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My memory is terrible, I can't remember the lyrics of a song that I listened a lot or even the rhythm. I don't remember the name of charachters or even some event in movies or book that I have watched/Read. Those are examples, but I feel like I an forgetting everything and this makes me feel dumb, especially when I need to hold a conversation. How to deal with this ?
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>>18492366
If you're smoking weed, stop. If not it could be early onset of alzheimers. But quit any and all drugs and start eating a healthy balanced diet. After that if nothing's improved for a long time see a doctor
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I have a lot of family issues.
But the core issue atm is my mother. I've given up on everyone else, and I want to give up on her too. she tried to kill herself three times in the last two years. the first two looked like basic cries for attention but they shook me. the last time i got a call from my dad saying shes in the ER cuz he found her passed out after taking an entire bottle of pain pills. honestly i felt basically nothing. it just felt like a 'here we go again' moment and i didnt really bother checking in, they just kept texting me updates. it just made my day seem more dulled out than anything.
since then she keeps saying im her reason for living and all this and i cant stand it. I am working on a movie right now so asked that she and the family not contact me for 2 months while I work on it. she of course isn't stupid and knows that theres some deeper issues here. but last week i didnt have a chance to call her for just 3 days and she texted me claiming that if i dont contact her to 'let her know im okay' that she is going to fly down to my city to check on me. Mind you, I have lived on my own for the last seven years.
I Feel bad because she does love me and shes invested so much money into helping me get established as an adult. but I just don't want to talk to her or see her. I just don't. and I don't know for how long.
but my biggest fear is that if i cut her off beyond september she will A) fly down here to see me and B) try to kill her self again.
I'm not sure what to do cuz i dont want her to die. my greatest hope is that she could find happiness on her own, without me, without my father, withotu anyone. but she seems dead set on being this 'tragic character' in the story of life and how having a nuclear family is the only way to solve it.
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>>18492359
How would the main character of your movie handle the situation? Do that.
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>>18492359
and thats just not me. i didnt meet my dad til i was 4. he left again when i was 9. inbetween he'd smack the shit out of me for laughing or accidentally knocking down a picture, and when I explained that my brother had molested me he told me i needed to 'deal with it' because it was breaking up our family to have to address it.
my older brother and I played nice since then but its been hell having nightmares about it anytime i spend too much time with him and waking up puking and hating life for the rest of the day. the last time he and I were alone together was after target practice. We loaded the guns back into the car, and he drove me back home. at this point i had been living on my own for two years and was only intown for holiday. My father insisted on waking me up at 7 every morning simply to exercise his authority over me. so i posted on facebook 'being an adult should mean sleeping in if you want to'. thats it. this, for some reason, made my mother cry, because it meant we werent having the 'perfect christmas'. she freaks out every holiday even if we just argue over which actor was in which movie'.
so my brother read this, and on our way back from shooting practice he asks 'why did you do that?'. I of course explained 'i was just expressing my feelings'. so he said 'well i express my feelings with my fists, so next time you express your self I am going to express my self all over your face'.
this kinda encapsulates exactly what our relationship is. he is the big strong older brother, picked on me for years, and my parents chalked it up to just teasing, even if he twisted my ankle so i couldnt walk anymore or hurt my back to the point where i couldnt get up into bed. he believed that because he was bigger he could control me.
so, I was still carrying a gun that couldn't fit in the truck. i pointed it at him and said 'do you really want to say that when i have a gun in my hand?'. we have not been alone together since then.
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>>18492373
the main character in my movie accidentally brings his sister back from the dead and she murders the father than returns to hell.
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Hey 4chan I've been lurking for a couple years on here and this is my first thread. I need advice on raising money to pay for a ProWrestling school. It costs 4000$ in total with 1500$ at least for registration and then 500$ every month. Problem is I don't have money because I need to get a car insurance and paying off student loans. I'm only 19 and I know I'll eventually get enought money but my parents want me to join the military if I don't go to a school by the end of this year.
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Where are you located?
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>>18492350
Join the military. Put in your time, grow up a little bit, and then if you still want to be a pro-wrestler, go ahead and chase your shitty, shitty dreams.
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Only go in military if you talked to people who have worked in it or veterans. Don't go in "because parents said to." You can think of becoming a pro wrestler as a "shitty dream" or take it seriously. This does not mean you can't work another job well making this happen. Everyone knows somebody.
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Hey guys, I'm interested in helping my mom. But warning: this is kinda gross so be warned.
>rash on arms only, sometimes gets bumpy
>only happens during summer
>is aggravated by scratching, very red
>might be caused by her night sweats
>causes her some pain
She saw a doctor and got a medication already. Nonetheless, it doesn't appear to be helping. What should she try to get ease her pain/itchiness?
Hard mode: no drugs, suicide, etc.
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>>18492346
http://acaai.org/allergies/types/skin-allergies/hives-urticaria
maybe this?
I used to get hives but they disappeared as I got older
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Heat and humidity aggravates some skin conditions.
I live in a hot humid climate and my dad had a rare skin disorder. He moved further north into the mountains. He's much happier where it's cool and dry.
