When did you realize you would never be close to anyone ever?
>>39178438
god damn OP, is that chat really you?
>>39178629
youre probably right
>>39178699
Yes it is, i want your guys opinion.
>>39178941
Stop being so autistic and go for it Jesus fucking Christ. At this point your sabotaging yourself so you can continue your pity party.
hi this thread is mine, please don't post in it, thank you.
Sorry I just want to see what it's like to see if I like it. I won't bump I promise.
sorry dad, i have disappointed you
>>39178535
>>39178551
i told you not to post here faggots. i hope you get banned for life
>mom is very sick and dying
>need to buy her medication
>no money
>time is running out cant look for a job
>go out and start begging in the street
>people laugh at me and pass me by
>literally crying on my knees
how can i save her?
vicks vapo rub and a dark alleyway.
Life is insignificant OP. She will die eventually.
>>39178090
buy a gun, rob someone, if you are white nothing will go wrong
Is Brittany Venti the queen of 4chan?
i want to put my ween in that martian
There are Much bigger fags on here then that transitioning fellow
>/pol/ pandering twitch attention whore
>queen of anything
right
How did your psychosis start? I think for me it was the time I was playing runescape and was slaying greater demons in the brimhaven dungeon. I kept hitting the number 33 on them over and over and for some reason it felt like it was telling me something. Ever since that number has followed me, pic unrelated.
Jesus fucking christ......33 follows me around!! Reading this post seriously bent my head and reality. Thanks anon.
>>39177959
I was 19 and walking to work I don't remember any of it but when I came to I was in a mental health hospital, from what they said I stopped at a busy intersection and pulled my pants/underwear down and started "violently shaking my penis at cars and pedestrians while screaming" so ya thats the start of it
>>39177959
33fags are the chosen ones
11fag reporting. We are the damned.
Let me remind you, there are only winners and losers in life, there is no "getting by" "making up" or "doing the right thing"
you're either a cuck or the bull. all real blackpilled robots understand this, some of them drop out of society and some become the cucks to avoid the drawbacks of having no saving graces.
how does this make you feel?
reminder that there are no winners nor losers in life since life has no meaning
you can pretend that you're a winner and that someone else is a loser but in the end you will be equally dead as that other guy
>>39177954
Life has meaning in transcending to the ideal.
Losers like you gave up so you get no meaning from life.
>>39177954
/thread
oregano originale espresso
Who else /repeatedly engage in uncontrollable rage/ ? Share some stories.
>Almost killed my father with a hatchet when he talked shit for a few minutes
>Have broken every wall in my room from bouts of rage
>Used to beat up classmates when I was in senior hs for minor stuff like sitting in my place.
>Fight random people for minor stuff like bumping or asking for change ( a.k.a drug money)
>Psychosis up to 2-3 hours where seeing fresh blood gives me massive mind orgasms and extremely strong desire for violence.
>Extreme desre for homicide from nowhere.
>>39177774
Almost had some godly digits OP
Go get a psychiatric evaluation, then you might get a sweet deal with the govt. if you have a fucked up head.
>>39177846
Yeah I looked at my digits and got slightly angry I didn't get the similar numbers. I don't need evaluation because those fags will put me in a ward with my legs tied to my neck. Cmon this is a rookie mistake. I shouldn't even be posting this because they are watching.
>>39177774
seek help, that's not normal behaviour by any means
I wish you the best anon
Had to reinitialize my ps4 because my fucking jew mother unplugged it while "cleaning my room". I FUCKING LOST THE OVER 1000 HOURS I HAD ON BLOODBORNE AAAAAAAAAAH
dont do ps4, its not good for you that could ahve been 1000 hours of masturbating with a waste waper more wapple cop
This is it, your excuse to play that build or challenge run you always wanted to do.
>>39177763
Fucking baby
This place is cancer and you're not making it any better. And are you trying to use jew as an insult? Because if you're mother is Jewish than that makes you Jewish as well
Are really really big breasts unattractive?
No, if anything they should be mandatory.
Absolutely not. But they get a little absurd at some point. What you have to watch out for is if they get really veiny and lots of stretch marks. Then they're less attractive.
Tiddies are tiddies though. A True Breast Lover will enjoy them regardless.
>>39177713
Yes. Titcows >>>/out/
>tfw kidney stones
How do I make my soul exit my body like in that Dr. Strange movie? pls respond quickly before the pain starts again.
go to ER you retard
>>39177660
I know they can use some sort of machine to break it into small pieces. I forgot the name of the device and procedure but ask the doctors to do something about it. They might even perscribe you pain killers.
oh man that must suck :( I feel bad for you.
>wake up in good mood
>decide to walk to store
>become really self-conscious as soon as I step outside
>enter store and take drink to checkout
>shopkeeper hands me change
>I fucking mumble thanks
>he says thanks
>autism sets off
>tunnel vision
>walking home
>two guys in front of their house say good afternoon
>reply with "afternoon"
>comes out fast, high-pitched, and monotone
>become massively self-conscious
>breifly forget how to walk
>finally get home
>all this for a pepsi
This is why I don't leave the house often.
I guarantee no one noticed.
get out of your head.
how does it feel to be all alone in a world of viscous judgmental normies?
>>39177620
>go for an internship in the ministry of foreign affairs
>thinking i'll be working with old experienced men/women
>get dispatched in a service full of qt girls, mostly younger than me
>am the only man in there
>mfw i have to listen to them chat about chad and how to seduce him, or recepies for beauty masks, while throwing all the work at me
i have to endure this for a whole month to add this "experience" in my C.V
Do you ever see yourself getting married /r9k/? What about having kids?
I'm a KHHV, I don't see myself ever talking to a girl let alone getting married lmao
I'm numb to "love" and I think it's wrong to force a being into existence.
>>39177732
hello fellow antinatalist
how was that not original?
Do we really only have one shot in life?
Is there no god-like being that gives second chances? If there is one, but what does it take to get a second chance?
Every day I daydream about going back before it all went wrong while retaining all of my present memories. I want to stop me from being me. I want to run away from the bad ending I know I'm going to get.
>not looking directly into their eyes
Who cares how you feel about your life? You're just a tool of mother nature. Your enjoyment is irrelevant. Fulfill your purpose by following your instincts, and return to the soil.
If you want a second life you have to save someone from a speeding truck and you'll get your isekai moment.
Does anybody else here wish they had foreskin?
l'm not sure if l really want to be uncut, but l look at my dick and just wish l had foreskin sometimes. I hate having a dry callous dick. I really wish l could have better orgasms. Good sex and masturbation just seem so much more pleasurabIe for uncut ment & it makes me deepIy depressed...
It just feels like both biology, my parents and my body have betrayed me. Does anyone else on here know this feeIing? I am so jealous of uncut guys.
>>39177416
yes
i wish i had a real penis
my penis shaft is half scar tissue and half scrotum
>>39177416
I feel like killing myself every time I look at my mutilated penis.
>only enjoyment I get masturbating is at release and it lasts only for a second
>I hate having a dry callous dick.
apply lotion. Lots of it regulary. Might make it softer and nicer.
>>39177416
> I really wish l could have better orgasms
you probably have just as good orgasms as I do, it's just easier for me to achieve them.
I wish I could say there was any drawbacks to foreskin, but I cant think of any. Smegma have never been a issue for me since I shower and wash my dick daily.
> tfw no paleoliberal centrist-fu to agree to disagree with
Life is suffering
>>39177367
I disagree, I support, with freespeech for:
originally back to >>>/pol/
Why are all cute girls dumb as fuck? I'd fuck centrism out of her.