I'm so fucking mad right now. I need to get this off my chest. I don't care if nobody cares/reads.
>be me, freshman in high school
>outgoing, lots of friends, "weird but in a good way"
>notice friends from middle/elementary school start keeping conversations short
>avoid me in between classes
>wonder whats going on
>start ignoring me in hallways
>talk over me in conversations
>start letting people they don't even like steal my seat at lunch table
>one friend tells me people are going to the pool after school one day, invites me
>he's leaving when I show up, tells me everyone is still there
>walk in
>"who the fuck told you we were here, anon"
>"we're not hanging out with you anymore, you're making us look like losers"
>stop talking to people in school
>wait in basement in between classes so I don't have to talk to anyone
>still hang with my two friends who went to different schools, only two other kids that smoked weed that I knew
>one of them is my friend from elementary school that I hung out with nearly every day for years
>other one stopped hanging with me alone since I always mooched
>they notice I've gotten more quiet and withdrawn
>never want to hang out with kids from high school
>only feel comfortable hanging out with my one buddy from elementary school alone
>everyone starts calling us gay
>he starts believing them
>one night, high as balls at 1 in the morning
>my buddy from elementary school randomly starts telling me how much of a loser I am
>I ignore him, but he keeps doing this
>increasingly specific insults
>does this 3 or 4 more times
>stop answering his calls to hang out
>stay in my room all day on the computer
>spend 2 or 3 years of my life in almost total isolation
>don't even talk to family members
>realize one night I can't even have a comfortable conversation with my own mother
>I go to visit my dad in another state for the first time in awhile
>"Why are you so awkward right now anon? Its just us"
>cont.
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I read it because teenage autism is on its special level
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If you are arent a virgin you are a failed normie reee my life is the same except skip the weed friends and extend the 2-3 isolation to my whole 21 years on earth kek
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>>36536179
Firstly, type all your shit up at once, and then copy and paste it, so we don't have to wait 10 minutes between posts.
Secondly, high school sucks, and if it isn't a mentally scarring experience for you, you are pretty much doomed to have peaked in high school. Adversity creates strenghth. Finish school, and realize that you can go literally anywhere and create a fresh start. Friends at work, friends at college, or just fucking going to a comic shop to play D&D once per week.
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alcohol is fun guise
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>have alcoholic dad
>have ruined concept of masculinity as result
>swear off drinking as much as possible
>become robot
>start drinking a little now and then
>life is acceptable when inebriated
oh jesus the ride is just beginning isn't it
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>>36536189
that's me, but I don't drink more than one or two beers in a sitting
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>>36536189
Maybe you shouldn't have hated your father if you were drunk too, so not drinking was the only real evil?
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Why is this song so haunting? 2017-04-25 07:27:58 Post No.36536124
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Why is this song so haunting?
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ydZZ4p4pKrs
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>>36536124
millions of people dream of this man
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>>36536124
>Tfw playlist is almost entirely sad music
>Tfw I have to go back years by add date to see anything positive
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While I find the song catchy the lyrics are bulllshit, they're manufactured to make you feel like you can empathize with the band.
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Stop masturbating. Now. Also, stop watching TV.
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I haven't watched TV in 11 years.
That reminds me, I downloaded Twin Peaks.
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>>36536098
Stop making shitty fucking albums
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>>36536127
>I haven't watched TV in 11 years.
3 years for me
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It's been awhile /r9k/, but let's have another one of those talkback threads. Ask me questions, shoot the shit, do whatever you want.
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>>36536004
GTFO NORMIE REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
oranginalmo
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GET OUUUUUUT GET OOUUUT GEEEEEET OUUUUUUT
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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>>36536020
I'm not a normie, though, dear anon.
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>back in high school
>be autistic so take all AP & Honors classes
>90% guys, rest are fat or ugly girls
>enter university and forced to take gen ed classes like fucking ethics
>full of extremely cute girls I'm not used to being around
>anxiety spikes every time I have to go to class
>freshman year is almost over and nothing has changed
Wh-Why am I so afraid of pretty girls?