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New dog owner.
Got free dog 1 year old from a girl.
> inb4 muh lovechild
> she was a fattie
Stupid ass name on the dog ... named Rye.
Can you help me rename the dog with something that sounds similar to Rye?
> inb4 guy ... its a bitch.
Would be thankful if the name was certified dank fresh.
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>>18492345
Buy
By
Guy
Dye
Fly
Hi
Pie
Lie
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Zwei
It means two in German
Just remember to pronounce it like ZV-EYE
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>>18492371
It's more like
TS - ZV - EYE
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Should I be honest to my parents about how unhappy I am right now or should I play strong?
A few days ago I was dumped by a girl I've been in love with for years. She indicated that the break would only be temporary, but I can't help but think this could be the end for us. I'm a wreck at the moment. I can't go out in public for fear of breaking into tears at any moment. I'm barely eating or sleeping.
I don't live at home anymore but I usually Skype my parents every couple of days. As an only child my parents care a lot about me (especially my mom) and I can tell that my parents get depressed whenever I am unhappy.
Should I be honest to them about how I am feeling right now or should I just lie and pretend that I'm coping well?
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Don't lie about it, they'll know. Might as well seek support.
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What are you struggling with? Depression from getting dumped? What is going through your head that makes you feel like you will break into tears at any moment in public?
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It can make you feel better if you tell them, isnt going to help stay alone in this kind of situation, look for help.
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Is $3000 too much to spend on a gaming pc?
I'm willing to spend up to $4000
Also do many games have 4k support on pc?
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>>18492327
It's not enough. Spend about $15,000 on a pc and also get a simulator chair so it feels like your really there. I would also invest in a $6000 love doll. What else do you really need besides food after that?
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I got a pc that can run any game on ultra below a thousand.
Build your own PC and save money.
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>>18492327
>Is $3000 too much to spend on a gaming pc?
Twice as much as you need to spend.
>Also do many games have 4k support on pc?
Not enough to be worth it. Maybe if you get a Vive or something. Not worth it if you're a gamer, maybe worth it if you've got VR games and you're a weeaboo.
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Alright /adv/ I seriously need help my gf broke up with me my depression is getting worse because of it and I can barely handle it anymore.
I've stopped eating and sleeping everytime I eat I throw it up.
I've locked myself away in my apartment.
Got 5 missed calls from my boss and more from famly. I can't live with this anymore.
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>>18492320
i know you feel like shit and you think it will be better if you lock yourself in but its not. get yourself up and live your life, eventually you will move on and find someone else anon, i believe in you
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I was like this at one point. See a counselor, but only if you want the help. To get better you have to want it. Also get out of that fucking apartment because isolation is the champion of all self destruction.
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Hey /adv/
So my girlfriend and i have been wanting to have a 3way with another girl for nearly two years now, we actually managed to work up the courage to ask a friend who said she would definitely be interested but over a year has passed and it seems like shes lost interest.
weve been trying to organise for us all to hang but it never went anywhere so we asked an old fling of mine who also said yes but now its the same situation again. Does anyone have any advice on how we can find someone who is serious and wont get cold feet? Or how can we bring it up with a potential playmate that we have no past history with?
We're from the central coast nsw if anyone knows anywhere nearby to meet people?
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>>18492289
You'd be surprised how many girls look to be a third online.
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>>18492293
any tips where to look? Weve tried craigslist but its full of scammers
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Let me start from the beginning, almost a year ago (in October) my brother recieved 25 thousand dollars. He was only 19 at the time while I was 21, I let him stay with me at the time so I could help him out.
Growing up I've always been the more successful intelligent sibling, I've always tried to get my brother on the right path to no avail. He started smoking pot when he was 14 in middle school, stopped giving a shit about anything other than his pothead friends or trying to be cool. I suppose it's not entirely his fault, we were abandoned by our mother to our grandparents when we were young. My mother is also an addict and a convict.
So basically my brother got this money, first time in his life he ever got a large sum of money. My intention was to help him set up a business with mostly turn key operations (He could collect a living and "run things" while I set the finances up and handled the complex side of things). I had even indulged his pot interest by planning a smoke shop. However as soon as he got his money he immediately went out of control, started hanging out with the scummiest characters I've ever seen. It was fairly obvious to anyone with common sense that they were obviously exploiting him for free weed and booze. They started hanging out at my apartment all the time, listening to garbage rap until the early hours of the morning constantly getting high. Eventually this started to get on my nerve, and it heavily irritated my girlfriend. I confronted him, tried to make him understand what was going on and what kind of people he was associating with. (They literally scavenged cigarette butts off the road to smoke)
>They're my friends
>It's my apartment too
>Get out of my business
I was trying to attend university at the time so I just tried to ignore it and hoped he would get out of this phase. A few weeks later I came back and he was completely out of his mind, these "friends" of his had introduced him to speed and MDMA.
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I tried to talk to him about the business, I had everything finally set up. He would have had a top quality retail location, inventory and rent paid for 6 months for simply 8000.
