Anything goes thread

Looking for a gf.
How about you Anon, wanna be my gf?

Still devastated from my bike being stolen last night
It's a downward spiral from here

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on september 11 ill meet my new class
i know absolutely no one and someone will have to sit near me
the anxiety's kickin' in

Trying to extinguish the flame of hope. It's obvious that it's impossible for me to get a qt gf, but I still dream. I don't want to dream.

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nothin much anon
https://vocaroo.com/i/s1Ywy6yhX1VI

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>>39607400
pls annon dont be sad
maybe what i say wont matter to you but you are a good preson i know it and i want you to be happy

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>>39606986
Me? I'm ok, I'm just playing games atm. Idk what to do for dinner.

>>39607346
There are no gf's on /r9k/
>>39607367
Did you leave it outside shop or something?
>>39607392
Make sure you smell bad - nobody will sit next to you
>>39607400
Have tried finding fatties or 2/10's?
>>39607433
Thank you Anon. I'm anxious to look for these things on google. Have more?
>>39607531
Take away is the answer. What you playin?

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>>39607531
what games do you play, anon? hopefully you play very original ones.

>>39607591
Yes, I went for a bike ride when the sun went down and stopped to get a drink on my way home
I checked the bike while waiting for my order, but when I went back outside a minute later it was gone
I feel really stupid and want to die

>>39607531
Patrician fetish senpai

Not original???

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>>39607591
the issue is someone HAS to sit near me, in my shitty country the put desk in duo idk what its called in english

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>>39607631
>went for a bike ride when the sun went down
That's your problem Anon, you can't see niggers in dark.

>>39607591
My standards seem to be low (points for me, bad becomes good and good becomes great), but even whales don't seem to want me. If they know their place, they won't initiate anything, neither will I.

>>39607530
Thanks, it means a lot, anon. But you see, by killing my unrealistic dreams, I can reach enlightenment. The point is being able to be happy without a wet hole to put your schlong in. Even though I don't want anything more than a cuddle.

>>39607700
Fuck off, dude, I don't think that's funny

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I had a really bizarre dream the other night. It was me and some other anon i recognize from here in medieval italy or france or somewhere in the border of those two shitty countries. It looked like the 1300s though and shit.

Only thing that was different was that everyone spoke in a really modern way. Like the Moors I encountered spoke like modern day niggers "whats good, my nigga" and some of the women spoke like modern day roasties "eww whatever" and shit.

Weed smoking also seemed pretty commom wtf it felt so real. I was dreased like pic related and i was wishing with my friend and a couple Moors passing around a blunt. iirc some roman guards kinda shoo'd us from the area but they seemed pretty chill and didnt arrest us

My online friends haven't been messaging me lately so I've been listening to a lot of music

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>>39607674
Same was for me, we had to sit in duo. Best option for you is just to be friendly. Don't talk much, just politely smile when someone looks your way.

>>39607674
I think they are called double desks in English. Shit sucks though

>>39607531
what's happening in this picture? what is she sitting on???

>>39607999
Whoa, check my digits out.
>inb4 self-checking is for fags

>>39606986
well it was pretty good mostly, classes were good! i tried to talk to a guy and he kind of humoured me but obviously wasn't interested. do you think i'll ever get a boyfriend?

im so tired of this society
of this board
of the internet
everyone being so immature...so irrational..so stupid
how is it possible that only a minority understands?
why do people only see black and white

>>39608017
You fuck off blackbot.

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>>39607999
You sure are a sensitive person, anon. Or maybe long, dark times made you this way, affection starving is painful to deal with. I know you have been trough more than what the people around you would ever think.

Sexual tension can be released, but most feel ashamed after doing it. I don't know about you but it should be no major problem isn't it?

Please, don't kill your dreams! Well, actually, i suppose no one really can, but don't hate your dreams. It's trough the necessity of living better and achieving things that we humans live! What would please you in life if it was just a monotonous routine?

>>39608112
I'm not black and there are not many black people here
Your racism is of no use to anyone

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>>39608017
Then look closer in my pic, one of them might be yours.
>>39608027
How long have you been doing drugs anon? I would suggest to take some time off.
>>39608107
It actually is only black and white. What's in between just get's beaten by both.

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>>39608038
ahah, yeah, but anxiety is anxiety. I'm just overthinking because i am a retarded reject of society.
But thanks.