Its not like I have a chance with them so what's the point in my brain telling me to PANIC
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>>36535969
Try committing suicide.
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>>36535985
You beat me to it. This is the answer OP
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>>36536007
It clearly is the most sensible solution.
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Normies told me I'd have to get a 'real job' and 'can't stay inside all day playing WoW'
Well I finally got kicked out of my basement and now I'm living rather well on my own.
>Utilities
>Never shower and live off soda, water is free
>Carefully hid a power cord form my neighbor's outlet in the gravel, free electricity
>Either brute forcing my way into neighbor's wifi or just using open wifi, free internet
>Small house is $500 a month
>Only own laptop, chair, bed which I was allowed to take from previous basement
>$350 a month for other expense, mostly all food from Mickey D's
>Only eat twice a day to cut down on raid time losses so I'm not even that fat
Overall it seems to be working rather well. I spend no money on anything but WoW and my food and can life off the government. I usually find someone to sell food stamps to for extra piss bottles as to avoid requiring use of the toilet. How else is life outside of the basement?
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Kill yourself you degenerate sloth
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>>36535966
I wish my rent was only 500 a month
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>>36536016
It gets around 250 where I live for studios. I have afriendwho has one with a separate kitchen, bedroom and bathroom that is still considered a studio and it's around 220 I think
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i know this image.
original
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Contrary to what you may have heard, loli liek pizza
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>>36536527
>Contrary to what you may have heard, loli liek pizza
this
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There is a country called "Chad".
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>>36535782
ay oh das right white boi
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>>36535782
yeah everyone except Americans learns this in elementary school
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>>36535782
What does bepis taste like?
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ITT: Obscure Feels
I know you fags have some weird shit going on so spit it out
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>tfw living a lynchian nightmare every night
> tfw I'm afraid of mirrors/windows (not because of my reflection specifically, but what i see) so i cover all of them with anything i can
>tfw frequently see mystical beings and horrible sights
I feel unsafe every night
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>tfw had to make a phone call
>absolutely exhausted from it
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>>36535815
how do you feel exhausted from it specifically
>"It happened in stages, gradually", he said. "My experience with ... pornography that deals on a violent level with sexuality, is once you become addicted to it ... I would keep looking for more potent, more explicit, more graphic kinds of material. Until you reach a point where the pornography only goes so far ... where you begin to wonder if maybe actually doing it would give that which is beyond just reading it or looking at it."Violence in the media, he said, "particularly sexualized violence", sent boys "down the road to being Ted Bundys."The FBI, he suggested, should stake out adult movie houses and follow patrons as they leave. "You are going to kill me," he said, "and that will protect society from me. But out there are many, many more people who are addicted to pornography, and you are doing nothing about that."
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>>36535683
>Listening to the pleading and flipflopping of a known manipulator and sociopath as he tries to desperately make himself valuable to society by claiming to have an answer to the societal fear of how do we prevent Bundy's from appearing?
1. You don't.
2. You're retarded for listening to one.
What's it like sucking cocks in hell, ted.
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Pornography has ruined my life.
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Porn is detrimental, but it's pretty ridiculous to say it sets people down the path of Ted Bundy. Porn is more available than ever now, yet the amount of serial killing has decreased since the 80s and 90s.
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Your thoughts on Chivalry? 2017-04-25 06:53:11 Post No.36535672
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Your thoughts on Chivalry?
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What are your thoughts on chivalry and being a gentleman? Is it just old school nu-male/beta trait? Or is it some lost form of noble etiquette.
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Lmao >lost form of noble etiquette
Chivalry is a given. Just like a woman who cooks and takes care of the home is a given.
No chivalry, fucked up kids
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>>36535672
Chivalry ishotas long as you're defending genuine fragility as opposed to being a doormat all the time for those who are actually strong but like favors, or being nice to people just to get in their pants. It requires discernment, I think, rather than "hold doors open for everyone"-like rules that are set in stone, because those kinds of rules are quickly taken advantage of and furthering exploitation of anyone (even yourself) kind of goes against everything chivalry is about.
