How did your psychosis start? I think for me it was the time

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Jesus fucking christ......33 follows me around!! Reading this post seriously bent my head and reality. Thanks anon.

>>39177959
I was 19 and walking to work I don't remember any of it but when I came to I was in a mental health hospital, from what they said I stopped at a busy intersection and pulled my pants/underwear down and started "violently shaking my penis at cars and pedestrians while screaming" so ya thats the start of it

>>39177959
33fags are the chosen ones

11fag reporting. We are the damned.

>>39177959
> tfw 33 y/o and reading this...

>>39178004
My weirdest experience was the time I thought I was Jesus. I browsed /x/ and someone made a thread claiming he was Jesus. Obviously I thought he was a crook because "ofcourse" I'm Jesus. Further down the thread he made a post where he said if quads I'm the anti christ and he actually got the number 3333. I felt a little threatened by that, so i tried to shrug it off and took a sip from the remaining water in my cup. When i drunk it up there was one number on the bottom of the cup and I shit you not it was 3333.

>>39178233
Dude... look at your last 2 digits.

>>39178233
omg the 33's are here for you oh pee

>>39177959
The first time I did acid (brother is normie dealer)
I've got a family history of schizophrenia and I knew what could happen if I did the acid but did it anyways

>trip starts off smoothly, everythings all good
>3 or 4 hours later thinking that everything is working in 3's
>thinking everyone can hear my thoughts
>get connected thoughts with one of the people in the room causing both of us to freak out
>events keep looping
>3 out of 5 of the people in the house are gay including me
>get scared that someones trying to rape me
>hearing voices, events keep looping still
>the synchronicities with the one dude eventually end once I sober up but the voices and thinking Im telepathically communicating with people never ended even today

>do acid a total of 3 more times in 2 weeks

>2nd acid trip was going smoothly, enjoying my acid
>only 3 days after first trip
>think that this time things wont go south
>nope
>we hit our peak all around the same time
>decide to go for a walk and smoke a blunt
>since this is only my second time ever doing acid, never mixed the two
>only read that it can bring on some anxiety
>mind you I'm still hearing voices and think Im telepathically communicating with people
>do the walk smoke the weed
>on way back from walk brother decides to joke about robbing the gas station
>acid weed mind cant tell that hes joking
>start yelling at him not to do it
>smoking weed launched me straight back into the peak of the acid trip
>get convinced we actually robbed a gas station by the time we get back into the house
>by the time we get back into the basement and sit down think we murdered two people in the gas station
>shaking and fucking crying
>my brother is calm as shit and just stoned (his 80th time doing acid or something)
>convinced that either our other friends are dead
>they were still on their walk
>or the police were looking for us because I heard sirens
>he tells me to open my laptop and put on this song: https://youtu.be/52Gg9CqhbP8
cont.

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>>39178166
Looks like Op is in for a ride.

>>39177959
If 33 really had significant meaning in your life, anon, you would have posted dub 3's.
But you didn't. There is actually only one 3 in your No.
Instead, it showed up for this user:
>>39178233
THIS user has control of the meaning and omen.
OP, give it up.
>>39178233
You have some thinking to do.

>>39177959
I notice the number 22 showing up way too often
My brain is so used to it that I will look at a clock several times a week at precisely 22:22
I don't remember when and how it all started but I was a really young kid

>>39178334
cont.

>the song plays out my entire future and the conversation going with it feels very important
>I'm to make a multi million dollar company with my brother
memory is hazy about what was going on
>just know that every time I listen to the song now I get acid flashbacks really bad and sense of impending doom
>friends eventually come back and play some xbox
>switch between xbox and music visualizer
>while on music visualizer see all the colors and shit
>looks like a bunch of kinda weird shapes of colors, pink(love) blue(sadness) yellow(fear or despair) and other colors I can't really remember but symbolized emotions
>brother puts his hand in middle of screen where theres a pitch black spot
>turns out its not a music visualizer
>says "watch this"
>clenches his fist and the yellow strip is the only one showing, right as I get filled with the most excrutiating fear in my life, like I just witnessed a murder or something
>he fucked around with that for a while and I honestly can't tell you if that was real or not
>have no idea how I got out of the situation and don't remember anything afterwards
>ever since I think that my brother is controlling my life and get weird synchronicities with everyone
>by the time I sober up im convinced acid is showing me all the answers to life however so I do it again

>3rd acid trip

>also started out smoothly, mostly excited to get more information
>the voices start
>hear a faint "schiz"
>every time I hear it I seize up and freeze for a moment
>end up visualizing everyone as the seven deadly sins
>this time tripping with 8 people
>the 8th person ends up being labeled scizhophrenia
>think he isn't real
>he keeps leaving the room
>go upstairs and play some vidya with gay tranny
>at the time was going through some pedo shit thoughts
>get convinced everyone knows
>turn to gay tranny and say in my head "can you hear this?"
cont.

>4th and final acid trip

>decide to do it alone in the basement by my self
>

For me it just started ever since I was diagnosed hypochondriac oddly
>3am
>trying to sleep
>room is pitch black
>stare into the darkness
>tall guy wearing a hat and a suit
Everytime im in the dark I see him

>>39178638
fuck messed the format up,
still 3rd trip

>he nods in real time and hear a voice in my head say "yeah telepathy is an effect of acid
>break down and start crying, run into the kitchen and eat some oatmeal or something
>walk back into the living room for vidya and "schizophrenia" is repeatedly throwing trevor from gta down a mountain and killing him
>feel like I am trevor phillips
>eventually realize I like beards too much to be a pedo
>they turn on some tv show and theres jokes about leprechauns everywhere
>now I come across leprechaun jokes and shit everywhere I go

>4th and final acid trip

>decide to do it alone in the basement
>terrifying, no way to calm myself down
>hear so many distinct voices
>think Im communicating with the people upstairs
>have to mentally accept the fact that I'm schizophrenic
>eventually cant take it after 5 hours downstairs by myself
>go upstairs and everyone is angry at me
>I'm angry because I just wanted to trip alone
>the rest is pretty uneventful
>never do acid again
cont.

>>39178725
3am is the witching hour.
Anyways, seeing a tall, completely black figure, in a hat or trenchcoat is a common hallucination. Take some deliriant drugs like atropine, hyoscyamine, scopolamine, diphenhydramine, etc., and you'll see them.

>>39178763
ever since these acid trips I've been fucked
>for 4 whole months go through psychotic break after psychotic break
>be afraid to tell anyone I think I might be schizophrenic for 3 months
>hear voices
>think god is talking to me
>think I am god
>see numbers everywhere, 33, 777, and 23 mostly
>small things like water bottles or trash are relevant to my future
>think that when I watch a video the person in the video is telepathically communicating with me
>stop taking showers because I think people can see through my eyes and see me naked
>finally realize that I can't help myself and check in to a mental ward
>best decision of my life
>diagnosed schizophrenic, PTSD, ADHD, and depression
>now that I'm out will be going to assisted living because I can no longer take care of myself

and thats how my psychosis started

>>39178881
>and thats how my psychosis started
It started way before that. Back when you first became a bitch.

>>39178967
are you having a bad day? do you need someone to cuddle and talk to?

>>39179038
No, not from some psychotic bitch.

>>39179058
hey I may be psychotic but bitch is my mothers maiden name

also the cuddling can be no homo if you want my dude

>>39179139
Just because you say 'no homo' doesn't make it no homo.

>>39179179
Im just saying if (You) want it to be no homo. I clearly don't care

>>39179215
I can't live a lie like that