>>39607591
I'm playing battlefield for now but I'm gonna switch over to something else.
I might get takeaway. A lot of choices. >>39607608
Like I said above. I only got an Xbox one.
>>39607650
Latex is my #1 fetish
>>39608060
She's sitting in the dudes face and coming. :) she's wearing latex I assume.

>>39608156
its not only black and white
we have all kinds of colours and all kind of shades

considering to hit up a thot
very frisky, and very bipolar
apparently shes slightly ginger too, i really dont know, could really fuck me over good, in whatever way you twist and bend the meaning of that

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>>39607999
Do you know that if gf is your main goal you will never get one? you must have it as a side quest.
>>39608201
Have you tried xanax or similar? I never have, but fags here constantly praise it.
>>39608202
Me too. I play BF2 as it's the only shooter I'm good at.
>>39608248
Stop listening to faggot's. It's one or the other, how extreme you are obv is different question.

>>39608156
I'm on mescaline every other week.

>>39608107
imma agree that its all really black and white, the fragments of black and white, hellbent and sticked back together makes whats in between of black and white
skype or discord?

>>39608201
Anxiety has many forms, learning to control your own mind may help. But it takes will, if you lack will first step would be to get healthy and get testosterone.

>>39608151
Why can't I find friends like this who genuinely care and give solid advice? People find me depressing and get mad for some reason. I guess I ruin their sunshine.

>"HURR JUST DON'T THINK ABOUT IT THAT WORKS XD"
>nope, what do?
>"Lol" *ghosts*

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>>39608289
Will need a pic to judge your choice
>>39608311
And? Does it help?
>>39608319
I use neither of them, as I rarely interact with people online.

Suggest me something to waste my time. Can't go to sleep for a while.

>>39608428
>Does it help?
Not really, but its pleasant to be on.

Finally got in to see a psychiatrist, only it turned out to be a resident, told me we weren't gonna do an evaluation and if I came back for the follow up visit in a week she'll give me a prescription for Prozac
Pretty shitty considering what a pain in the ass it was to get an appointment

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>>39608151
>tfw I'm getting useful info about my situation
>tfw the thread I just made specifically about this gets no replies
My father was abusive (heck, he's still abusive to my younger siblings), this made me develop a "don't care" kind of response, which is now slowly turning into nihilism. I'm actually a very happy person, and greatly value my autonomy, so you could call my stance a positive-pseudo-nihilism sort of thing.
My answer to sexual tension is 2D, and very casual waifumism.
The only dreams I'm killing are the unreasonable ones. Not long ago, I felt miserable, because tfw no gf. Not caring about it is the right choice, for me, at least.

>>39608293
That's exactly the point I'm trying to make. I'm abandoning the gf quest.

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i want chika to come back i miss him

i deleted him like an asshole from discord but i was too toxic for him !

>>39606986
>How are you today anon and what are you up to?
I was going to draw but i preffered to stay here getting depressed over the fact that i don't have a gf

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>>39608477
i'm sorry to hear your father was abusive towards you, i guess you are far from him now right?
And i wonder what's preventing you from getting a gf? I'm like you so i understan how you feel, not asking to tell "YOUCANDOITXD"


>>39608411
w-well anon... there is me *blushes*

Sorry guys im phoneposting e.e

>>39608460
look up what effects fluoride has on your brain before deciding to take prozac, look up chemical formula of prozac

>>39608428
watch "DMT the spirit molecule"

>>39608477
look up "the law of attraction"

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What do you do when everything seems stale? I don't know how to break the monotony.

>wake up
>watch youtube until afternoon
>go to work
>come home
>watch youtube/browse 4chan
>go to sleep

>>39608941
have you ever had a girlfriend or do you just suppose its pure bliss because its what normies strive for?

>>39608293
everything is more complex than you want to believe but at the same time those patterns are easy to see and understand

the merhapor can also be compared with demensions

>>39608974
take some proper drugs, work out, find some people to hang out with

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>>39608459
Ask >>39608027 what he is taking, look's like that could improve your situation.
>>39608460
They all are useless. Problem is not fixable by medicine. You just have to man up. I have social anxiety as well, but I fore myself in situations I would better avoid. Truth to be told, I don't go to parties or similar useless bulshit.
>>39608934
How can people even keep track on whom are they talking to on discord? Shit moves too fast.
>>39608974
Same for me, but I spend my extra time either on more work or some project like car stereos, pc's, micro controllers, hiking and so on. Will buy a composite bow in next few months. Just like the one Lara or crisis guy have.
>>39609046
Know that, I was just talking In general. "Who have eyes shall see" was the quote I guess.

