i think im ready to go
i cant handle living like this much longer
i've been here for about 4 years and its the only thing that makes me happy anymore
tell me the fastest way to die and i'll do it
thank you so much for always being here robots
>>35653935
Gun is fastest, but instead of that hang around in this thread and talk to me
>>35653967
i dont have access to a gun
>>35653996
Cool, so how about not doing it
Life can be fuckin depressing as shit but have you tried EVERYTHING?
>5:08 Am
>Everything is normal. Pretty chill night.
>Night's silent.
>Decide to Smoke a cigarette.
>Open window to balcony.
>Walk outside.
>I live in the countryside. Stars are pretty visible.
>Light cigarette.
>Look up at the sky.
>Immediate sense of dread.
>Most intense Fear I've ever experienced.
>Hands are so shakey I drop my lighter.
>Crazy weird /x/ Ideas pop into my mind.
>Run inside again, close window.
>There's no escape.
>Breath is short.
>I don't know where the fuck my cigarette is, I probably dropped out of my mouth while running back in.
>I'm still terrified.
>I can't understand why.
>I'm shaking and sweating like a pig.
>Eventually back up to a corner and sit there for some minutes.
>Eventually I calm myself a little bit.
>I'm still pretty spooked.
>Decide to post this on /r9k/
What the hell just happened to me robots?
Am I finally going insane?
Are aliens trying to get into my brain?
Is this a common thing?
>>35653896
Idk man I'm just jealous you have a balcony
congrats you had an anxiety attack
go get a Rx for some xanny senpai
>>35653912
Who cares about the balcony.
Fuck, I'm never going to step on that balcony ever again.
>>35654041
What if I tell you I don't trust doctors and medicines?
Anyone else feel comfy about the drop in labor force participation rate, the stagnation of wage growth, and people in general just failing/falling out of life en masse these days? It's like while the third world becomes more advanced/caught up, the first world is decaying. People collectively are falling apart and losing anything beyond the most ephemeral of reasons to go on and do almost anything.
It makes my failures feel acceptable. I'm a shitty wagecuck. All my dreams are dead. Well, sour grapes. I can't think of how much worse this dead existence of grinding days would be if everyone was really successful and the Star Trek future had come true.
>>35653855
can't say i feel particularly good about it, but i'm very interested to see how everything plays out in the next few decades
>>35653907
I guess it's not good, but it's...liberating, I guess. Like for all the shit I am, so's the rest of the world. It's like the completely pathetic parts of me are manifesting the world over, and it's a justification apart from my inherent laziness and lack of any sort of ability.
Either way, it makes success these days seem so fleeting. Celebrities get nude shots leaked, rich business leaders like Howard Schulz retire to watch their political enemies thrive, big business gets vilified and scorned, social causes collapse into mindless wailing and screaming. It's a lunacy amplified by 7.5 billion voices, and that cacophany, that madness, makes my failures seem so much less...failing.
I wish being a NEET wasn't such a miserable existence where you have to scrape by
I don't want to work, it's so bad, there's no reward for young men anymore
Hey /r9k/ what do you think of my girlfriend from Oklahoma? She's doing some modelling right now
>>35653781
I like her bangs
If you asked me to locate Oklahoma on a map I couldn't tell ya
>>35653804
Me too
Oreganilio
Post girls that you find attractive
are you literally me
this is a very noko post
supppppppppppppppp orogininal
yes papi ortiioginal2222
You want to know why everyone is depressed these days? It's because of wireless signals in the atmosphere. You may not be able to detect it with your senses, but these wireless signals are creating an impact on your brainwave signals.
>>35653683
Believe me, I know the feeling
Bullshit.
It's the niggers.
>>35653683
The wireless signals are called "wagecuckery"
That's why everyone is depressed
Circumcision should be banned until a child is 18 and can choose for their own bodies.
Stupid question but whatever, I'm uncut and I've tried to masturbate with my foreskin completely pulled back, to the point where it looks cut, the pleasure was nowhere near as good as it is when foreskin is covering the head. Is this how circumcised guys feel? If so, I feel bad for them
>>35653613
I'm an uncutfag and anti-circumcision, but i highly doubt 2/100 cutlets die or lose their weenie from circumcision. Maybe globally, but not in the west
>>35653803
Ur dumb senpai, get wet and tickle ur frenulum until you cum buckets.
Cutfags can't do that.
Got into a fight with my dad over /fitness/
Basically I told him im trying to diet and get into shape for summer. I tell him to bring nothing home for dinner or something healthy, last few nights after work he got pizza and burgers. Tonight he brought pizza again so I threw it out because I feel hes sabotaging me. Anyway we got into a heated verbal fight that almost turned physical.
And im living at home at 26 because I ran into some debt after college.
>>35653589
>it didn't turn physical
well that's why you aren't /fit/Insert insertion joke here
>almost turned physical.
