Who else here isn't even ugly? I can't even blame my social rejection on how I look, I'm just painfully boring and cringey in everything I do and say. Feelsbadman
I'm reasonably ugly but yeah it's my social retardation and awkwardness that fucks me over. Looks are never a deterrent for love unless you're expecting too much or are actually severely deformed... But then there's uggos who had the personality to get qts
>can't ride even ride a bike
I learned how when I was 16.
It made me feel so pathetic and inferior, so I got on a bike and kept trying until I could ride one.
I was so ashamed that I practiced learning at 3 am so the neighbors wouldn't see me.
Who here legitimately fucking insane?
>bipolar + extreme anxiety disorder (I am very social and fine after initial anxiety passes but that takes time)
>25, graduating college with a good STEM degree
>fuck up interviews at mediocre companies because of anxiety and 1 specific behavioral question I couldn't bullshit
>know I did well though, on technical side and anyways
>no call backs, friends get callbacks, bipolar kicks in
>can't get out of fucking bed because feel like killing myself
>start drinking, find courage to get out of bed
>look online at other companies, apply to another one I like
>happy again, new company looks better than before
>but now I'm drunk and didn't get anything done today on my final project that is due in a month because I didn't get out of bed until 4
>need to look healthy for interviews so need to start running
>need to stop drinking
>can't do anything after bipolar depression kicks in
Usually I'm like "fuck your depression, quit acting like a little bitch and get your fucking work done" but sometimes like today and yesterday it leaves me fucking destroyed staring at the fucking ceiling contemplating suicide. I don't really know what do do anymore. I need to talk to someone for meds but I don't like ssris. If only they would just prescribe me klonopin 2 times a day. I know I would be fine
Who hurt you the most?
/r9k/, im 5'7 135 pounds and my family keeps mentioning im fat and should lose weight.
are they right?
Did anybody else ever make the mistake of using media to define yourself? Let me explain.
I used to use my tastes in various kinds of media and trends to make myself feel superior to others. For instance:
>Ha, my taste in music is way cooler than that guy's
>I have a much deeper knowledge of cinema than that loser
>I know more about fashion than that basic faggot
>I have better taste in video games than them
And so on.
I realize now that I did this because it was all I had. I'm an empty, soulless shell of a human being, and I would cling to these meaningless forms of media and compare my tastes to others to feel better about myself.
Now I see how vacuous it all is and I realize what a pathetic excuse for a person I really am. I'm so much lower than all those people I would compare myself to. At least they are real people living life and having experiences. What am I?
I'm nothing. Just a black hole of media with nothing of value to contribute. I'm scum.
Yes, you are. But it doesn't give you the right to treat yourself like a garbage and spreading all you shit on /r9k/.
AND your tastes-don't worry-matter, OP.
Post some, pleae.
Many people define themselves based on the kind of entertainment they consume. Its more or less normal in this day and age. Partially due to people often deciding if they want to talk to a person based on what they watch/listen/play. Its a pretty vicious circle and it never ends. Break out of it and you are 100% alone as nobody wants to know the real you, usually because people don't even know themselves. They only know what they like.
What the fuck to do robots
>26 kissless hugless virgin
>I decided that I need to change my life
>there is a cute girl at work
>I went to the part of the office where she works and I asked her very akwardly out
>she giggled a little and she said ok
We will meet tomorrow night at the local bar. What the fuck to do? I have really no fucking clue (from the begining to the end, I never interacted with a female more than 5 minutes). I was expecting she will say no desu.
Should I lie that I am sick so she won't discover I am an autist?
Uh no you fucking retard
You just go and don't try too hard
Be interested in what she's saying
That's it. Don't talk too much about your autistic hobbies but a little bit is okay.
I am a special kind of retard.
How should I dress up? Should I use my ordinary clothes which I wear at work?
What to do when we meet?
If we sit down to a table what to do?
What should we talk about?
Should I ask her about herself?
Should I tell her I like vidya and anime?
There is live music in that bar with a dance floor, should I ask her if she wants to dance on first date? (I can dance pretty well my parents forced me into dance school)
When is it time to go home?
Should I accompany her to her home?
I am really fucking lost and freaked out.
You are responsible for all of the things that happen in your life and you are the one who can change it.
This is the solution of every problem of your life and you don't have a fucking excuse.
Write a letter to someone who may never read it.
Dear [retired typewriter],
My new typewriter is way better. The buttons go clickety clack, not fft fft, and I can press many more of them at once without experiencing insolent failure.
I will not miss your unpleasant feel to the touch either. Also you were dirty and didn't light up with LEDs were you even trying.
In conclusion, I totally enjoyed typing this out, and I would not have if it was with you.
Sincerely, guy with [superior new typewriter]
You are now a girl. This is a girls only thread. Lets be happy.
Smile is the most important thing in socializing, and mine is disgusting and makes me look retarded
It's not even because of shitty teeth because my teeth are white and neat, it's just how my face looks whenever I smile
I can't fucking make it bros
Fuck Red Vines
>tfw only 137 iq score
Who else a /brainlet/ here?
>mfw I've been told I'm some kind of child prodigy my entire childhood
>read academic books at the age of 10
>skipped most of secondary school
>enter a depressive phase during my teens that I never quite recovered from
>no longer extremely gifted compared to peers
I would say "feels bad man" but really it doesn't. I just feel a passive sort of curiosity while reflecting upon it.
If you like traps, you're gay
Why does this baby look so smug?
It knows that her father won't walk out on her, which is instinctive in the rest of her mother's kind. Still a disgusting half-breed though