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>>36535722
Fuck you you numale beta faggot bitch monkey nigger cunt. Stop brainwashing people go back to cnn and BuzzFeed.
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>See Korean Fire Noodles challenge videos on Youtube
>go to Asian grocery store and buy Fire Noodles
>get home and try it
>It's only slightly hotter than Sriracha sauce
Did I buy the wrong brand or something? I'm not even a person eats lots of spicy foods and the noodles weren't very hot at all.
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I work at an Asian grocery store and I'm fucking sick of having to restock these flavorless meme noodles every ten minutes just because jewtube told people to buy it
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>>36536047
You should be happy you're selling products and your employer can afford to keep paying you, you soulless rat.
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>>36536106
I might be a soulless rat but at least I don't do whatever the internet tells me is cool, faggot
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ask someone who just had the love of his life in his bed and couldn't get it up thanks to porn induced ED anything
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how many times have you jerked off since she left?
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>tfw fuck the girl i had a massive crush on
>she was my first so i thought i wouldn't last a min
>fuck her for hours until she couldn't take it anymore
>i didn't cum
>i have fucked her so many times, yet i can't cum
what the fuck, is this some kind of curse or some shit like that?
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Stop fapping so much you have the death grip
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>22 Years Old, Lazy motherfucker who only ever did what was easiest at the time, my entire life. Never accomplished anything that my parents didn't set up for me. Only going to college because it put off personal responsibility.
>Horrible social anxiety, do drugs in order to have friends and make the depression go away for a bit. They don't give a shit about me but will put up with my bullshit as long as there's weed to smoke.
>Only lost my virginity because pity+free drugs, never had a halfway-stable relationship. Always date girls with issues who cheat on me constantly, too beta to do anything about it.
>Tripped Acid last week on 4/20
>Became convinced that I was hit by a car in the parking lot of my dorm. I was with three people who knew I was tripping hard, and they let me wander off on my own, carrying shit(because they don't give a shit about me).
>Things get really hazy.
>Wake up in an ambulance. Apparently I passed out on the sidewalk and someone called the cops. 'Friends' didn't lift a finger.
>Parents arrive at the hospital. Massively disappointed in me, mom crying, dad pissed. As soon as I come to, cops haul me off to jail.
>Spend the worst night of my life there, get bailed out in the morning. Have panic attacks every time I hear a car or try to cross a street.
>Actually most upset because getting arrested means no more drugs, and nobody likes me without the free drugs.
>Waiting to see a lawyer and contemplate suicide daily. Literally only alive right now because I'm pretty sure I'd fuck up killing myself too and be in deeper shit, paralyzed or brain damaged or something.
>Image from Pokemon Emerald because playing that game is the last time I remember being happy without chemical assistance
Who else here had a shitty life that they made even shittier recently?
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I put off college for this year to continue working at my shitty minimum wage job. The worst part is, even if I end up getting into college, the majors that I'm interested in aren't exactly pragmatic. I don't really care about making a shit ton of money, just as long as I'll be able to support myself (and others, eventually maybe) and as long as I enjoy the work which is why I picked the majors I did. They are subjects I enjoy.
As a fallback, I've invested countless hours into "pet projects" in case my college plans totally flop. I've been recording music (both with my band and solo) and writing a novel which I hope to get published. Additionally, I've been trying to broaden my horizons with other hobbies (besides music and writing). Been dabbling in art, studying in history and the humanities, outdoorsy activities, and I read quite a bit.
But if all of my plans fail, then I'll have no choice but to either kill myself or skip town and live my life as a wandering vagrant. I don't think I could stand the shame of being stuck as a NEET. I can barely stand it now.
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>>36535630
What were you arrested for? Requiring medical attention in public?
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>>36535630
desu things in my life aren't going to get better until I have a strady girlfriend again. Problem is girls aren't interest anymore.