>exchange students spending a year abroad
>backpacking through europe, staying in hostels and working part-time jobs
Does anyone else get really sad for missing out on this? I heard some first hand stories about life like that and it seems like a great part of life. I feel so worthless because I never did it. Almost like I'll never be cool enough to even warrant talking to someone who did such a thing.
I don't know, ever since I found out that's a thing I can't stop thinking about it and feeling inadequate for being lame.
Easier said than done. I am also too old for the authentic experience (28 soon).
There is something specific about it. All the stories I've heard from one person caused such a peculiar feeling inside of me. Part of it was some pathetic form of jealousy and the other part was a feeling of worthlessness. I can't explain it.
It is special, as you can see here >>37377127. The characters, the stories I've heard all sounded so "proper". I am definitely not capable to do it, nor was I ever, really. I am just left with this weird feeling of worthlessness and lameness because I couldn't do it.
I might be actually crazy because I'm obsessing so much about this part of life.
>be a 8/10 hottie
she blew smoke in my face today
I was standing next to her in front of the library while I was racking my brain to think of something to say to her. She blew smoke and the wind directed it my face. It made me happy
So when did you start losing it robots? how much worse has it got
Realistically how long until this becomes real?
Jump out my window. Something tells me this creature is unable to jump without creating severe injuries.
How do we fix white people?
Why is /r9k/ always talking about women and sex?
I don't know mate but it's really getting on my nerves.
They all live with the delusion that they will have a gf some day, just like how people get so heated about foreskin. It doesn't matter how it feels if you'll never feel the inside of a vagina.
As I'm growing old I realize more and more how there are "things" (ideas, moods,dispositions, hope.,choice.) that are plainly wrong and could only lead to suffering.
back then I use to shun this kind of attitude,beliving that old people were grumpy,deluded o outdated.
Now i began to understand that you painly can't do certain things without having to pay the price.
> it's not about you. Maybe you are special but you can't wear "that coat".
You can go out dressed like an anime or like a wallmart costmber because even if you are completly right people wouldn't understand.
there is no power/structur/patriarchy/common sense, it's just the time of a glimpse and you have to use this weapon 'case the world is harsh
How do I make Chad pay for the privilege of sucking my cock?
General for discussing the pathetic and self-inflicted problems associated with alcoholism.
Anyone else find that they can kill a handle of liquor and not get nearly as drunk as they used to from it? I spent the last of my money on a handle of plastic jug vodka yesterday, the Lord's day, and I haven't got the results I was hoping for when I walked into that BevMo with literally the last of my money.
The pain inhibition is awfully useful though as I find myself punching my own skull and occasionally belly for some sort of neurotransmitter kick. I'm not expecting any positive results. I just want to feel alive even in the most morbid sense.
Also I understand that this is a fairly retarded OP, but OP is always a faggot anyways so might as well be honest with my degeneracy and self-inflicted abuse.
Going to pick up a handle of black velvet, it's on sale for $13.
>Last time I was sober was 13 days ago
>Tomorrow I finally go cold turkey
I...I need to be able to think again
How are you supposed to be in a relationship if you don't want children later in life?
>Got a dog as my first pet
>When I come home he's so happy to see me
Finally feels like I have a friend lads.
I want to order a pizza, /r9k/
Which sauce and toppings do I choose?
Ew, leave Sickfag.
Get the fuck out of my thread.