You ever wanted to rip out a bunch of people's guts and just go on a carnal murderous rampage. I'm just making sure I'm not the only one who gets like this
>>36511878
I do too, I am a diagnosed psychotic though...
No, that's too unclean for me. But I do have fantasies of abducting a man, hiding him in the cellar, and forcing him to play me in othello for his freedom.
>>36511878
I got super high and started brandishing a screwdriver like a weapon in a crowded fast food restaurant and later on the sidewalk but I only want to kill Chads and Stacies
I am gonna try and express whatevers on my mind in public, not matter how degenerate, and just do shit without caring about consequences, I am already the most socially pathetic so it's not like It can get any worse. I used to not care about getting in trouble, I would plan out what I was gonna say to my parents right before smoking weed in the living room while they were upstairs. Got in deep shit but I didn't give a fuck and was happy. At school I would slap Stacey's asses and they would curse me out in public and all I did was do it again before escaping. I even fucking groped a girl sitting next to me in class in a table group of 4 before running out the classroom vomiting for what ever reason. I got sent to a fucking pysch ward and I didn't do a fuckin thing for me. For some reason I fell out of this mode and became a very conscious bitch but I already know I have it in me. So tomorrow I am returning back to this mode and you ro-tards should join me. We shall break every fuckin social rule normies have set.
Have fun being a retard, retard.
>>36511748
I will! Only time I ever had a fucking gf was while I was in this stage.
>>36511728
A lot of people want to do the things you do but when they get called out for being a retard they get defensive and lose their shit. Hope you can return to your old self because I love being an inflammatory bastard and the world needs more of us. Godspeed anon.
>tfw oneitis is still in high school
>tfw I see pictures of her going to school dances with guys and looking all happy, and I feel sick
I barely survived this weekend.
>>36511706
hang in there anon, try to move on.
>>36511706
kek imagine your life being so sad and simple that some whore in high school is enough to drive you to the edge
>>36511706
i feel your feel mang.
How do we make racists afraid again?
wait 20 years for the pendulum to swing back
you're not a robot unless you are anarcho-egoist
>>36511537
More like 80 desu
>ate a pear and a piece of raisin toast
>still hungry
anyone else fall for the fruit meme?
drink water and eat real stuff not stupid fruits
eat vegan stuff
>>36511508
>eating fruit
Vegetables are the way to go my man, avoid eating wheat and drink plenty of water everydayYou're Welcome
:^)
>>36511549
>eat real stuff
>eat vegan
lol....
I'm just a lonely guy who wants someone to talk to. Will any of you humour me?
>>36511506
Black people don't know what it's like to experience racism since racism has mostly died in America. That is why they tend to be so racist. If they experienced racism, they'd be more empathetic and wouldn't be racist themselves.
>>36511506
How are ya doing?
>>36511538
This is the dumbest shit I've ever read
>TFW had homosexual gay gym sex
At least you had sex.
Was it consensual?
>>36511462
>tfw had homosexual gay gym sex
There's literally nothing wrong with that
Why the reaction pic of a sad frog
>>36511524
Because I'm not gay desu
I'm fucking sick of having aspergers. You know what the worst part of this shit "syndrome" is? I'm not even full on aspie all the fucking time. But you know what? No one fucking cares. No one wants to classify something that is random and inconsistent so you just get treated like you're always socially retarded at every fucking second. Like everything you do and say is socially retarded. This is humiliating because I'm not retarded ALL the fucking time. Sometimes I even have glimpses of what being normal feels like, memories of times where I was normal and what it felt like even if it was for seconds or minutes. Now it's all gone. I'm stuck in this body. I am always five minutes behind where I used to be. I am a ghost of my past self. I have to be so fucking fake just to blend in and then on top of being fake I have to make it not look fake. I spend so much effort hiding autistic behavior I barely have any fucking mental effort left for actual thinking.
Jesus fuck you got it
Being a sperg that can pass as a normie is the worst. You don't belong to either and you spend years trying to fake everything to fit in, conditioning yourself and playing a character. Sometimes I feel like an actor. I forget my past and ignore my convictions, but I'm numb to it so it's like a second nature thing at this point. Sometimes I wish I just stayed in the sped system and became just totally cut off from normalfag way of life.
