General for discussing the pathetic and self-inflicted problems associated with alcoholism.
Anyone else find that they can kill a handle of liquor and not get nearly as drunk as they used to from it? I spent the last of my money on a handle of plastic jug vodka yesterday, the Lord's day, and I haven't got the results I was hoping for when I walked into that BevMo with literally the last of my money.
The pain inhibition is awfully useful though as I find myself punching my own skull and occasionally belly for some sort of neurotransmitter kick. I'm not expecting any positive results. I just want to feel alive even in the most morbid sense.
Also I understand that this is a fairly retarded OP, but OP is always a faggot anyways so might as well be honest with my degeneracy and self-inflicted abuse.
Going to pick up a handle of black velvet, it's on sale for $13.
>Last time I was sober was 13 days ago
>Tomorrow I finally go cold turkey
I...I need to be able to think again
I just want to drink and drink until I fall into the pit again. Alas, I cannot because I have work tomorrow plus I will be judged.
16 months sober and clean.
Get off the train guys.
pic related, these 2 are my poisons
>having a bad day
>get back home
>feel like having a drink
I-Is this how it starts?
>>37376418
>he fell for the sobriety meme
>>37375427
For me, it's sailor Jerry
>>37377815
It starts when you have a bad morning and start drinking then. Functional alcoholics can drink every evening but when it's a constant you're truly fucked.
Another day wasted without alcohol to make it more enjoyable. What a mediocre existence this is.