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So I'm long past the 'cant get out of bed' stage of depression, which started for me in 2012. I have been to hell and back god dammit.
But now, I am simply NEVER happy.
I hold a full time job. I exercise. I eat well. I have 'friends.' But truth be told I feel nothing. I fake every interaction, which exacerbates my lifelong aspieness.
I remember how it used to feel. That uncontrollable excitement when you wanted to tell a friend a story. Loading up a game that you had been itching to play all day. Hell, even talking to a girl that had completely friendzoned me, these were all moments of happiness for me.
I dont get that at all anymore, EVER.
The closest thing is when I finish 1 can of alcohol, for a half hour period I get a taste of what its like to feel good. As soon as it wears off, I feel even worse. Drinking more doesnt help.
This is no way to live. I feel like I beat depression but am stuck with . Will it ever go away?
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Start smoking weed, assuming you can access any
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>>36440185
I cant smoke weed. It gives me huge anxiety and brings out my worst fears
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>>36440148
No, probably not. You can try pharma anti depressants if you want.
I've been depressed for 17 years, 15 of which are in the complete anhedonia no emotions at all no even crying mode.
It's not really that bad. You could feel BAD all of the time. It's better to feel nothing at all.
Embrace it. Make your life about making OTHER people happy. Be fulfilled that you helped other people where you could not help yourself.
Contribute to society. Contribute to your family.
Realize that your happiness doesn't matter.
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There is so much fucking cancer on this website at this point it's like looking at a rotting corpse. Just shit that has no right existing - fluffy threads on /b/, an entire board devoted to the new my little pony - not even the good old one, the new shit one, just fucking penises spammed on every board holy shit - even /qa/, the board meant for communication with the administration, has been non-operational for two weeks (and is full of ponyshitters). Once we had a few mods who cared and people talked of chemo. Now, people just accept that everything is collapsing into oblivion around here.
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i miss /qa/
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>>36440132
theres nowhere else to go, so just of course everyone just accepts that having a black cock in your face is just a natural part of browsing 4chan.
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Just be lucky this isn't a mainstream site. This is the sanctum of autism. Trust me, the moment this site becomes Reddit the left will spread their own shitty leftist censored version of the 4th Reich and you will never hear of all the hilarious shit 4chan is known for.
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Hello /r9k/ do therapists help ease the suffering?
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>>36440111
You're thinking of a psychiatrist. They're the ones with the drugs.
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>>36440111
Nothing will ever ease the suffering under any circumstances
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>Time's up
Why would I pay someone to pretend to care about my problems?
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Hey guys. I'm finally not a NEET. I got a job as a grounds laborer.
I am allowed to choose any hearing ear muffs for $25 or less. I need 30db or more.
Pls help me find the best and best looking muffs.
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>caring about looks of safety equipment
what are you, a woman?
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>>36440133
Yes, I wanna look like the most stylish groundskeeper there. Idc if it's Cain or gay or feminine. I wanna look like I mean business and have a vibe that I know what I'm doing.
What you wear is very important to any job. It's what people see first. I'm working on a govt grounds and it needs to look good.
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Get tactacool milsurp
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Hit close to home ey?
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no?
not at all actually
O R I G
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>>36440100
can i get a quick rundown
seeing this shit all over. what's it about
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>>36440198
>"Perfect" Stacey has some troubles
>Records some tapes about those who treated her badly
>Suicides
>Guy finds them and listens to them
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>Nerds are doomed to be forever alo-
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>>36440068
do we have to know him? doesnt look like a nerd to be desu.
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>>36440068
>Very RICH nerds need not apply
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>>36440068
Holy shit Serena Williams is thick.
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What does /r9k/ think of OnYourComputer?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cLQ5ukxpoQY&
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Samm Hoide
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Idk who that guy is and don't give af. take your youtube faggotry there >>>/tv/
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>>36440114
>normie soc tier faggots telling people to leave r9k
lmao
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Anon, to ensure that neither of us can cheat we'll get explosive collars permanently attached to our necks that will detonate if they get more than 1km away from each other for more than 20 minutes. I value fidelity.
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>>36440047
Ok but at least you'll be my gf now right?
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>>36440090
Are you sure anon, you'll have to be close to me all the time.
