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i cant watch porn anymore because i will never be in the guys spot
just makes me feel like a cuck looking at it
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switch to solo male porn. you will always be in that spot.
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porn is part of what is making you a cuck also
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>>38842695
expIain pls

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So I think I could become a normie but I have one major problem. I'm terrified to get a job because of the down time in between the actual work. The time where the normies just stand around talking to each other waiting for something to do. I've experienced it before and I fail every time. They always find out I'm weird because I can't banter, make small talk, joke around whatever you want to call it. They try to start it with me and my mind goes completely blank and all I can do is smile awkwardly and force out some boring brick wall of an answer. Is there anything I could read? Any tips? Please guys I really think this is the key for me.
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ask about them, then combo chain more questions about what they said and so on. works every time and normies will think youre a great listener. plus theyll do all the talking so you wont have to think for yourself. just avoid the landmines.
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>>38842622
I feel like this strategy isn't sustainable. I'm going to be working with these people every single day I'll either run out of questions by like day three or they'll get annoyed that I never contribute.
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>>38842582
I was the same way with stupid retail jobs
Currently I'm working as a CNA, it's a lot of manual labor and because of that I don't feel as autistic. When people talk to me I'm so worn out, being anxious and autistic takes a back seat and I'm able to communicate just fine. I think the exercise provides me with normie endorphins
Try a manual labor job and socializing will be the last of your worries, really.

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The fuck is wrong with me?

>be me 24yo
>ex-robot
>go to parties on regular basis
>get invited to chicks places
>end up fingerbanging them because i dont want to fuck them
>cant get gf because personal life is work-go home-vidya-sleep

Its been 4 years like this.
Every time they spread their legs i really want to fuck them but i dont want to waste my virginity.
I really think its not worth it.
Also 4 years ago i became somewhat religious.
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>>38842581
>i dont want to waste my virginity
Fuck off normo
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I really think you are lying to yourself mate and you are just insecure. You would literally not lose anything by fucking those girls.
I'm 27 a virgin and actually made zero chances to lose it and when I had it circumstances weren't ideal but 15% of it was still me being scared despite not giving a fuck anymore.
Why do you think this is that big of a problem in itself anyway?
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>>38842986
because im full nofap
constantly have wet dreams

and i dont know about insecure,i can get sex without any effort.I infiltrated the normies and became better at hitting on women than them

>spoilers
it actually is all about confidence,except women can smell fake or overcompensating confidence

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Okay r9k I have a confession. When I was young I was an introvert I would rather spend my days inside playing with Legos and drawing. I didn't care when other kids got hurt or anything because I was the one in their situation. Every day I would go to school and act out fake feelings to gain their trust and make them like me. It made me feel better about myself that I was actually a social person. And then around High School I learned about sociopaths. We had to do a school report on different mental disorders and my group was assigned sociopaths. As we did the research I slowly started to realize that I was a sociopath. At first I just thought I was trying to make myself look cool by posing as one but the evidence was there I would tell bullshit stories to Chads to make them like me. I would also do the same thing with stacys. I eventually learned how to make a conversation subconsciously go towards my desire. It just seemed like it was easy to control these people because there's their own fault for acting so fucking stupid. Eventually I had so many facades that I lost my old personality within them. After I finished high school I realized I was an empty shell with only a small piece of my original personality. I made different personalities for different type of people. For the first time in my life I did feel something... Depression. I originally started lying and creating these fake personalities to protect myself from getting physically attacked or to be rewarded. But I lost my old self. I've become very bitter and much more violent I no longer socialize anymore and it become very introverted. I'm thinking of doing an hero. I would rather die then losing the last little piece of me I have left: my desire to draw.

Fellow robots, please don't make the same mistake I did you are right to stay away from the Chad's and Stacy's because in the end You'll Lose Yourself trying to understand them.
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You just want attention OP. Sociopathy is a catch-all term for people who can't socialize. Like you know, most robots. If you can socialize, then you're not a sociopath. It's that simple.
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>>38842554
How can I manipulate ppl?
I used to be that loud douchebag asking girls stupid baiting questions, making myself look like a fool, anything really to get people's attention and start a conversation and really feel a rush when things were going my way.

But now... my insecurity is my own worst enemy. I hate the loud douchebag now and cringe at anyone still doing it, but they are the ones getting all the poon. I can't lie like I used to, and I think that if I do start a conversation, they'll see my auts seep out of me and abandon me once they see I'm a complete loser
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>>38842831
Learn to English, brainlet. It's
>Like, you know, most robots.
not
>Like you know, most robots.

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Why don't you try to get an asian gf /r9k/?
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>>38842537
Jesus christ if I were a black woman I'd feel like shit after reading that chart.

Also a lot of betas do go to Asia as an English teacher just to LARP being a Chad
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>>38842537
Because there aren't any Asians where I live.
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>>38842537
>Why don't you try to get an asian gf /r9k/?
I dont find asians attractive therefore i dont have yellow fever.