>>39609046
what exactly is more complex, lets get to the details
youknow those captcha images, you are really helping some government entity identifying vehicles for whatever computer, probably artificial intelligence

I've been thinking lately about where it all went wrong.

When I was in 5th grade I fell in love hard with the girl who lived across the road and used to spend every afternoon and summer day playing with the all the neighborhood kids and hatching plots to make her like me back. My life was literally perfect so when we started being boyfriend and girlfriend I thought I went to heaven. Then she proceeded to totally fuck with me. Date me for 2 weeks, dump me. Wait a month, date me for another week, dump me. This happened like 6 times. I was absolutely crushed everytime, I just never learned.
I used to remember this as just dumb childhood larping but I'm starting to think it really fucked me up in a big way.

>>39609122
because he is chika baka

i miss him hey i know ur reading this message sorry :(

>>39609122
medicine is what has a lasting positive effect
drugs? drugs are what you get hooked on, most drugs people take are toxic in one or another way
if you go to a shrink you sell your soul to a drug dealer that has to get you hooked on some heroine shit, you have become a customer - not a patient, a company that doesnt have returning customers shuts down eventually

I occasionally want the same thing, but I can't for the life of me bring myself to care even the smallest bit for the problems of anyone else on this board so I rarely can bring myself to post. At the same time I think this is not an uncommon phenomenon as this board seems to have a disproportionate number of topics made to ones that get more than a few posts. The most popular ones generally seem to be the ones like this where people can post about themselves or whatever is on their mind, which is just a lighter version of what I mentioned above.

I mean heck, I haven't read a single post in this topic besides the OP before posting this.

>>39609014
I know that having a girlfriend is not pure bliss and i still want one.

>>39608945
I live with my parents, but good ol' dad isn't more than an inconvenience now. Also a dickhead at times, which means all the time.
About the gf situation, it's a bit more complicated in where I live. The age of consent over here is 15 , so getting experience early is key. I'm at a disadvantage, as my family moved here only around seven years ago, from a country with a pure innocent virgin population into whatever you'd call this one. I'm also a turbobeta, even by /r9k/ standards, so it's very unlikely for me to make a relationship work here. Even if I manage to charm a girl from here, I'm just going to get used.
I want you to know, you're a big help, anon. It's great to let it all flow out of me sometimes.

>>39608947
>your stance on life decides how you perceive it and what you're able to achieve
I just stopped caring, though. I still believe in honesty, trying my best, and being overall nice to the normies, but I realize that expecting anything in return is unhealthy. I'm also catholic, so miss me with that feng-gay-shui shit.

>>39609147
sounds like some kinda narcisstic abuse
how about you ahem... play some games with her? win back your self respect

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>>39609147
>I used to remember this as just dumb childhood larping but I'm starting to think it really fucked me up in a big way.
I have no doubt it did. I have similar experience, I was too beta to get the girl I liked. Had her as a friend for too long time. Countless night's spent siting on park bench cuddling. but nothing more. Wen't for another bitch after. I did fug her, but everything felt so empty that I never texted her after. Since then I have not tried anymore. Had plenty of times said "aint gonna happen" to cute girls, as stupid as it sounds.
>>39609222
>medicine is what has a lasting positive effect
That's why we have so much autists here, right?
I agree on drug part tho.
>>39609232
That's more or less the case for all of us. I believe it's the same few lads/lases that show support to others here. The rest just don't give a F and only go about themselves. Me including.

>>39609360
feng-gay shit? its a principle thats used in magick, in the occult..
we have people from all religions(satanism included), we have nihilists, a few atheist newbs
how much you take advantage of the systems reality is based on is entirely up to you

>>39609360
Experience is important even where i live and our age of consent is 18; i can only imagine what it must be like where the age of consent is 15. I have a 12 year old shy girl's confidence and i don't even get noticed, nothing that i could ever do to change this either. It' sort of a course.

I'm very pleased to know i am making someone feel lighter.
I am going to be without internet soon. Best wishes, anon.

>>39608034
Ah online friends? How many do you have btw?