I feel it dude. Honestly it sucks. I embarass myself every fucking chance I get and it's my fault because I'm not retarded enough for it not to be.
>>36511460
The trick is learning to not care at all what others think of you.
Gay or bi feels thread?
Sure it gets better. It'll be okay.
>>36511390
>Gay or bi feels thread?
>Sure it gets better. It'll be okay.
It's never gonna get better
We will NEVER get bf
I wish I were gay/bi I'd get so much sex.
I really do not like looking at men's faces/bodies though
>>36511390
>Man I wish I were gay
I instantly know someone is a normalfag when they say this. True robots want to be free of all sexual and romantic desire.
Also, being gay is a mental illness. Straight is ok, but asexual is best.
Why is the board active right now? It's 09:35 here. Are murrikans still awake at ~3:30am? What are they doing?
>>36511385
what? are you completely unaware of some neet/hikki lifestyles?
>not being awake during real NEET hours
get the fuck off my board
>>36511385
It's 4:00am somewhere
>cute grill in my class that seems to tolerate my presence
>standing next to her today
>notice the huge amounts of mustache fuzz she has.
Erk a shit. Pent a best. Dat staff rank
>>36511457
Filthy pre promote savage REEEEEEEE
>>36511668
>implying Erk's growths are good enough that he'll end up significantly better than Pent in a typical run
>implying that anima has any offensive utility whatsoever in 7 when compared to dark and light
A christ fags if god is real why does he allow people like us to be born to suffer? If he is all knowing the why allow it ?
>>36511322
Some people need a more visual representation of what suffering is.
>>36511371
^That
We are the chosen, to bring suffering and misery on to the Sinners. Not by choice but, by simply being in their vicinity.
>>36511322
God doesn't care about you.
As an ENTP I had never found something about us that I relate to, but after some digging, I have found a quote any ENTP will be moved by.
'The ENTP argues points that, upon solo examination, he would reject outright. He does so because being right (in the eyes of others) and "winning" takes priority over objective truth, and because the argument is often more of an intellectual contest or game to him than it is an examination of a subject. At his best, he's willing to entertain ideas that he doesn't necessarily accept, and he'll get to know their merits by advocating for them. At his worst, he'll actually stick to those ideas for the sake of never having been wrong, knowing the holes in them full-well but thinking you to be too stupid to figure them out.'
- Anonymous
That quote practically says ENTPs are too retarded to win an intellectual argument, so they pretend to win instead. Kinda like the faggot you threw and hit a dodgeball at and they still say "didn't touch me!"
>>36511465
It's not really pretending if everyone else thinks he has won though
>>36511294
im ISTP and i do that, arguing is a contest, i like to win,
Girls are attracted to guys who are skilled, passionate, or knowledgeable about something. What would that thing be for you?
>>36511266
music, but girls aren't interested in musical theory/history so it's pointless
>>36511266
i know alot about ww2 thats about it
Music
History
Politics
Film
Art
aka shit no girl cares about beyond surface level
the ones that do are unicorns and have boyfriends
>everybody else has goals and motivations
>they know exactly where they're going and how to get there
>tfw don't know what I want and lay around bed all day trying to figure out what matters to me
>tfw the answer I keep coming up with is "nothing" and "I just want to sleep a lot and watch movies and eat good food and not have to work"
>tfw this is looked down upon and is not feasible in our dog-eat-dog world
>tfw the minimum standard for people is to dump 8 hours of your life every day into a job that you hate and gives you anxiety
>if you do anything less than this, you are filthy, lazy scum and normies hate your guts
>parents disown you and your friends grow distant from you
I was looking into an "at least it's not retail" job and was shocked by just how little money I'll have. By the time you factor in rent, saving for cars/homes, utilities, food, taxes, retirement investment, etc, I'd only be keeping $2775 dollars for myself. Now I see why my parents got pissed off over what I considered to be trivial amounts of waste as a kid.
Is it better to have no goals than to have goals that are unattainable? The former seems preferable, desu.
>>36511244
>>parents disown you and your friends grow distant from you
This has to be the worst part desu