and fantasizes about killing me lul
>>36106104
>fantasizes about killing me
what the fuck
>>36106104
is it because you told her you're a closet pedo? you shouldn't do that.
>>36106104
>girlfriend
GET THE FUCK OUT YOU PIECE OF SHIT
tfw no autistic neet weeb gf (male)
Add persona 5 to that image!
Also same, but actually gf (Female)
I fell for the PC meme, only shit I can stand is the Witcher games and Mass Effect, thank Allah for emulators
too bad im only asperger and not a neet and i have an e bf who i have not spoken to in two weeks
Man, I tell you. I am so fucking depressed.
I eat healthy. I work out. I stopped drinking soda. I stopped eating candy. I stopped drinking coffee. I'm a vegetarian/vegan depending on the month. I haven't had a drop of alcohol in 5 years.
My body has been looking pretty decent in the mirror lately. Confidence levels slowly rising.
But then I go to the dentist. It's been a few years, but I have a sonicare toothbrush and I figured, hey, I have no pain or anything, I figure it's not too bad.
But then the dentist uses a tool to probe the gums. Says the tool should go down 3mm into the gums. Any more than that shows the gums are fucked up. The probe goes down 8mm in a bunch of my gums. Bleeding everywhere.
Apparently despite not feeling any pain at all and looking fine to a casual observer my gums are fucked. The dentist was saying if I don't drastically increase my level of tooth & gum care I'm going to lose all my teeth over the next 10 or 20 years.
I also have to get my teeth scrape-cleaned under the gum line which I guess is painful and they numb your whole face to do it. 'Root planing' they call it.
If it's not one thing it's another isn't it?
You try and do your best, you try and be healthy, you try to do the right things.
But there's always something that comes around and fucks you over. Something to ruin your self esteem, something to fill your mind with darkness and give you that lump in your stomach that becomes synonymous with morbid depression.
>>36105937
Just floss bro and that shit will go away.
>>36105937
get a second opinion before you do any major dental work.
>>36106246
I've been flossing twice a day, brushing three times a day, and swishing with 3% hydrogen peroxide and antiseptic listerine every day. My gums have stopped bleeding so bad when I floss them but they still don't seem too good.
>>36106267
I'm pretty sure this dentist is legit because when I got home I flossed all my teeth really good and ended up pretty much spattering my whole bathroom sink & counter with blood.
Some stupid fucking article I read ages ago told me that Sonicare toothbrushes were almost as good as flossing, so I pretty much only flossed once every few months.
They're going to check on my gums again in a month and see if they've healed themselves at all.
>antisocial nerd in 8th grade
>by some miracle become normal looking and get accepted into a friend group in 9th grade, best days of my life... but become an antisocial autist by the end of 10th grade, isolate myself and eat alone in 11th and 12th.
>21 kv now, look back at old highschool pics
>the weird looking girl who liked me but I rejected is a cute Eliza lookalike
>pictures of me genuinely happy with beautiful friends and teen girls
>Threw it all away and will never experience anything like it again
>could of lost kv with cute shy girl, she's gorgeous now, could've hangout and experienced teenage life with the rest of them.
>fucking hate myself
Anyone else have these feels... inb4 normie because I managed to ruin everything with my autism
>>36105887
Almost every girl I went to high school with is a goddess now. Women are doing so much better than men.
>Be freshman
>Even senior girls talking about me
>Blow them all off for cute weeb girl
>Girlfriend that bitch and things go well until her bisexual friend starts trying to get sexual with her to obstruct things
>Girlfriend wont kick her out, so leave
>Regret instantly
>Become depressed freshmen with harem
>Blow most of them off
>Be sophomore
>Few girls show interest
>Blow them off too
>Be Junior
>Tell girl to fuck off
>Do nothing but smoke weed anymore, go into homeschooling because social life is a waste of time
>All my stoner buddies start getting jobs
>Always "I cant smoke because I got work ___"
>Soon they all have jobs
>No longer smoke
>Be 3 years later
>They have lives and jobs
>Do nothing but smoke weed
>>36105887
I was in an extremely similar situation than you OP. Threw away all my friend connections after my bff an heroed, it took me 10 years, ten fucking miserable years, to put my shit together, and a couple of months ago (4) I started to making friends (3 so far and enough) and got a pure aryan girlfriend, I'm finally happy. So there might still be hope at the end OP. Don't give up
This place is unironically the worst place we robots can be. A lot of our lives we probably better off if a place like this wasn't around to enable our autistic tendencies.
>>36105848
yes but the only way to leave is death
>>36105848
u can always turn off the computer anon.
>>36105848
/r9k/ will always be /r9k/.
If you finally realized how shitty and disgusting is this place, just go to /fit/ or /adv/ to help or get help yourself and stop lurking on a place where everyone hates eachother and hate women and suck dicks prentending it's their waifu sucking them.
I'm only here to give some /adv/ice to the potential anons that can get out of this place and live a happy life.
Sit next to this girl in my college class and she's pretty much my type but she barely acknowledges I exist. She mostly just keeps to herself and I wish I could talk to her but there's nothing in my pockets but spaghetti. What do anons...
The time to die is now then...
>>36105796
Just end it, if its been more then a day of being in classes together and you haven't said anything then you've already made it clear you're an omega
>>36105796
Fuck man I've been there so many times. Last year a cute girl sat next to me and actually started talking to me but I sperged and made it clear we could never date. FUCK
I'm a robot-chad hybrid who gets payed to play and review games
After years of wage-cucking in degrading and low-paying jobs I have struck gold
After years of being teased and bullied for being a fat nerd, look who's laughing now normies
Tl;dr hopeless robot turns life around
AMA
>>36105782
>who's laughing now normies
Still the people with real jobs
>>36105782
I think random people reviewing games, streamers, podcasters, youtubers etc. is a bubble that's bound to burst pretty soon. enjoy it while it lasts but I wouldn't count on it long term
>>36105782
fuck you faggot get a real job you failed normie now please GET THE FUCK OFF MY BOARD REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
what actually happens after we die? someone here must know
you go to heaven and fuck cunny for eternity
>>36105767
I almost died durring a seizure and I was moving through nothing-ness, but it was like I was wadding through water.. I could feel, but when I looked down i couldnt see water,it was as if I didn't have legs at all
I could feel fucking terror, like I didn't want to go further but I was being forced to. My fiance appeared in the distance,like out of fog ,back turned. I tried to run for them, but they turned around and said... somthing and the next step I took I fell and woke up with my fiance crying and trying to hold me.
I have no idea what they told me in my seizure dream, I couldn't hear anything. No sound at all. They were smiling at me, this fucking knowing,concerned but proud smile idk it was like a mom smiling at you.
It fucked me up for days. I kept having nightmares about what they could have possibly said to me..
>>36105767
Alternate reality.
You wake up in a state where you aren't dead
how many of you had this as your avatar at some forum?
Guiltyyhhyyyyyyyy
the only word that comes to mind when seeing that image is innocence
>>36105754
Me. I especially like the other photo when the kitten has police dogs at its sights.