I don't know what to do...I have no friends IRL and have spent the last 7 years playing hl2rp on gmod.
It's the only game I ever found fun, escaping the world of wage cucking to be a powerful Unit in the MPF force. The entire hl2rp community thinks I'm a pedophile do to me liking anime all due to this small group of admins In Lemon punch. I got banned from there, Nebulous, shock core all Beacase of their lies about me. I even got banned from cloud 16. A month ago I thought I found a community to protect me. They found out about the lies and I explained to them and they treated me nice.
I've been bullied by girls for years and lost all attraction to them. I'm bi. I have only felt attraction to anime girls and men due to the harrasment I get from woman.
Yesterday I came out and expressed these feelings and a single admin from the community I loved Earthfall got mad at me for some reason and banned me from everything on the server. I'm broken. I RPed differently like I drew anime in the bunks as my MPF but that wax just passive character development. All of it is gone and the other admins are not doing anything and ignore me. I've been on the bottom of the social ladder for so long. What's the point of living?
>>35487238
Move onto something else
Have you tried Spacestation 13? It looks like shit but has nice depth, especially if you play on the HEAVY RP servers otherwise it's just TTT. There are also gamemodes like Colonial Marines which is ss13 but Ridley Scotts Aliens
I've also come to realize that EVERY videogame server is run by a circlejerk of friends who will share opinions and hand out unjust punishments REALLY SO in garry's mod
we even have a 4chan ss13 server so you can play with likeminded losers.
>>>/vg/170866910
>>35487585
I'll be sure to check it out, thanks anon.
Zara Kane, is that you?
>oneitis that i orbit has chad bf
>last night sends me a bunch of nudes of herself
>holyshit.jpg im about to lose my virginity to my oneitis
>today
>"sorry anon I meant to send that to chad not you - I was super drunk haha this is awkward"
what is the most painless method of suicide?
does she text you often or was this the first in a while?
Why would you orbit a woman who has a boyfriend?
>>35487259
we text daily and I've confessed my love to her once
>>35487264
because im a desperate loser?
Is it true that escorts have a "No Black Men" policy or is that just the low class trashy ones?
Ive been thinking about getting an whore but i keep seeing on here that they dont do black guys but the only experience ive had has been with really high end girls and i dont want to have to spend$1000+ every time i want to fuck
Where did you hear about this policy?
>>35487258
look at ads on backpage, most of the girls black or not have signs about no black guys
you may see a no black guys under 35 rarely, and most rare of all no sign
>>35487258
I live on the west coast. Every escort add I see has "No Black Men".
I have seen latino, asian, and white men preferred signs
>it's another "get drunk and shitpost all night while watching jewtube videos" episode
>>35487124
I've never understood why people get drunk to go on a computer or play video games, that's extremely pathetic.
>it's another "dream of her and have your entire day ruined" episode.
this time she was shot to death
>>35487143
I've never got it either.
Probably actual alcoholics.
Any other robots here have OCD?
I've never talked to another person who has Pure O. Giving this a chance.
>>35487086
Every time I see this stupid annoyinv picture I just wanna punch her square in the nose and knock her out.
>TEEHEE TAKE A PIC OF ME EATING THIS SMORE WHILE I CROSS MY EYES I BET IT WILL BE SO CUTE!
>>35487183
That bitch!
Fuck now I want to eat a smore. Maybe I'll make one tomorrow if my oneitis hangs out with me but HE ALWAYS FLAKES REEEEEEE
Post your favorite Pepe, the one you never get to use
>>35486998
I can never use this reaction.
>>35486998
Coming right up, family
>>35486998
made it all by myself
Any robots in Los Angeles? I need a roomate. Im scared of getting a normie off craigslist. I stick to myself in my own room but wouldnt mind an occasional friend to play vidya with and watch kino. Place is a nice house you would have your own room and bathroom. Need 1k a month.