>That's way too much money
>Trust me bro I have a way better way to make money
I couldn't handle his shit, but he was also paying for that apartment so I moved out. He couldn't comprehend as to why I would want to leave. I found a great place, started finally to enjoy myself and then a few months later my brother shows up at my door. Saying that he couldn't stay at the other apartment because the landlord wanted him out of there immediately. I told him that he could stay with me, but I wasn't going to allow his shithead friends around. He agreed, said he already intended to invest his money.
Woe and behold I found out that his "investment" was 2 or 3 pounds of weed, he was going to become a dealer. Over the next couple of months he ended up smoking most of it and going broke. He had spent over 25'000 in about 4-5 months. I couldn't financially support him so he had to move back to our hometown. By the time I had moved back in April he had become a shell of a man.
He was extremely skinny, depressed, looked like the kind of person who bums around asking for a smoke. He was living in a trailer in the country he was renting from our mother. I found out that he has a pill habit, mostly percocets and speed. I've tried to talk with him and reason with him and all he does is mumbles and walks away. He is already starting to get in trouble with the law.
I don't know what to do about him, he is my brother but I have no idea how to get through to him. I almost lost my gf (Who is 10/10) and my scholarship dealing with his shit.
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>>18492282
Lost cause, you've done all you could op. He'll realize eventually, and then reach out. Until then stop being his babysitter and let him live how he wants to. You can't motivate people who have zero motivation in life. They have to do it themselves.
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>>18492321
I think you are right
it's just hard to see him slide into this abyss. Even though he is a degenerate now, I still remember the brother I grew up with.
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Sup /adv/, what's the best way to find an oil/gas camp job in Northern Alberta? I have my safety tickets, but no skills beyond labor/hard work.
Background: I want/have to work for a year, and doing hard labor up north seems to be the fastest way to make money that isn't sales or prostitution. If everything goes according to plan, I should be able to save ~45K after tax, and pay for the rest of my schooling that way.
> Planning to get applied math degree
> Living at home and driving to school costs me 8.5K for two semesters, all expenses included.
> Three more years of school will cost ~27K
> Militantly opposed to taking out more loans
> Will either go for a medical degree or masters degree in automation/machine learning/AI
> Not having to work in the summer will mean I can do volunteering/internships
I'm also planning to study public speaking/math/Python programming in my spare time
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Do you live in Alberta
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>>18492263
Yes. If you have another idea besides oil/gas camp jobs that will make ~75K before tax that aren't
a) illegal
b) alarm sales
c) prostitution
I would be interested to hear it
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>>18492263
Bump
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What do when thinning hair?
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>>18492244
Biotin + Minoxidil
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>>18492250
Do this if you plan on using it for the rest of your life, otherwise, it will only gets worse as soon as you stop using it.
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If you're a guy, go on finasteride. If you're female then try spiro.. It also helps with acne. Minoxidil helps both genders but at different concentrations.
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So I got my heart broken, and I've been bitching about it all day, but it made me take a long look at myself, and I finally admitted a lot of things that I was denying without realizing it for the past few years, and it made me see that I need to make a lot of changes in my life.
I just texted the girl I've been heartbroken over and thanked her for breaking it off and saying she'd rather be friends.
Maybe things will work out between us one day when we're both more mature, but a relationship as we are now would've ended disastrously.
And now I know how lucky I am, because where most other girls would've ghosted a long time ago or given some half-assed excuse, or just been flat out mean she decided to stick around and be honest with me, and anything else would've just led to more toxic thinking.
Feeling oddly optimistic all of a sudden... I went through the stages of death acceptance in the last 24 hours just because of getting friendzoned, and now I'm sad and happy at the same time because I got to meet potentially the love of my life, and I'm going to become a better person now, but also because I might not ever get to be with her in the way I would've liked.
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>>18492225
So, are you looking for advice?
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>>18492299
I thought maybe some people might benefit from reading my experience.
I guess I didn't really explain very much though, now that I think about it...
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>>18492225
I hope my situation ends the same as yours.
I will be doing the heartbreaking. I hope they will continue to be friends
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I was on nofap for a week 2 weeks ago to have sex. I sorta did with my gf, but since then I went back to my daily fapping routine. is this bad? is it ktmak for my mind to lose a bit of horniness each fap time as an 18 year old?
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>>18492212
I was about to say:
I can't believe you can nut to something so poorly drawn, but then I blew up the picture.
Unf, nice.
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>>18492265
I know right, big black titties are lovely
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hey guys just need some general advice about passing an upcoming drug test. My test is in 2 weeks, and I haven't smoked in 2.5 weeks. I bought a drug test today at Walmart for $10 and failed. I'm 6'1 165lbs and pretty thin. I smoked everyday for like 2-3 weeks before stopping. By the time my test comes I will not have smoked for over 4 weeks. Do you think I'll be fine? Or should I be doing a lot more than drinking a lot of water and doing intense cardio everyday?
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>>18492209
Sugar free monster and 4 aspirin a couple hours before you piss.
Drink lots of water too
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>>18492209
Can you get someone else's piss?
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>>18492228
This is all you can do