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Hi guys !
I posted a few times about how I am cursed by god. Everytime I pray, something bad happens in 24 hours. Everytime I went to the church, something really bad happened in 36 hours. Some of you thought of me as delusional.
Last night I did a small prayer, asking for a bit of light, if it truelly exists. My sleep instantly vanished. I managed to sleep 3 hours, the alarm misteriously shut off, and I woke up with severe kidney pain, and my gf dumped me.
This has to be the fault of the prayer, the hand of god. So how do I renounce christianity ? What do I convert to ? I am seriously considering worshipping demons at this point.

>TL;DR Cursed by god, I have renounced my christianity. How do I start worshipping demons ?

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I've been researching conspiracy/NWO/spiritual stuff for years and I'll give you my conclusions. It wont be comfortable for most of you btw so be warned.

I started with standard Zeitgeist/Central Banks/Globalist/1984 stuff but with time I dug deeper and deeper into the rabbit hole. I'll give you summary of what I know. Remember that we're all conditioned to think in certain way on MANY level - it's not just simple "obey" programming, it would be too obvious.

>the basic stuff about Bilderbergs, money, Rothchilds and economy is rather legit
>Illuminati is not a single organisation, but many groups connected to eachother
>spiritual world is as real as ours
>NWO wont be some 1984 slave-state
>it will be an utopian system based on New Age "religion"
>New Age religion is made by Illuminati and it's based on demonic doctrines, in the center of it lies desire of becoming something better, opening yourself to demonic beings and completely false beliefes
>Buddhism is the most legit religion, but not "we are all one! drugs opened my mind" Buddhism, but the real one
>psychedelic drugs are the tool to open you to demonic influences, no matter how you use them - the influences appear as peaceful and colorful but are false
>Heaven and Hell are as real as our World (they are not eternal - only millions of years)
>karma-sin exist
>not only hurting others is a sin, but also sexual degeneracy, lying, wrong views etc.
>new age "ascended masters" are demons in disguise
>divination, sorcery, magick, occult etc. are dangerous and wrong, you shouldn't do it no matter what
>Christianity is also legit to some degree
>personal God exist
>Lucifer exist
>"aliens" are demons
>elites are worshipping demons and are doing what they want them to do
>the goal of NWO is spiritual destruction of humankind

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tell me about your UFO experiences /x/!

>be comming back home at night with the family
>notice bright light not on usual flight lanes
>thing gets really bright out of nowhere
>decreases altitude to about the same as the helicopters from the local base fly at.
>thing is definitely not a chopper, moving like a plane, but no noise at all
>red light in the center, no green strobe where you should see one
>loose sight of it due to houses, trees, and hill

I live in San Diego, so I'm used to seeing all sorts of aircraft fly by due to the local bases plus theres a navy chopper base nearby whose choppers fly around the area a lot at different times.

I had never seen anything like that

pic related is the sketch I made as soon as I got back home, the black dots are suppossed to be the color of the yellow dots in the last panel

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you guys lied to me, there is no way to summon a demon. I tried to make a deal and sell my soul. the only thing i can think of is either i was lied to or saying that you want to sell your soul aloud doesnt work.

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am I /x/ yet

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Here I am, Here I am. How do you do?

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What does /x/ think of pic related?

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Hey /x/, I have a slightly weird request.

I'm going to Michigan for a week long vacation next month, but I have no idea what I'm going to do. I just have a car, some money, and seven days to explore. I was wondering if anyone familiar with the state could recommend any sort of creepy shit for me to go find?

Examples would be unique graveyards, creepy abandoned places, notorious haunts, any kind of explorable urban decay (it seems like Michigan is ripe for this!), weird-looking factories.. Pretty much anything interesting and slightly sinister!

In return, I can offer you similar suggestions for Wisconsin or Illinois. D:

Does anyone else travel this way? Usually when I go to a new place, I like to just find creepy shit and go from there. I've found many a neat place that way. :) But since I've got an entire state's worth of weird places to find, I could use your help this time!

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I've been noticing for last 4 years that I have very sharp senses and intuition, noticing smells that other people don't, having eagle-eye vision and recognizing person from 500+ meters, hearing variety of low-frequency sounds at the same time. Also, it happened a few times that I knew exactly, when I entered a room or being in some public place who or what was topic of conversation or what would happen next.

I'm not paranoid even I had depression problems as teenager and I didn't experienced things like this before my 20th b-day (I'm 24 now) but It can be terrifying to cope with this in everyday situations since it triggers anxiety.

