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same, staring contests are quite funny, wonder when im gonna get beaten up for lookin at someone wrong

I just stare at girls/women and fantasize about them raping me or falling in love with me because I'm so lonely.

>>39403005

Every young hypebeast does this

Escapism is all I have left.
That and maladaptive daydreaming.
I actually don't hate it, but I don't know what the hell I'd do if I had no imagination.

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I wish I could reach the level of being content. I'm still obsessed over the fact of why I'm not normal and why I seem to be such an autist. I watch anime and game still but I don't enjoy it that much, it's just something I can do autonomously and it passes the time.

>Tfw had depression since 2011
>Tfw I can feel it eating away at my brain
I'm sort of convinced that if you don't manage to shake off depression in it's early stages you then become stuck with it for life.

>>39402933
>>The depression was replaced with apathy
it's still depression

Apply to a 6th form faggot its already the end of August

>>39402901
As horrible as what happened to you, I'm very glad no other people were injured (or even killed) because of your mistakes. That being said, I agree that this is definitely your opportunity to become a better person. Good luck, and find strength knowing one day you can help prevent others from following this dark path.

>>39402901
Do apprenticeship if your gcse grades arent too bad

>>39402841
>White women are the most desired women & objectively the most beautiful women
Yeah, and they know it. I'll take a down-to-earth asian/hispanic/black/mixed girl any day.

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and what about white men?

>>39402841
It would help if you brown and browner girls liked white guys but you don't. At least you would have someone. White girls are chasing black guys, or brown guys if they can't get to a black one.

yeah, isn't that the point of it if it's done right

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anzu definately is pretty

Make up is disgusting desu

Hi op I like that picture you posted and I like your ritual I dot have any myself but here is a good song

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=AeSEyHa53TU

I pray to God and now I have a fulfilling life, no more anxiety, and own a business at 18.

It's amazing what gifts faith brings.

>>39402621
>Wake up at 4 AM sharp
>Drink a glass of milk
>Go back to bed for three hours before work

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>going out on wednesday night
fucking roasties, this is not acceptable

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>we get a loud, black, old man as a regular customer
>one day, he comes in and tells my female coworker that he has a surprise for her
>she tells me to watch him when he comes back because he might do something
>he comes back
>I am busy at the register
>he repeatedly asks her to come to the part of the store where the cameras can't see
>I ask her what happened
>apparently, he gave her 50 dollars, they hug, and he grabs her ass
>she said it happens all the time

>go to McDonalds for the first time in years
>instead of ordering from some loser I can order from a computer
>5 minutes later some loser delivers the food to my table, no interaction
the future is now and it's amazing

>>39402480
Tell us about the PTSD and night terrors.

>>39402655
They're scary as hell and I've been having them for nearly ten years on a regular basis. I just want it to stop already.

>>39402480
See a doctor? Maybe they can give you a script for benzos to help cope when it gets especially bad.

>>39402472

Only if you're qt
Originally

>>39402472
Dont forget, youre not a woman just a man thats fucked up in the head

But to honestly answer your question, if I was a woman (a real one) i probably would ride the cock carousel, if you can have fun why not?
Ignore tgat fact that as a man i fucking hate women that act like this

>>39402773

I dont look like a man, how can i be a man?
Also slut girls(male) are degenerates

>>39402458
shoot him with a bullet. that will teach that cunt

Maybe your brain is trying to let you know that you ought to start trying to improve your quality of life instead of moping around like a sad useless faggot.
You can start by changing your habits. Identify every small thing you do that's wrong, or bad for you. Methodically start changing those habits one by one into good habits, overwriting the bad.
You will start to become a better and more fulfilled person through positive habits alone.

>>39402458

Meditate, spend time in nature. Avoid negative influences like 4chan and bad television.

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>I have autism

That's fine.. So long as its a low form.

>Autism and sex don't mix

Ahh, a high level then.

The most important thing you can do for the white race is keep your own life in order. Start with yourself. You must be competent, reliable, hardworking, and, above all, happy. Do people in your life trust and respect you? What does your family think of you? Are you capable of raising children? Racial politics doesn't have to be the only factor of your life. And if you can't achieve such things for your self, then the chances are very high that you are not ready to be a political activist, either online or in real life. Because how can you make a difference for the race, for the lives of many, if you can't even make anything of your own, individual life? How can you make a real difference in society, when the greatest extent of your capacity is to be out-organized by jews on social media?

Always remember: we live in first world countries and have opportunity that most people born on this planet do not. Things aren't as good for us as they were for our parents. But billions of people in the third world would still kill to have the opportunities that you do right now. So take care of yourself! Work your ass off, every day, to build a good life for you, and for your family. Clear your mind of self destructive thoughts, and keep yourself focused on realistic goals. Work hard, but also do fun and wholesome things with real people in real life. That's very important. Nothing on the internet should ever take away from your real life.

>>39402443
So, and when we are autistic?

What does it say about women, to be so much of a cunt to let a man have a weakness and make a step in his direction?

>>39402439
Average for a black man is considered gigantic for whites

>>39402456
how did you come across this science discovery good sir

>>39402474
I'm a white girl that went black and would never go back

>>39402432
Where are you from my dude?

>>39402512
Well try to take a guess

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>pure untainted virgin tier
2d

>disgusting smelly roastie tier
3d

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>>39402375
But I earn more than a dollar a day?

How do I make myself feel better about being a neet. I don't want to be depressed again

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I'm having my bathroom redone and going to tfcon at the end of the month. Lots of expensive Tile and toys. So I'm happily going to work. Need to earn some extra cash.

You should try it neet. Work hard and enjoy the benefits of your labor.

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>>39402350
have a rare brandis

Get out of here sensei senpai

You don't belong normalfag

You gotta go normie Ur kind aren't wanted here