>>39609470
autism is based off not being able to receive mirror neurons; brain neurons that travel from brain to brain to project a set of emotions

i suggest vaccines and other poisons, as well as toxic experiences such as people, abuse of whatever sort can cause a person in the developing stages to refuse empathy as they feel that they have been treated unfairly
vaccines in the way that the mercury directly attacks braincells and the person has at an early age been attacked
autism also has something to do with self-unawareness

>>39609488
I actively avoid that stuff, magick-anon.
>>39609529
Good luck on whatever you're doing, and who knows, maybe we'll recognize each other in a different thread in the future.

>>39609470
these glitched/retro'd classical images are so fucking tryhard they dont fucking work stop fucking doing them

t. traditionalist

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>>39608293
Hell yeah! BF2 is awesome. Good shit.

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>>39609563
Yes, you are right about autism. My bad for using this term, as I was more relating with that to /r9k/ "autism" of imaginary illnesses and lack of willpower and general spiritual weakness.
But I think we can agree that looking at how many people are on mind altering substances there is something clearly wrong. Both with users and those who prescribe.
>>39609642
Guess what? Nobody fucking cares that ((you)) don't like something. You can go kys or just leave thread, as these glitched images will be posted whenever I want.

>>39609627
your religion is based off low grade rituals
youre giving me flashbacks to being atheist, i guess i thank you for being you, you define who we are

>>39609470

She gave me massive trust issues. I know it sounds ridiculous because it was a childhood thing but I was insanely in love with her and riding that wave up and down so many times made me feel so insecure. I remember I was so happy and then I felt like I could never believe anything anymore.
Even more disturbing is that I think it wasn't entirely her fault. I was like kind of autistic and retarded in my own weird way. I remember I had this huge obsession with belly buttons and I used to constantly try to get her to show me hers and play with it. I think she would just get tired of it and realize that I was fucked up, then thing I was different, then realize I wasn't. I don't know who's fault it is.
I wish I could figure out how I had this obsessive fetishization at such a young age though. I never could trace where that came from. I don't think it's normal for a 3rd grader to be so sexually manipulative.

>>39609783
fucking faggot yeah go post your cringy tryhard fucking garbage you dont get it and never will it fucking means nothing and doesnt mesh together try again fucking fodder bitch nigger

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>>39609783
not all drugs are bad, one keyword is "neurogenesis" - interestingly enough the generally healthy substances tends to stretch your perception of time
stimulants however, even the weak stimulant caffeine can if you are busy doing something make time slip by quick, but has detrimental effects on your brain

if you take a monoamine oxidase inhibitor like turmeric (about 10g fresh root for full MaO-I) or maybe dose some serotonine same time you can get a serious high and at full MaO-I an actual psychedelic trip, our brains already produce that stuff, eventually you take enough for time to become a distant concept and you stop existing

I went to the dentist today and the tech who cleaned my teeth was very cute and I just felt very self conscious the whole time and now I just feel bad

>>39609817
God loves you anyway.
I'm not much better than you, even. I too defy God with my sins, which I can't bring myself to confess, leaving me impure.
I'm not an example you should follow, but know that, no matter how much you spit on him, you're still loved by God.

>>39609886
>time to become a distant concept and you stop existing
is that "ego death"?

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>>39606986
Trying to exit the summer holidays better as I entered, I've pretty much done nothing for the past two months except for drink, break up with my gf, play vidya and feel pity for myself.
After a particularly intense drinking session, I've been doing mild exercise for the past week and cutting somewhat on my drinking.
...and now I'm on my 5th (or 6th) drink of tonight. I keep telling myself I've earned it, but this is just me crawling back into the hole I belong in.

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>>39609851
I'll be honest, it's you. You fucked it up, same goes for me. If she would see you as as "acceptable" bf she would just stick to you. The worst part is that after all these years you have changed, probably more than necessary to obtain a gf, but mental trauma drag's you back and prevent's you from living a fulfilling life. I don't know how to fix that, as it's one of my main problems as well.
>>39609863
Did you run out of dick's to suck faggot? I don't make these images. But as you constantly beg me to post them i will.
>>39609886
I never said that all drugs are bad. I am just suggesting to try to achieve whatever result's you want without them.

>>39609963
sorta, above that.. the singularity - where everything exists, except for time. the highest yet lowest dimension in the loop

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Who else /reading every post/ here? It's interesting to read about the important and the unimportant events that make up a robot's life.
>>39606986
Congratulations on this lovely thread, OP.