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>>36440170
As if i'd want to separate from someone I loved anyways. More like they have to be close to me all the time
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Guys, I need help.
I am talking to a girl on tinder and i'm about to ask for her number.
This shit became too real, i can't handle this, this is normie shit, i'm not a normie.
What do i do? i'm confused, REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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>>36440002
dont be a pussy if you want to do it, do it.
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Christ man asking for a girls number is literally nothing. Stop being a pussy and do it
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>>36440002
Doesn't the tinder chat give dozens of excuses to ask for her number? Like not being able to send images outside of giphy?
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Being an unattractive man... 2017-04-21 02:04:23 Post No.36439996
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Being an unattractive man...
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>girls find me fun to hang around
>get lots of female friends
>eventually develop feels for one of them
>ask her out
>NOPE.jpg
>all the other female friends start avoiding me and treating me like a creep
It's like they are offended that I even dared.
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>just approach them bro meme
fool me once...
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>>36440011
Also,
>be kunfident
>be funny
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>just be your self bro meme
>it works
>eww don't dare think of me like that
>retreats back to games and streaming
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Personality Disorder Test 2017-04-21 02:01:25 Post No.36439954
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Personality Disorder Test
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Whats your problem retard?
http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
Sounds about right for me. I've had 3 psychologists confirm the Avoidant one but nobodies ever told me I also had Paranoid and the rest of it. Although I'm not surprised.
And the whole 'seeking attention' thing is a complete 180 from me, I like being ignored.
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my life is nothing but problems
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>>36440265
lets be friends
the kinda friends where we could forget about each other in one day after 10 years and we never see each other
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>TFW autismo-fags over react to everything, and make all the answers seem like they are "creazeyyyy!!!1!", and yet all they do is end up looking like cringy little shits
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What do you do when a conversation doesn't happen the way you pre-planned it? Like when your conversation partner gives an answer you didn't expect and therefore didn't plan the right answer and the follow up path?
I notice this to happen a lot when Normies talk. How are they able to memorize all those alternative conversation paths and remember them when needed?
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>>36439920
If someone like those two spoke or looked in my general direction I'd forget everything I ever learned.
>Women like these are like those memory pens from MIB
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Anon conversations are like chess games, you need to memorize many lines, it's like this:
1Hello - Hello +0.14
- Nice weather -0.45
-I wanna you to sit on my face -4.6
2Anon I drinked last night
-woah you're big slut, did you sucked a dick too? -6.5
-that's cool where did you go last night? +3.5
It's a exemple anon, think before speaking, plan your moves, you won't get laid obviously but you can pretend to be normal and people will never notice the big autist you really are.
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Wow it's almost like they have a natural ability to hold conversation so they don't need to memorize lines like an autist
>Be me about 20 minutes ago
>Just done a hards day work out in the sun
>Decide to pick up some dog food from the pet store
>Pick up the food and observe the checkouts
>QT at till number 1
>Jiggy on over tto her counter
>She looks at me as though I am a horrible dirty greasy slob
>Can't understand, I am well dressed and have even brushed my teeth today
>Pay her and leave the store with tears in my eyes
>Look at my reflection in store windows to find my cap has got horrible sweat residue all over it
>walk home crying
>post about my experience on R9K
How do I stop this uncontrollable sweating?
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>>36439877
You grow some balls and realise that a bit of sweat is not an issue.
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jeezus christ, are all you r9k fags such pussies?
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>>36439919
No. Just the ones with crippling self-esteem and anxiety issues that really should go to a therapeutist, since there's no chance in hell they'll manage to fix their shit on their own.
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How can I fuck 35+ milfs as a 20 year old
Not just any 35+
Milfs
assume no confidence and 6/10 at best looks
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be good looking
or rape
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>>36439826
I fugged a woman in her late 40s on Fabswingers.com, I assume other sites like that would work.
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>>36439826
When I was 19, my boss who was 35 at the time was into me. I'm an idiot for not acting on it. Regret is a terrible feeling.
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I'm really fucking bored in the car right now. Fucking ask me something or some gay shit like that you faggots
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>>36439825
do you like homo sex?
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Take a pic of your dick against the steering wheel.
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nigga I'm not driving and I'm with my family