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Is it possible to give yourself schizophrenia?
>millennial
>american
>raised catholic
>diagnosed ADD
>given ritalin
>quit ritalin cause of DARE
>end up at school for gifted children
>become atheist
>discover internet
>discover porn
>skate by high school
>develop crushing friendzone
>go to state uni
>get interested in philosophy
>experiment with psychonautics
>find a loving girlfriend
>become interested in occult
>do some meditation and yoga and rituals
>end up in manic state with florid hallucinations
>lose girlfriend
>drop out
>diagnosed schizo
>unable to process
I guess this sounds crazy but I feel like I opened a part of my mind and went crazy from the revelation in some Lovecraftian way. It was a highly gnostic experience. I thought my girlfriend was the goddess of wisdom. I practiced theurgy. I pierced through Maya. I became Brahman. Felt kundalini psychosis. Reality re-arranged itself before me...
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Yeah, if you are a diagnosed schizo now than you most definitely gave it to yourself during your philosophical spiritual journey. If you are self diagnosing yourself, you're probably getting close to the real thing.
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>>18837813
well nobody is born experiencing schizophrenia, it develops in young adulthood.
so yes, you could say that you 'gave yourself' schizophrenia in the same way that one 'gives themselves' puberty.
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>>18837813
just take it easy for awhile anon
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Infinite space and we are all alone
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>>18837803
Not proven if infinite, that's just one hypothesis and most probably we're not alone, just really far away from each other.
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>>18837803
>a thing I've always wondered
The edge of the universe, what is it like? Like, out past the matter and energy ejected from the big bang, is just empty vacuum for eternity, or is there a border to our universe? Like, is there a "vacuum" for space-time that exists beyond our universe's border and between ours and other universes, if they exist? A space between spaces if you will?
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>>18837921
Space is space. If there is a space between space and space, it's just a continuation of the first space. Therefore infinite space.
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http://www.opentopia.com/webcam/15505?viewmode=livevideo
Is Chip-chan dead? She's apparently been in one spot for about five solid days. Surely she has to eat/drink soon.
When I checked in on her stream yesterday, I saw her shifting a bit in her sleep, but seems to be completely still now.
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She just moved though. Or maybe she collapsed.
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>>18837809
Yeah, when I glanced back at the stream, I noticed she changed positions, but I didn't see how.
Still, though, if it's true that she hasn't left that spot in five days, I don't know if she'll last much longer. She's gotta have some water. Humans can usually only last about three days without it. Maybe her sleeping the whole time can stretch that out, but I have no idea.
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>>18837790
Who the fuck cares?
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Scary/Queer/Creepy Things 2017-03-31 03:56:12 Post No.18837662
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Scary/Queer/Creepy Things
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Post your best, odd occurrences that have happened to you in life that you still wish had an explaination to.
I was at my friends house and he still had one of the original furby toys. I was looking at it and was not amused. It seemed like a dumb thing to buy imo.
I got playfully mad at the furby and threw it into the toy box. Right after I threw it, it began to make robotic creaking, moaning, static like noises. I got curious as to why it began to make noise after I threw it so I went and grabbed it. I looked to see if there were batteries inside of it. No, it was without batteries and apparently has been for some time.
This is particularly strange because I grew up hearing a rumor that furbies had demonic spirits instilled into them somehow.
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>I got playfully mad at the furby and threw it into the toy box.
Eight year old OP detected
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>>18837716
Thanks for your non-comment to the thread. Glad to have you here.
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>me play wiff toy
>me get mad at stupid fuw-bee and so i throwed it innah box and it make a noisy noise!
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ITT 13 moon calendar discussion.
http://www.lawoftime.org/thirteenmoon/tutorial.html
>clean and easy perpetual time calendar based on the moon >replace the gregorian Calendar saturn/sun worship matrix.
>ancient maya , chinese and druids used this calendar
>all humans can harmonize with universe and
planetary procession.
>pope has authority over standardization of time (temporal) authority.
Realize the importance of control of the perception of time on humanity.
>pic sorta related.
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Fuck off cunt
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I'm interested, specially because I always suspected that one of the secrets of occult societies it's specific dates.
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Post a link of an android application of this time system, and I will use it.
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I like browsing random parts of YouTube to find recently uploaded videos and just weird shit in general. Tonight I came across this though. It has to fake right? That's what I think but I wanna know what /x/ thinks
https://youtu.be/DfaMCIOt-us
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OP here, meant to say fans not fans. Yes I'm autistic
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Ok yeah I'm literally autistic
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>>18837595
Neet. I'm in colorado. Can I get a quick rundown?
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ok /x/ i'm pretyys drunk, but bear with me here.
How do i know if i'm a chaos worshipper or practictioner of chaos magic?
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>>18837538
What is the difference, OP?
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>>18837555
worshipper seems more passive.
But how would i know if i'm either?
nice trips by the way
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>>18837597
Thank you by the way.
Is the concept of chaos greater than you?
Maybe it is greater than any of us, all of us put together, but we can still use it as a tool.
Maybe everything and its opposite is equally true and valid. Maybe it's all infinite paradoxical expansion inward and outward in all directions.
Maybe we know nothing.
Maybe for us to see and interact with something larger than us we first must recognize that we are lesser than it. So someone who thinks of their ego as the end all be all is unable to see that which is greater than them.
idk man, it's all relative I suppose.
