How do I stop feeling guilty about not working non stop? Apart from things all humans do plus going to the gym, I feel guilty about any of my habits. And I have no goals.
I want to read books but I feel guilty about reading a set number of pages a day. I am worried about being called a pleb for not reading ten trillion boring Western canon novels. I feel like an ADD pleb for rarely reading more than 60 pages at a time. I hate that I'm more likely to put a book down at the end of a chapter.
Similarly for working. I know I could always be working to become better off. I know that people who talk about taking breaks are just lying to themselves. I feel bad for not having the willpower necessary to wotk non stop on one thing for 10 hours.
And the funny thing is that I'm a Stirnerite. When you stay unspooked then everyone else's belief system feels like a personal attack. Fuck these people who say that X is so important. X is always working hard / enjoying yourself / focusing on one thing / focusing on many things / reading history / classics / philosophy / other shit.
The awful thing is that I know everyone else is a fraud. That NFL player who everyone loves and says is hardworking has never read a book. That mathematics professor known as a genius is a disgusting dyel. That literary figures who goes on about Shakespeare being a god doesn't know any maths or science greater than an 18 year old yet claims to be worldly. That billionaire who goes on about humanity's big issues does nothing but write checks for people who make social media apps.
>>8651216
Realize that your problems started in childhood, probably your parents demanded great or impossible tasks from you and you occasionally (or often) failed and then they would punish you. As an adult you keep re-enacting this cycle of exceedingly high standards and the eventual failure, and of course the self attack that comes with the failure. Thats just my guess though.
Wanting and expecting greatness is a... great... thing but not if it comes from a dysfunctional forces place like your current situation, I'd suggest talk therapy to solve your problem.
Inb4 meme reply
Are you me?
I've come to embrace it, to work as much as I can and to strive for greatness. I find more meaning in this work more than anything else.
Ask yourself whether you really want to work less or not. The guilt can be a nice tool to push yourself a bit. If you know your limits, you can reduce the guilt by remembering yourself that pushing yourself beyond your limits is counterproductive.
>>8651385
This anon is right. Get therapy. In a book called Reinventing Your Life by Jeffrey E. Young they have a chapter that seems to be about what you are describing OP.
17. UNRELENTING STANDARDS / HYPERCRITICALNESS (US)
The underlying belief that one must strive to meet very high internalized standards of behavior and performance, usually to avoid criticism. Typically results in feelings of pressure or difficulty slowing down; and in hypercriticalness toward oneself and others. Must involve significant impairment in: pleasure, relaxation, health, self-esteem, sense of accomplishment, or satisfying relationships.
Unrelenting standards typically present as: (a) perfectionism, inordinate attention to detail, or an underestimate of how good one's own performance is relative to the norm; (b) rigid rules and “shoulds” in many areas of life, including unrealistically high moral, ethical, cultural, or religious precepts; or (c) preoccupation with time and efficiency, so that more can be accomplished.
Good luck
What was the last thing you have written, what was it called, and why?
I'll start. A poem about the faults of hedonism, because I was bored out of my mind at a concert.
>>8651165
yikes! were your friends fucked up?
>>8651179
Classical concert, that my cousin was performing in, so no. I wish I was though.
Why do normie women connect to her stories and characters so much? Aren't they missing the point that she is satirizing these characters. Normies read it by being stand-ins for them.
Woolf was the better writer anyway
Jane Austen's characters are very well-developed and have the moral complexity of real people, so normies relate to them. This makes her a great writer, but it also makes her pleb bait.
Patrician writers recognize her for her innovations in the fields of writing, like the development of colored narration and free indirect discourse.
She isn't satirizing the main characters; it's everyone around them who are silly.
Is pic related a good read for accurate history?
>tfw this isn't /lit/ but /his/ has retarded rules.
>>8651073
His pruned it when I posted there.
I have googled it, but surprisingly enough, 4chan is a good base to find the middleground between ideological bias.
Not really.
Do I need any prior knowledge/reading before Ovid's Metamorphosis?
What are your favourite parts?
hesiod
Actaeon because furry snuff fetish.
The section on Narcissus was most powerful, I thought
Newbie here, what is some essential science fiction /lit/ over here?
extra points for short stories instead of novels
Actual science is infinitely more interesting than science fiction.
>>8650976
good one
Read the sticky or go to /wsr/.
Better yet, kill yourself.
What are your favorite pieces of Atheist literature?
>>8650930
Bertrand Russell is miles better than that hack
>inb4 dozens of neckbeard pics
ITT : Meme words
>sonder
>>8650901
yonder
>meme
>>8650922
...
>With a mooted wing and waefu' maen,
>The eagle sought her eiry again;
>But lang may she cower in her bloody nest,
>And lang, lang sleek her wounded breast,
>Before she sey another flight,
>To play wi' the norland lion's might.
...
i especially like that waifu mien, i mean woeful
What do I start with?
>>8650893
checking the archive!!!!!!
The Interpretation of Dreams.
>>8650893
avoid pseudoscience
Poetry thread. Post your favorites, your own, post anything. Just post something. Really, please just post something.
GIVE me women, wine, and snuff
Untill I cry out "hold, enough!"
You may do so sans objection
Till the day of resurrection:
For, bless my beard, they aye shall be
My beloved Trinity.
Passions of snow are flying;
A Cardinal bleeds against the evening on a worn bough.
Rosy cheeks fog the back window, a three-by-three pane
Overlooking grandmother's squash garden, quiet now in
The midst of our final months. Above it, the clock cuckoos,
gentle as the passions around.
Grandfather's squash garden is quiet now, too,
until next year.
>>8650884
Roses are blue
Violets are blue
Hydrangeas are blue
Forget-me-nots are blue
On Each Others Scenius ?
Masters Making The Grass Green ?
youtu.be/8zdbiidpPF0
Temed Memes Awakened Dreams
A Circuit That Connected Things ?
Just finished Wuthering Heights, what does /lit/ think of it? Personally I really enjoyed it.
It's shit, like all books by women.
>>8650797
not as good as steinbeck. read him instead.
>>8650995
>steinbeck
Steinbeck is trash.
I'm learning Italian. Which books should I get?
Italian to Somali dictionary
>>8650713
Kill yourself
>>8650723
Not nice!
So, is Mr. Fart's Middle C any gud?
Yes.
>>8650687
>gass
is the tunnel the most /lit/ book of all time?
It's a deplorable POS human being lamenting about his small dick for 650 pages.
(it's also really good)
The Secret History is the only book I've read this year and in recent times that I really liked. Why are books so fucking boring in general?
Can you recommend actual top tier books. I don't mean boring shit like Dickens that people read just so they can reference it and signal that they received a certain type of education.
I can't stand pomo lolsorandumb trash anymore. Most literary fiction books are narcissistic barely disguised memoirs.
>>8650656
Start with the greeks. Not even memeing.
If you want to be more mentally engaged while reading, give philosophy a try.
If you don't at least somewhat enjoy it, then /lit/ honestly isn't for you.
The Dickens/Tartt thing was a nice touch but you went a bit overboard. Good bait posts seem kind of reasonable except for one glaring flagrancy; yours has too many