/adv/, I'm not sure what to do.
Almost 3 years ago I met a cute redhead on okaycupid. Her mind interested me as she majored in philosophy and eastern religion so we started dating and things kicked off. I was getting over a girl from cali I cared deeply about, she was ovet over a fruity exbf who decked her in the mouth. One night we got drunk and were holding hands in the car when she guided my hand into her pants, and we banged when we got back to her place. I made sure to check that she was clean. When she introduced me to her mom she told me not to mention we were dating (im not really shown off to parents anyway). I didnt mention it, but later on she was talking about weird blood test stuff and her cd4 counts being down. I didnt understand it at the time, she had PTSD and a variety of weird conditions so I wasnt alarmed. I broke up with her when I doxed the car I found parked in her driveway and discovered she was cheating on me.
I got over it and moved states shortly after. Tried donating plasma one day and when I went to pick up my check I discovered I was HIV positive. I didnt trust the redhead with the information, so I contacted the ex in cali first and prayed to god she was okay. When she tested clean I was so happy, but I new more about the truths of what had been done to me.
Cali girl actually still cared about me and we later fell in love again, but I pushed her away because of my circumstances.
I went back to check on the redhead shortly after, I was salty because I ended up losing someone I still had a chance with due to what she did to me.
She was tattooing people.
Given the circumstances of everything, I was almost certain she was aware. I decided not to let her carry further with use of needles given what she had done, I informed my friend who worked at the shop she was tattooing at.
She denied ever dating me and said she friendzoned me the first date. I showed my friend some of the screenshots of us holding each other without clothes to confirm she was lying (pic related is as nude as my photos go). She still denied it and her boss backed her up because she tested negative (possible with todays ART drugs).
At that point I stopped myself from arguing further. My roommates new we had sex by accident of walking in on us, and I had actually fought off the PCP pneumonia (with pictures of how sick I was at the time) without seeing a doctor because I had antibiotics stashed.
To me she confirmed she knew. So I told my roommates who were witnesses. They want me to file a police report and I think its hopeless. I feel like prosecuting a virus is like shooting a dead horse, it wont help me live an normal life again and will only create laws that others could unknowingly break (I wouldve had I not been tested sooner). I also worry she'll win, Im not rich at all and she is, I cany afford legal representation.
Sorry for legal advise but at the same time I want to stop her from hurting others. She already has a new relationship that changed to 'its complicated' after I told her boss. I cant really put into words how this has changed me. What should I do adv?
I've been going out with a sweet 22 yr old and have bought her many gifts such as expensive jewelry etc, taken her out many times to expensive clubs and I have paid every time.
I'm afraid to make the first move, also don't want to fall in the friend zone. We talk very light about sexual stuff - like she was joking with me in my car last time that maybe I could molest her but then she would take advantage of me and report to the cops since we drank alcohol and she can say anything to the cops and they would believe her since she is a female - she said it in a joking way! Then she said she would wear a see through dress for me next time in black lingerie. Till now we have only held hands, not even a kiss. It;s been like 5-6 months we've been going out.
Is that a sign I can ask her for a kiss? She's kind of traditional.
Of course, I don't love her, I just want to kiss her or would love to fuck her but I think if I keep buying her stuff and take her to expensive clubs without getting anything in return I should probably move on. I'm pretty sure she won't make the first move so it has to be me. What to do?
How can I go on, /adv/?
After all of my maddening misadventures, how can I find the strength to press on after all of my debauchery? I suppose I haven't hurt anyone, and nobody will really know, but the burden lies on my own soul, and as much as I try to 'just push on', I always come back to doing those things because I have no self-control and it just feels routine at this point.
Hey /adv/, I have a peculiar problem.
>Masters in finance, work as a private banker
>good income and pretty good at my job
>No anxiety or anything when meeting new people or while doing customer meetings
>Customers are anywhere from 25-70 yrs old, male and female
>Social circle is large enough, three close friends whom I've known for 15+ years
>Can keep elaborate presentations to large-ish audiences with no noticeable stage fright except the natural feeling of tension everyone has
>Feel uncomfortable with small talk when it's not a customer/colleague/friend/some kind of a betworking event
>Can't initiate a discussion with a girl for example at a pub or elsewhere
>Body language is closed combined with a natural frown which makes me look arrogant and/or socially retarded (not a problem when at work)
>hard time keeping eye contact on a date abd can't think of anything interesting to talk about
Why am I like this and how do I fix it?
Didn't see one in the catalog.
So did anyone ever try hydrogen peroxide for the first stages of parodontosis? I asked my dentist about it, hadn't heard of this treatment said it errodes enamel
I'm desperate you guys i'm only 23 I can't fucking lose all my teeth by 30 it's also genetic btw
Would it actually work if I put an ad on craigslist saying I'll walk people's dogs? I live in a small town and there's a small college town and I mostly want all my stuff to be in that one town cause it's only 8 miles away but everyone is really poor here there's not really jobs or generosity or opportunity in anything here it's all just fuckinf dead.
Should I mention my rates in the advertisement? Is it cool if I can only do it st certain times I.e after 5 or on weekends? Would say 10/hr be good? Could I just get multiple people to let me walk their dogs and do like 5 at once and make 50/hr? Has anyone ever tried anything like this?
I can never feel jealous.
Ages ago my now ex wanted to see her ex "To see how times have been" - suprise suprise,. she dumped me for him. But that is not here or there.
My problem has always been that I can never feel jealousy. I never cared if my girlfriend wanted to go with friends, go out or came home slightly later.
Is it a problem? Do girls like if a guy shows a bit of jealousy? Should I just fake it to a certain degree? I usually show affection in other ways, so the problem should not be that they dont feel "Appreciated"
So I have a plan to make a web series/ARG thing but focused more just on YouTube videos. I have a pretty decent idea (I think of course), but unfortunately I'll need people to act out roles. I can do a few, but I really only have one friend who might be able to help me.
So my question if anyone can help me out, how can I find people willing to help me out for free? Obviously don't have the money to hire actual actors, but want ideas on where to find people who might be excited to help out.
>REALLY want to kill self
>can't tell anyone because they'll overreact
No, seriously. The worst thing about this, the one thing that makes this the hardest, is that people overreact to the news of someone's suicidal habits. Which, in turn, frightens them into being more secretive about it. Resulting them in getting worse over time.