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>Feel lonely when I'm by myself
>Go into the real world
>Immediately push people that wish to communicate away
>Don't really desire human contact when I'm outside
>This is why I don't have any friends

Does anybody else have this problem?

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Next month will mark 1 year of not being a neet. I am writing to you all because I feel like my depressive and suicidal thoughts are back. I admit I haven't been the best and most motivated person in the past year. I have been studying full time. I've gotten a little bit healthier but I still carry over some bad habits. The worst thing for me at this stage is that I can't think well at all, especially under pressure or where focus is required.

On top of that, I have basically been lying to my psychs. I am enough of a cuck to just let them guide me into saying what they want to hear. Deep down I refrain from the truth because I want the option to be able to kill myself without the psych getting in the way.

Lastly, I feel like such a dropkick as a 25 yo, still living with his parents, not having anything to show for his life and seeing other people work harder and smarter. It just adds to the feelings of giving up all this because I will never get anything back. What's the point anyway?

I should be using CBT to combat all this and use this energy to better myself but I am up to a stage where I have no trust in myself to actually contribute something to the world. I feel like life is now just a matter of doing autopilot, make others happy and prove that I did something so I can reduce my guilt.

The idea of proving shit to other people and society and doing what I was required to do is only what's keeping me going. But the more I think about it offing myself is becoming more appealing in the near future.

Thanks for reading.

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So I'm picking up this girl I've been talking to tomorrow and taking her to my place where we're gonna fuck like rabbits, only thing is I'm so incredibly horny right now idk if I can wait til tomorrow.

I quit watching porn and I only fap every 2 days using my imagination so my dick can get more sensitive but the downside is I'm always horny, especially when I look at my huge cock and it's tempting me to touch and play with it.
What do /adv/?

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A couple months ago I was feeling pretty down my gf left me for no reason, just blocked me out of nowhere. I really didn't talk to anyone about it when I should have. Turned to the gym and kept it out my head as much as I could minus the nightmares from time to time.

I hit up Tinder a few days ago and one girl asked me if I had done any play with ropes. I told her that I knew a few knots and stuff but never had put it into practice. I go to her place and as I start tying up her hair into a ponytail idk what it was but a feeling came over like an adrenaline rush. I was in control of the situation, It was just Me and her in the room.

The more knots I did on her like the more control I had the better I felt and idk what it is, is something wrong with me /adv/ ? Was it my gf leaving me that triggered this BDSM fetish ?

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My parents made sure I went to private school, I had a good phone and laptop, they paid for me to go to extracurricular courses, and helped me out when I ran into money problems. They would often remind me that I would have to pay their kindness back one day.

I finally have the beginnings of a proper career, but my parents are jobless and separated. My relationship with them is awkward, so I don't know whether to offer them money. They've always been proud people, so I'm not sure if they'll accept.

In the meantime, I always set aside a small budget for their Christmas and birthday presents.

How do I "pay back" my parents like they asked me to do?

If this is a silly question, feel free to say so.

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Why do I feel my upper body when I breath in? Is this normal??? I feel some pressure inside in my lower back and chest. Is this the diaphragm?

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I'm starting to look for a job, should I work in graphic/UX design or translation? What do you think?

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I just keep getting so much worse... I said goodbye to every single friend i had in another country then came back home to my miserable empty hometown.
I know nobody here. I can't get a job and i have nothing.
I wake up later and stay up later each day. I can hardly wake up in the morning yet i cant sleep at night. I barely feel like feeding myself or bathing until i need to.

Nothing i do inside on my computers makes me happy. I hate games and only sitting watching video can make me briefly forget how empty and sad i feel every waking moment.

I just want a friend to help me up, but nobody in the world wants me, nobody gives a shit and I have nowhere to go apart from a shitty hotline who just wants to stop me from killing myself for the sake of telling themselves they saved somebody.

I'm so down but all I want is another miserable fuck to share the pain with.

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What is the normal blink rate/minute??? I notice I barely blnik 1 or 2 a minute. is this normal?

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Yo, I need something to suppress my smell of alcohol. I drank way too much yesterday
Should I eat an onion or something?
>inb4 underage

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I have shit loads of medicine at home mostly because I have weak immunity and it would be great if I could mix them medicines up and utilize them for:
1) personal entertainment
2) giving off to random strangers
3) feeding the intensified drugs to animals that could cause some mutation and make them Chimeras that would obey me and consider me as their magnificent lord

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Can /adv/ give a poor IB student some CAS ideas?

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Hi everyone. I faced the problem three years ago. I can't reach any goal I've had. All time I have excuses, whether I'm sleepy or hungry or no matter what else. I've tried some businesses, but left it, reached nothing. Today I have no money, no girl and fear to be myself, when someone is near me. So, how can I feel vigorous and not lazy at least 16 hours a day? How to be engaged for self-improving and making money? Just random pic.

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Okay so, I was working as an apprentice in a security field. Boss gave me some manuals for it, really outdated manuals from the 90's, and told me to keep them until he asked for them back. About 8 months after I started working with him, we had an argument and he fired me. I left the manuals on his porch at his house, and left it at that. Now 6 months later, he's threatening to sue me for $1,500 if I don't return them to him immediately, which obviously I can't do because I don't fucking have them anymore.

I never documented returning them so I have no proof that I did so, while he has proof he did give them to me.

What can I do? I have the names of the manuals and companies that printed them written down but can't find any pricing for the manuals nor any contact information for the companies in question and am assuming they're most likely out of business given the 30 year gap.

I'm planning on contacting a lawyer in the coming days. I haven't been served yet.

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Hello /adv/ I have a question.

For two years I have been a neet. I just got a job this week, but that is not the point of the thread.

Since i was a neet I just stayed inside all day. Meaning I have no friends. I go months at a time without talking to people. When I do go out I act normal and talk to other people just fine.

A couple months ago I deleted all my online friends so I don't really hang out with anyone anymore.

I'm wondering if this is fucking my brain up. I mean I feel fine, but I wouldn't know if there was something fucked going up in my head.

Is this autism or something?