Back when I was 8 my father lost his job and we almost became homeless. Luckily, a church let us stay in an really old house they owned for free because thieves kept taking the copper off the house and they needed someone to live there anyway to ward off bandits. A good deal at the time for a broke family. It was alright, the outside was beautiful. I still have found memories of playing on the giant rocks out there with big bro.
Now, the inside of the house is a different story. When I say this house is old, I mean it had a separate tiny house for slaves in the back.
Now, the reason this house is significant to me is because it was where I started having a lot of severe anxiety and depression which I still struggle with today.
Back then I'd have the strangest anxiety's.
I was afraid of my heart beating, I was afraid that my mother had been replaced by a monster wearing her skin etc
I think the thing I got the most scared of was that a evil spirit might enter my body.
My fears have progressed and changed over the years leading to me being hospitalized, but it all started there.
Most of my fears were self contained, except one. I was petrified by the upstairs closet.
Well, not the closet but rather what was in it. A little cupboard that sat in the middle of the far wall in the large closet.
The bathroom was right next to the room with the closet so when I took my showers I'd have to have someone wait outside in fear something related to the cupboard might get me.
One night my brother left his post outside, I don't remember why I think he may have had to pee or something.
So there I was all alone upstairs.
I had to go to the closet to get my clothes.
Something happened in there, but I can't remember what. This has been bothering me a lot. For the life of me I can't remember. Then I started to think of the time my mom showed me what was behind the cupboard to ease my fear, and I can't recall what was there. I'm freak out by this.
What are your thoughts?
Maybe it was all a dream OP.
Go see someone specialized in bringing out repressed memories.
>>19326839
Nothing worse than nignog ghosts and their closet they hid in to get away from massa.
It was a nice sunny evening with my friends and we ordered some pizzas and were about to watch a movie. Before the movie started, everyone took a hit from the bong, so did I. Had to cough straight for a few mins, it wasn't a clean hit. After I drank some water I eventually just sat down and was having normal conversations with the others. The THC has already kicked in at this point.
Some minutes passed and I kinda started to feel weird. I ate a slice of pizza. Unfortunately, that wasn’t a good idea. While I was munching, I had this extreme feeling, that I have lost all my teeth. It felt so damn real that my thoughts of it kept getting louder and louder. There was also this “beep” sound out nowhere in my left ear, it was so loud and I wasn’t even sure if I’m just imaging it. At this moment, I’ve already realised that I’m experiencing a bad trip. My thoughts of random stuff like “having schizophrenia” and “being a test-object from another dimension to study the behaviour of THC to humans” were bothering me. This kept going for like 15 minutes.
Tell me about your bad trips and especially about the thoughts you had as I’m really curious what our mind is capable of.
you had a panic attack while high on weed thats not a "Trip" but its akin to one for those who are sensative to weed.
it used to happen to me a lot i have tons of stories about bad times stoned
>>19327061
Different anon here, but one time I was staring at myself in the mirror after smoking and I saw my skull through my face.
This was during a particularly rough, dark time in my life. I don't know if that has anything to do with it but it was pretty cool.
>>19326830
DXM made me feel smart but retarded at the same time. I constantly felt like I was on the cusp of a deep, profound thought, and then I would forget what it was a second later. I couldn't even remember it long enough to write it down, but then again I wasn't physically capable of writing anyway.
It made me feel like my mind was trapped in a cage. Everything was so choppy and confusing. I felt like an animal.
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I'll do 5 readings.
I need:
>Query
>Favorite painting
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>Feedback afterwards (I'm learning)
>>19326834
Forgot my trip
>>19326834
Should I go through with climbing the snowy mountain?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MK0id-VVs9s
Casablanca is GOAT.
Do vampires go to the afterlife when they die; if so where exactly?
When they die they go to hell.
Welcome to hell. Merry fucking Christmas.
>>19326826
haha, good one, man.