I'm going to take the next 2 weeks before I move into a new place with some roomates to find some inner peace.

I have schz / clinical depression / awful night terrors / PTSD from beatings & rape as a kid

I was able to find peace with myself about a year and a half ago and kept it for a good month and haven't been able to since.

I work half from home and part time else-ware to help pay bills but my income from the two is split even.

Right now all I'm going to do is eat well / read / write some music / draw / design my new roomate layout in the future / manage money / go to church.

How do you anon's find your inner peace?
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>>38842483
>How do you anon's find your inner peace?
using up all of my free time to play vidya and as much as my body could possibly take. then crying later because i'm lonely and my head hurts from all those goddamn games.
i'm addicted and i don't know how to stop. when I stop I feel nothing but emptiness and sadness within me.
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>>38842805
what game yo
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Meditation and Stoicism. Though sometimes my brain goes into overdrive and it's impossible to calm.

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>permavirgins
>weebs
>mentally ill people
>people into weird stuff

When did they start flooding the board?
You're ruining for the rest of us, just go to /a/ or whatever
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>>38842412
xd funneh trol post
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omg like right?soooooooooo creepy LOL XD
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>>38842412
I am neither of the first two. Fuck off with this shit.

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>tfw you're on the same boat with autists like this

Trump is great, but seriously fuck off.
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>people like that actually exist
do these faggots have no self awareness?
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>>38842413

Those dudes actually look like they'd be easy to befriend.

That's a nice thought!
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>>38842428
I couldn't stand being friends with them

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>raised by a single mother
>mom kept me sheltered like a plant because she was afraid I was going to do drugs or get into trouble if I went out with friends
>instead stayed inside and played vidya and browsed internet all my childhood and teenage years
>lose any kind of a chance to socialize and become normie
>now when I'm an adult she wonders why I spend all the time in my room and why I don't have any friends or gf
>busted whore is desperate for grandkids and gets upset whenever I tell her that I don't want any gf and probably thinks I'm gay for not wanting one
single mom's are fucking worthless
it's a death sentence for a male
i wish i could be euthanized at birth
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>>38842339
It's not your fault anon, just keep on playing vidya, one day the government will supply you with a gf that you deserve
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>>38842339
This isn't the end anon, the only one who can escape you is.
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>raised by a schizo and druggie mother
im honestly surprised i didnt end up as a homeless methhead

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Wojak it's me, let me in.

The tinder date was a catfish.
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>>38842324
Sure bro, wanna rewatch drive again?
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>>38842324
OkCupid was pretty nice when I tried it. I met a qt on there seven months ago compared to nothing on Tinder. It could have worked if I had a car.
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>>38842336
sure. that sounds nice :')

How do you have your tea robots?

Black tea with milk and half a teaspoon of sugar
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Tea is for plebs. Iced tea is good, so is hot tea, but still, it's a general pleb choice.

Drink coffee instead, with lots of cream and sugar.
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>>38842311
>Black tea with milk
No.
>>38842343
Coffee is for pretentious hipsters and wageslaves who get no sleep
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Just like my coffee: plain.

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I've been travelling as a vagabond for a while. Someone asked me to write out my reason why, and I figured I'd share it here because why not.

It's a bit tl;dr

Why I travel
It was the middle of summer the year 2016 when I realized there was something severely wrong with my life.

The day before, I'd been to the doctor to have a mole looked at. It was the first time in years that I'd been to the doctor, and while he conclude the mole was benign, he sensed that there was something else wrong with me. Guess you can't hide your symptoms from an old, trained eye. I refused that there was anything wrong, but he still ran some tests on me, and the simple fact that he asked made me introspective.

I'd been smoking weed every day for years. My relationship with my family was hanging on to a thread. I was about to enter university but had no idea what I wanted to do in life. I'd taken on responsibilities at my dorm as the head of the resident council to at least have something to engage myself in, but that was just adding on to the growing pile of stress and pressure that would eventually culminate in a personal breakdown.

The day before my realization I'd cried myself to sleep. I didn't know why, but it was the first time in a long while that I actually felt anything except the usual numbness towards any situation. So when I went back to the doctor to get the results, and I was diagnosed with stress and high blood pressure, it became clear that something had to change.

