>tfw you're completely removed from the human experience and cannot relate to a single person
Whom here has experienced this? Please share your experiences and maybe you can find a friend who is like you.
>Never had a gf
>Have a job but too anxious to socialize with co-workers
>Too ankward to even make friends online
>unable to take things seriously
>disconnected from birth culture
>literally a messenger of god
>just signed away my last friends
One step closer to finally being able to die in peace.
>be 26 year old virgin
>got out of the military not too long ago
>going to college again
>be outgoing on the first day
>try to get to know people in my classes
>tons of girls on campus
>even see a few that smile in my general direction sometimes
>ive talked to some of the girls in my class
>but I can't relate to them at all.
>its akward and forced
>I wish I had died on my last deployment so I wouldn't have to deal with this shit
>have to start from scratch because my military training doesn't qualify me to do shit
>spend alot of time working out and smoking weed
>thought college was going to be awesome but I really just want to die
>no end in sight
>i honestly don't even know what to do with my life
I wish I was dead
>be me, catholic
>in an attempt to cure social anxiety, accept nihilism
>remain very religious
>live has no meaning other than being a passage into the afterlife
I'm not even sure you can call it nihilism at this point, maybe pseudo-nihilism?
>mum finds out because of a slip of the tongue
>she gets triggered, thinking I've turned away from God
>but I didn't tho
>tells me we've got an serious talk ahead of us
I just don't believe in the normie ways. There's no point for me to go out of my way to emulate one, it truly doesn't matter to me anymore. Still believe in God/afterlife/morality, though.
What do I do in this situation, /r9k/? Also, you're welcome to turn this into a blackpill thread, haven't seen any of those recently.
try to find what gives you pleasure in life instead of seeking a deeper meaning, takes some pointers from the mapo tofu priest.
alternatively stop using bargain bin normie tier nihilism and read some of Nietzsche's work (assuming you already have read other relevant philosophical works) and cure yourself of such incessant faggotry
This post is radiating honesty, it feels like. I'm going to need to look more deeply into philosophy, you're on point about me being shallow on that front. Keep in mind, I'm not trying to deny God, only to deny norms. I'm already pursuing what gives me happiness, and trying my hardest to not let other's judgment influence me.
SERIOUSLY PLEASE TELL ME HOW DO I MAKE FRIENDS AND TALK TO PEOPLE I SIT IN SILENCE ALL DAY HOW TO I START A CONVERSATION WITH A STRANGER HOW DO NORMIES DO IT
Idk. I made all my friends in high school. Maybe do some GED classes? Or find a local call of duty team.
>tfw i think im ready to kill myself
>tfw too lazy to go outside and find a high building without the door blocked
>and also the chances of exactly you being born is above billions.
Do you got any viable proof or theory about that?
Want to create a new language,r9k?
No, but if you waant to challenge your autism, I'll give you a task that could make you internet famous:
base a language on pictures of anime girls. Specific girls could be roots, and their actions, positions, hair, could all be indicators of meaning, and the background could be an extra layer.
Remember not to just make it an English clone. I would recommend, using those features, going off of either an agglutinative style (like Hungarian), or a very high context style (like Chinese or Japanese).
>best friend told me he has feelings for me
>not gay but still considering it
Would it be a bad idea to fill that void of loneliness?
>"Portion of chicken balls, right?"
>"Uhh yeah, heh"
I'm never going back there again. So what if I order the same thing all the time, the fuck business is it of yours you smirking fuck?
>not understanding what being a regular implies
I am bored and want some human interaction simulation
>ITT we post anything we want and see where thread goes.
I'll start: How are you today anon and what are you up to?
on september 11 ill meet my new class
i know absolutely no one and someone will have to sit near me
the anxiety's kickin' in
You can create 100kg of regular(not antimatter, composed of stable isotopes) matter. What would it be?
well well well, look wot we got here, what say you be in the box?
what youtubers do you watch robots?
Is this post stronger than those Chesterfields?
share your /stevememes/ lads
What do you do when you're really sad?
I try to stay distracted, I play some game or watch anime. Do you have series you like, anon ?
Sometimes when I'm too sad I write down my troubles on the computer, it helps to vent in some way.
I have a fetish for men crying. it's my only fetish. AMA
Holy shit you boring faggot, fucking tell us something, anything, that could make the thread the least interesting. Fuck these placeholder threads.
0/10 would not sob.