It'll get better they said >The depression was replaced

Escapism is all I have left.
That and maladaptive daydreaming.
I actually don't hate it, but I don't know what the hell I'd do if I had no imagination.

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I wish I could reach the level of being content. I'm still obsessed over the fact of why I'm not normal and why I seem to be such an autist. I watch anime and game still but I don't enjoy it that much, it's just something I can do autonomously and it passes the time.

>Tfw had depression since 2011
>Tfw I can feel it eating away at my brain
I'm sort of convinced that if you don't manage to shake off depression in it's early stages you then become stuck with it for life.

>>39402933
>>The depression was replaced with apathy
it's still depression

>>39403071
Give it a few more years and you'll probably be more content with it all. Took me a good 7 years of NEETing it up before I accepted this is who I am and always will be.

>>39403024
I don't know how the normies do it. They go through hell all week and their only escape is boozing it up on a friday.

>>39403103
You know what I mean, I went from being miserable and wanting to hurt myself and others to "ehh who cares I'm gonna fap to loli and eat another burger"

>>39402933
>My youthful energy is gone, I can barely step over a 2ft wall
start exercising and going to sleep at normal hours then imbecile

>>39403808
>just sleep bro xD

kys

>>39403808
I wasn't asking for advice