Is that like almost rape?
>>35653620
I would have fucked him up and gained nothing from it.
What's on your mind anon? Something bothering you? Need someone to tell you you're not a failure? Did you accomplish something recently?
>>35653580
Salarycuck here. I know I'm luckier than most robots considering I have a salary job and thus am not reduced to wagecuckery, but it's still just utter shit. The people gossip about one another (and thus likely me) all day, the bosses never leave until usually 7-8 pm every day and no one really gets to leave before them, and the pay's not even that good. The work itself is tedious and relies upon getting people to do things they don't want to do, and there's never even the slightest hint of a "good job" or any sort of appreciation or even welcome. But the most minor of infractions or perceived unlikes, such as being too quiet or "not a team member" or "why did this take you two weeks longer than last time"; and it's five days of berating from half-assed middle managers with cheating wives and no lives who think life revolves around work that doesn't matter at all.
Fuck this shit.
>>35653580
Well im pretty drunk from rum n coke at the moment and just got back form seeing my gf for the last time(inb4 normie ree) and i'mjust gonna ramble on in some green txt cus i need to type it out
>Have gf since October
>She's def crazy, but super caring and sweet and always trying to take care of me
>We had our arguments and issues, and even when it was from her being crazy i'd always try to patch it up
>She was addicted to smoking heroin and i tried to get her off it, but she went back during one of our arguments when we werent talking much
>She decided to leave the state cus she was never gonna get clean here.
>We had an argument the other day over her nodding out from heroin and me wanting to leave cus it's no fun hanging out with someone that's passing out
>Tried to talk to her about it and hang out before she left the state
>She just kinda doens't reply to my messages much
>She's leaving tomorrow
>Ask her to hang out
>We do, but it's not the same
>Her hugs aren't tight
>She wouldn't cuddle me
>She doesn't say I love you
>Drops me off after about 2 hours and wonering why I won't talk much
>Now home chugging down rum and coke
I know I know, im an idiot for getting with a girl like that, but fuck it still hurts. Just the only person that seemed interested andg ave me their time was a heroin addict, I'm no saint i do pilss here and there but I'm not on them 24/7 or ever with drawled.
What hope do I have in finding something better?
I know it wasn't always great or amazing with her, but it sure as hell beat crippling loneliness.
>>35653757
I feel you fellow bot.
People are so good at letting us all down. That's why we're here.
I'd say don't look to the future. Don't think about what you can have, may have, may not have. Just drink and remember the feels you did have, because they're what are real. If you're an idiot, so are millions of others.
Fuck 'em. You do you. If that means get drunk, well get drunk. Lord knows I am tonight, even for a different reason, so you have company in the alcohol department.
>hear parents fighting
>one of them throws something on the ground, sounds like a remote or something
>now it sounds like my dad is slamming something while mom is upstairs
>one of them is leaving the house
they sound super mad. what do? stay quiet?
>>35653507
Go comfort your mother anon
>>35653507
if they break up and they liked you this could be good news anon.
This means your both your parents will spoil you to win your affection and spend more time with you
>>35653507
i think the remote was a dragon dildo, maybe your mom discovered that your dad was using it and now shes mad because her husband is gay
Robots, I am in a situation. I made a poorly thought out remark while driving past an Arby's with my female friend and now she's asking me to explain what roasties are.
What is the most toned-down explanation that I can give that won't make me sound like a fucking freak of nature.
what did you tell her
tell us V E R B A T I M
>>35653447
You are a freak of nature. Who engages in roastie jokes and has female friends? That's one foot in one foot out.
It's only going to get worse for you
>>35653543
I told her I could never eat at Arby's because roasties ruined it for me but only after I said it did I realize I fucked up. She asked me what roasties were and I said it was gross and she didn't want to know but now she's fucking texting me and she said "you HAVE to tell me what roasties are", caps included. How fucked am I?
Are Koreans master race?
>>35653436
They're barely even human, desu
no they are subhumans. there is currently a feminist cult with much popularity trying to murder every last korean male. they are the embodiment of degeneracy.
>>35653436
They arent human, seriously they arent.
What happened to my queen? She just vanished one day.
probably sucking black dick for coke, she's fallen off the wagon yet again but she'll be back to beg for attention and you lonely idiots will shower her in it
Is that a boy or a girlplease be a boy
>>35653508
>>35653508
>please be a boy
A boy.
YWN hug your HS oneitis
No but being a dyke allowed me to watch her change in the locker room many times so it pretty much evens out in the end.
>tfw I hugged herand then the day after graduation I confessed and got turned down
why didn't I kiss her lads
What do I use this shit on.
>>35653310
Open an IRA
>>35653310
With the right investment, you could turn that 2000 dollaridoos into 2200 dollars in as little as 5 years!
>>35653310
Get to 5,000
>>me