Also, when I was born, doctors were having b-day party so they were a bit drunk, and had brain contusion during birth because of them. Didn't speak until 4 years old because of that but found out later during school that I have excellent photographic/eidetic memory regarding dates and was able to visualize whole situations and environment again which happened before.

I don't know if this sharp perception and memory is related due to birth complications ie. physical damage or genetics (or something else)?

Did anyone else experienced such things?

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Any of you guys like Ray Kurzweil?

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What does /x/ think of Ed and Lorraine Warren? Were they completely full of it? Or were telling the truth or at least thought they were?

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i've been seeing this mentioned a lot recently and did some reading on it the other day.

it seems like people are saying they've been teleported to an alternate reality because they've mis-remembered the name of something they've probably not thought about for 30 years.

is this really all there is to the "mandela effect"? am i missing something here, /x/?

it seems so absurd to jump to such a conclusion. are people so trusting of their memories that they assume assimilation of parallel universes instead of accepting that memories fade and are malleable.

also why the sudden rise in interest in the mandela effect? seems to have jumped out of nowhere.

sorry if this is brought up a lot. i don't visit /x/ too regularly these days. please enlighten me on this subject though - i'm open to new ideas.

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how has fasting and/or meditation improved your reception or contact with spirituality or the supernatural?

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29 Aug 2016
>More than 300 reindeer killed by lightning in Norway
http://www.abc.net.au/news/2016-08-29/more-than-300-reindeer-killed-by-lightning-in-norway/7796418
>"It's unusual. We've never seen anything like this on this scale," Mr Knutsen said

31 Aug, 2016
>‘They just fell’: 19 cows killed by lightning while sheltering under tree at Texas farm
https://www.rt.com/usa/357709-cows-killed-lightning-storm/
>Just days after a bolt of lightning killed over 300 reindeer in Norway, a herd of 19 cows has reached the exact same fate. The cattle were sheltering underneath a tree during a powerful storm in Texas.

Aug 25, 2016
>Lightning kills 38 sheep in Kanchipuram village
http://www.deccanchronicle.com/nation/in-other-news/250816/lightning-kills-38-sheep-in-kanchipuram-village.html
>The cattle owner, for whom the cattle are a livelihood, had not insured, it was learnt. “We are in shock. Animals usually die due to snake bites or diseases. Even during the floods, the loss was not this intense,” said a villager, Kumaran.

August 30, 2016
>20,000 Dead Fish Vacuumed Out Of Waters Near Little Egg Harbor
http://philadelphia.cbslocal.com/2016/08/30/20000-dead-fish-vacuumed-out-of-waters-near-egg-harbor/
Seems like an environmental disaster, but The fish kill was not the result of pollution or other man-made conditions.

24 August 2016
>Yellowstone River closes indefinitely over deadly parasite
http://www.bbc.com/news/world-us-canada-37177181
>Montana officials have indefinitely closed the Yellowstone River over concerns of a deadly parasite that has killed thousands of fish.
>More than 2,000 mountain whitefish have been found dead along the banks of the river, but officials estimate about 20,000 more whitefish are presumed to have been killed by the parasite.

(Saw this on /pol/ seemed more /x/ material)

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I used to enjoy painting, as a method of escapism. I was fueled with fantasies of imaginary worlds and characters, usually for stories or cartoons I wanted to write about but could never put in words.

I began to struggle with a sensation that led me to believe my personality and my self was just a regurgitation of what id taken in from the world around me, like some weird puppet pretending to be human. I'd spent most of my life in modes of escapism; in books, video games, television, daydreams, day-long walks lost in my thoughts, sleeping, or sometimes painting.

a couple years back I was going through a life crisis. I was losing my mind from the cumulative stress of my broken family, from a violent and isolate life, from a frenzied fear of my incomplete and desolate lack of life experience. I felt like a braindead golem toddling at the heels of gods.

once I began to lose myself, I stopped painting for a while, but I suddenly made a collection of paintings, this being one of them.

the thing is, once a friend had observed any of these paintings, they dropped contact with me that very day. all but two of my friends were gone after I made them, and that stress coupled with the mental problems I was facing made me crack, and I ended up running away from home, keeping myself from sleeping under bridges by working two jobs. I intimidated my coworkers and had no family and isolated myself from the only two friends that cared about me.

this was the final painting I ever made. I haven't been able to bring myself to paint since. I haven't really been the same since.

what do you think it truly represents? the death of my soul?