I was given the choice to go on antidepressants and blood pressure medicine, both which I refused. The doctor told me that nothing was wrong with me physically, so everything had to be psychological. Having grown up with a mother who's a clinical psychologist (and who screwed me up really good), I knew that psychological problems for the most part could be changed through a lifestyle change.
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>>38842307
But the idea to go travel didn't come to me right away. A lot of self loathing came first; all those years wasted trying to figure out what I wanted without any results had left me literally depressed and with a severe drug habit. I could have done so many things instead, and the realization that I'd wasted a good decade of my life and most of my youth on nothing made it tough for me to see any positive solution to my problems. So I ended up in the shower with a knife in my hand. For an hour I contemplated ending it right there so I wouldn't have to suffer any further disappointment, but I could shake the notion that since I'm ready to give everything up, I might as well do something totally crazy. I had nothing to lose anyway.
I'd realized that for the most part, my situation could be blamed on the way my mother raised me. She'd been incredibly controlling every since my older siblings moved out and it was just me and her living alone in an apartment together. She'd forced me to get a job at the age of 13, but collected all the money I earned. My life from 13 to 18 basically consisted of going to school, getting home and going straight to work, then come home around 8 or 9 at night and force some dinner down my throat before collapsing. And I'd never see any of my salaries, my mom would collect it to pay off some imaginary debt that for some reason kept growing bigger and bigger.
So with no chance to explore myself as a teenager, I was flung into depression. Weed was the easy way out, it simulated the happiness that I craved so much. But even after moving out and getting my own life with my own money, the weed abuse continued. It simply didn't occur to me that life might actually be enjoyable without fake happiness, as I couldn't remember how the real deal felt.
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sorry I forgot to fix the spacing in that post
>>38842327
And since weed was cheap and easy to get in my city, it was the logical choice for a chronically depressed young man to simply smoke his days away. So for years I'd experience no personal development and just take one day after the other, building upon the pile of stress and pressure that loomed ever taller over me.

All this dawned on me in that one hour shower session, and the idea of travelling luckily hit me. I'd been a scout for some years and still had all my outdoor equipment, so living on the road as a vagabond would prove no problem. I didn't have a house with a mortgage, I had no debt, no girlfriend, no job responsibilities, and no idea what I wanted to study anyway. So I threw the idea past my friends, and they all found it to be a brilliant solution to my problems; go explore the world, and at the same time, yourself.

At the time I worked as a hotel receptionist, a job I'd had for 4 years. I let my boss know of my plans to go travel, and set a date half a year in the future where I would leave. Ticket bought for Japan, the first destination out of hopefully many. My boss gave me all the work he could offer me, and even fired a coworker who'd been slacking in order to give me even more shifts. I ended up working an average of 7.2 hours a day, every day, for half a year, and scraped together quite a bit of money. Getting a visa for Japan was also straight forward, since Denmark and Japan have a working holiday visa agreement; one year abroad for free, and I could get a job there if I wanted.
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>>38842363
So half a year passed. Working so much was tough, but with a clear goal in mind for the first time in a decade, it was easy peasy. I sold everything I could, gave away the rest, packed my bags, quit my dorm room lease, and left for the airport.

Was it the right choice? The whole point is to figure myself out, which I have yet to do. But the alternative was to go on medication and become a zombie, studying some degree that I might end up hating, and kill myself at some point in the future. For now, my future is open. I have no plans. I just go where the wind and the people I meet take me. And I'm actually feeling a sort of happiness, a happiness that comes naturally from within myself instead of through a paper filter.

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This was a recent conversation with my mother
>her: have you thought about taking up golf
>me: I'd rather not spend time and money on something I'm not guaranteed to enjoy
>have you tried it before?
>I went to a driving range but I was pretty shit compared to everyone else
>nobody starts off good, you could hire an instructor
>But why go through that trouble and effort if I don't know I'll enjoy it?
>all hobbies are based off things you enjoy
>ok mum, let me list all the things I enjoy
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>Well you need to find something you like doing
>BUT WHY WASTE THE MONEY AND TIME WITH NO GUARANTEE OF SUCCESS?
I don't understand why she doesn't get that I'll be even more angry and resentful if I've spent my hard earned resources on something I may simply hate doing? Spending money on the lottery at least guarantees you a CHANCE of winning. Doing lolsorandum activities just to kill time offers a guarantee of money and time wasted with no assurance of happiness offered.
Anyone else have to deal with retarded conversations like this.
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>all that whining over nothing

Geez, no wonder your mom told you to get a hobby.
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>>38842255
>"Well you need to find something you like doing"

My mom says that all the time, I've tried doing shit and yeah, it just costs resources and money trying to find something.
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>>38842292
Hey why don't you buy some nails and a hammer, then nail your foot to the floor.
What haven't tried it yet? Why not, you might enjoy it.
This is how you sound

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How do I help spreading islam in Europe? It looks like the only solution to insane sex market. I hate women so much.
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>>38842251
If you hate women so much then why not let Islam spread more? It only benefits the men
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>>38842281
This is not politisc, and this is not really about religion because I am not discussing religion, I am discussing a solution for robot misery.
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>>38842280
I want it to spread faster.

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I'm so fucking stupid. I wish i could just fucking put my thoughts into words that I can speak. I hate myself so fucking much
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Just do what you did now but with real life talking words.
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>>38842270
I can't because I don't know why.
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>>38842298
Thats fine,not everyone needs tl succeed in life. Just the good people.

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