>>35486763
>caveat: you might get raped
>1k a month
Fucking california man
>>35486763
I pay 775 for my place in Mar Vista. I'm moving out on Friday, and my my roomate is a 53 year old man who's chill. I leave for work in the morning before he wakes up, and he doesn't come home until like 9pm. Best schedule ever.
I just want to FUCK some FUCKING girls and degrade them with my FUCKING COCK
Is it too much to FUCKING ask
For some reason I have a weird aversion to sex
Like it seems like it would be fun but at the same time I feel like I won't really enjoy it
Anyone else feel the same
>>35486828
no i'm FUCKING DESPERATE for FUCKING SEX
>>35486828
I kind of feel this way about relationships with girls like I want but also I don't want. I dont know about sex because im still a virgin
ITT: Objective truths
>only normies enjoy alcohol, video games, or music
>>35486625
music is... just the best.
>>35486625
>only normies enjoy alcohol, video games, or music
honestly I agree
What do robots enjoy?
I did something bad and now i feel really bad inside
>>35486507
did you get internal bleeding from attempts of dilating yourself?
>>35486507
I havent felt like this in a long time, i just want to curl up and die
>>35486551
No not quite
Originalironi
Do we live in a post-truth world?
When did the news ever tell the full truth?
>>35486247
We're just more aware of the lack of truth. The lies have always been there. We just didn't have internet and citizen journalists before, so we lived in the lies blissfully ignorant. The past was a more innocent time to be sure. But the amount of people awakening is encouraging.
I do have nostalgia for the pre internet times (or before it became a thing everyone used). When people would actually socialize with eachother.
I remember standing in line at the store and just chatting with the random person in front of me because what else are you gonna do while you wait. There's no smartphone to bury your face in. Try doing that now people will think you're a crazy person, like why are you talking to me weirdo?
The internet is so convenient and nice to have. But if we woke up tomorrow and the internet just poof disappeared, the only thing I'd be bummed about is YouTube. Only because YouTube is the logical conclusion to tv. No commercials and only content you want to see. But other than that, I wouldn't care.
No, we live in a world where the (((media))) can no longer fully control the facts and narrative thanks to the internet
Hello /r9k/ my mother just informed me that a female my age will be staying at my house over the summer, and she might be staying for a while, it is not certain yet but my mother says it is likely. This girl is the daughter of my family's friend. I am already getting nervous, what should I do? I am already thinking about hibernating in my room. If I decide not to hibernate what should I talk to her about? I have never had a girl my age stay at my house at all so I'm very nervous.
Give trying to be friends with her a shot. We had a girl live here for about a year while her parents did some missionary thing. She ended up being really cool and leaned on me a lot. We spent tons of time together and almost became like siblings. It was a lot of fun, you should give it a shot.
>>35486207
0 _0 How could I possibly do that? I haven't made a friend in ages.
>>35486072
Things are looking up anon you might even have a practice gf
>unathletic as fuck
>sister convinces me to run with her
>fuckit.jpg
>go for run
>she's dressed in something like pic related
What did she mean by this? No, really this type of stuff can't be comfortable to work out in. Right?
of courts its not comfortable, she just wants attention
It's "active wear."
They use it as an excuse to act like sluts.
Same as swim clothes.
>>35486041
This.
It's annoying when I run and I see some roasty dressed in something like that, literally looks like panties and a small tank top, she might as well be wearing that.
i am turned on by fat men. morbidly obese guys.
does this mean i have daddy issues? how do i tell my therapist?
yes im a cis girl
>>35485859
I don't see how the two are connected. Then again I'm also into bigger guys.
>>35485880
>>35485859
then either of you should become my gf
>>35485859
Asl? Im 300lbs and just had a 3.5k calorie meal and am plotting what I will eat for my 2nd dinner. Does this turn you on?
>tfw no bf who gently beats the shit out of me and then cuddles me while I am a sniffling bleeding mess laying on the ground
haha domestic violence lol
>>35485410
>haha domestic violence lol
yeah
>>35485291
iktf OP. I wish I had a bf that would slap me around like his property and cuddle me afterwards