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>>19326726
bump
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Does anyone know of any Cryptids in Norway? Are there any interesting ones that are actually terrifying? My neighbor in the countryside has sheep roaming around and so far none have been injured or gone missing so I am starting to give up hope
Tl;dr norwegian cryptids and info on them
Stories welcome
Look it up. Its that simple.
>>19326676
This >>19327489 or read the sticky
Trolls.
???
Do you take meds and do they help?
>>19325914
>le schizo/psycho are related meme
fuck off
Does /x/ has knologed of some spooky or interesting shit of latin america?
>>19325892
>Sopa de Macau
>White Argentinians
>Mexican Sugar Dancing
>Malvinas becoming the Falklands
>Hitler
>>19325892
Yes, why?
>>19325909
this made me laugh
I started meditating 20 minutes per day, up from my usual 10 and it seems like it makes a big difference. But I heard that 2 20 minute sessions, twice a day help even more. How does /x/ do it?
>>19325857
20minutes first thing in the morning and 20minutes before bed is perfect for me.
Depends on the person though. I used to do about 2 hours per day back in my hardcore days.
I personally think that 2 20minute sessions a day is all you need. Try to stay mindful and contemplative throughout the day, and you're gold.
How do you meditate with pets?
I try to meditate and my dog comes and shoves his face into mine.
Two hours this afternoon. No thought.
My entire life involves no thought and everything I do is generated in the present moment.
why do people think pleaidians are white and only white people can be pleadian when that shit came from cherokee mythology?
>>19325834
I thought everyone considered Pleiadian's to be brown. White people make every religious figure white though so I wouldn't be surprised.
>>19325834
Doesn't matter where it comes from, the beings themselves are white.
>>19325893
>X people make every religious figure x though so I wouldn't be surprised
You haven't seen Asian Jesus yet? Or African Buddha?
>Humans tend to make inspiring figures look like themselves
you fucking retard
So recently I've been "redpilled" and I saw that meditation is a good way to find inner peace but I don't know how to meditate properly. I was thinking about playing music while meditating but I'm not sure if that's ok. Can anyone help?
Yes,music is good.
>>19325736
Google, "zazen".
Try binaural beats
> The world is flat
> Everyone can hear everyone else's thoughts and view them anywhere ala remote viewing
> The elite's have schizophrenia from people putting thoughts in their head
> The Freemasons genuinely believe that Lucifer/Satan will deliver them salvation through the old promise in Eden
> They hope to create New Atlantis and achieve immortality through technology
> This is the Great Work
> The Jews are playing their Messiah game
> Ireland is the home of the Lost Tribe of Dan aka Tuatha de Danann
> See Irish family crests and the relation between Gaeilge and Hewbrew
> I am an ancestor of this lost tribe
> I see signs in the sky and the luminaries in the sky respond to my thoughts
> Because of this I have attracted the attention of the illuminati/Secret Societies
> I am a /b/ tard
> I jerked off to lolicon
> They made a song to mess with me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sQduMTc5TR8
This is the eternal green pill. Please take it.
>>19325715
op explain how can i hear your thoughts
>>19325715
Luminaries responding to thoughts definitely true for me as well.
>>19325715
new chronology
Guys, aliens exist
>>19325657
Is that Bendydick Cuminhersnatch?
>>19325657
What happened to him?
Allergies also exist.
Ok, is it news to anyone that OJ Simpson was in jail for armed robbery? I keep a pretty close eye on the news and this is absolutely the first I've heard that he was in jail at all.
Looking on the net has shown that I'm not the only person WTFing at this. As soon as I heard about it then it just did not feel right. Anyone else?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xpbR__ItVXE
>>19325253
https://www.reddit.com/r/Retconned/comments/6og0m1/oj_simpson_has_been_in_jail_for_the_last_decade/
>>19325253
Bite.
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>>19325438
>>19325172
Would sleep deprivation be a good tool to use when attempting Goetia? A good number of people recommend the use of psychedelics when summoning to get your brain in a trance, but sleep deprivation seems close enough to me...