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Having trouble sleeping. Can I get some documentary recs? I have Netflix, Crackle, and YouTube on my PS4. Prefer something truly unnerving but if it's good I'll be happy regardless. Thanks.
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>>18837388
Mind you I'm old and jaded and more and more a skeptic so hit me with something good. Something that will appeal to my rational stoner side.
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>I have YouTube on my PS4.
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Yes that's something I said, ok?
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I was recalling the character Captain Planet and had the realization that he was mainly blue and red. If we look at the main colours (R-G-B), Green is the ONLY one left out. And this is an environmentalist show on an entity that represents nature, so why would green be left out?
Of course, I looked at a picture and saw that he had green hair. Still, it is very easy-to-miss and subtle. Again, this is the avatar of nature. We would expect green to be the main colour, not just his hair. What is with this choice?
Then I saw that it also had yellow (of course, still subtle compared to red and green). At this point the unawakened would think this doesn't have to do with the RGB anymore, it's just a random color. But remember what is also yellow from another franchise: the Triforce.
As we see in the game covers and deities/oracles:
Din = Red
Nayru = Blue
Farore = Green
The Triforce itself is yellow but it's a triad that corresponds to the RGB. The logo from the Captain Planet is a globe, so it's not much different of a situation.
As a fan of the Oracle series, I noticed that Green is in fact the left out colour there. Farore never had her own game, it only exists in a different timeline at this point. The facts are:
- Farore and by extension Green is still related to nature.
- Link, the main character, is green.
- She is a NPC known as the Oracle of Secrets.
Green is the "third color", it's subtle (not on the cover of the games like red and blue) and it represents nature. It's exactly like in Captain Planet. Not only that but it represents secrets. This is even more curious because secrets are exactly what I'm discussing in this post, in fact, it is the biggest mystery.
Captain Planet <=> Nature
Nature <=> Farore
Farore <=> Secrets
Can anyone shed light on this issue? What is with the colouring?
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>>18837314
Perhaps you should turn your observational and analytical abilities toward something with more meaning, like global politics or ancient religions or social structure or economics.
I understand that programming is embedded in art and entertainment including cartoons and video games, and that the messages can be subtle as well as obvious. And the reasons can be nefarious and sinister.
But maybe you should try to decipher the meaning of current mass public ritual rather than cartoons from 20 years ago.
Maybe the point is that red and blue, being opposites, united with one goal are immensely powerful. Maybe it wouldn't look as good to have a mostly green character saving nature while surrounded with green foliage.
idk, it probably is globalist propaganda. But participating in it doesn't serve your mind's health.
nvm
dew u
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>>18837314
>Again, this is the avatar of nature.
No he isn't. That is Gaia - she's literally narrating the opening sequence. Captain Planet was just the kids' powers combined. If he's the avatar of anything, it's human environmentalism.
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>>18837314
Captain Planet's hair is green, and when he grows his hair long (stops having a haircut which is militarily popular/acceptable) then he can camouflage in the green plants...and become one with nature.
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I'm not from /x/, but I had a dream that reminded me of something recently and it feels like it would be a fitting question to ask here.
Sometimes when I sleep, I will have a dream of "myself" but it doesn't seem like me. I can tell they are referring to me and talking to me, and my mind is telling me "this is you" but I have noticed a few things:
1. Their hair color is different from mine. I'm not sure on an exact shade, but it is noticeably lighter. Also I believe the eyes are different as well.
2. They are much more different in temperament and personality than I am. I usually am one to crack silly jokes and say things at random periods, but this dream me always leaves me feeling way calmer and more serious than I am used to.
3. There's always some type of strange danger around in my dreams. It's hard to explain but in one way or another, there's some situation I get involved in with my dreams. I guess the personality shift here is a good thing because I always manage to get through it somehow, but it still is something I noticed.
Normally, I would just shake it off as a one time thing, but the truth is that these have been going on and off since about highschool for me. (about 8 years) Does anyone know what this could be or what is causing it? If this is supposed to "be me" why does my appearance look so different and I act differently?
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Interesting. Tell more, I may know what it is.
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Tbh I think this happens to everyone.i know it happens to me. N also in dreams I will interact with people that I know but they are like...You described a different person..Though I know they are this particular person I know even though they look n act differently.
I think it is just a confirmation of the godhead. Like we are all one. N in dreams this becomes apparent. I have dreams of being conscious as every single thing n being conscious even as every single part of everything.
Like those Hindu pictures where You see gods with endless limbs and heads... Essentially that is us. We just fragment our reality to experience living as one thing. But in reality we are all things all the time, constantly. It's too much to understand in this moment, but all things happen at once to one being which is You, me, and everyone and everything else .
Aka "I am"
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>>18837473
I'm not sure what "more" could be defined as. Is there any certain details you are looking for?
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>Confirmation of the godhead
What is that if you don't mind me asking?
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Bump for weirdness
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>>18837231
Why are you here.
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3rd Anniversary w/ girlfriend 2017-03-31 12:49:38 Post No.18837222
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3rd Anniversary w/ girlfriend
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I want to surprise my love by bringing her to the scariest/creepiest abandoned place in America, suggestions?
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>>18837222
Arizona dessert i dare you!
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>>18837222
You're a fucking cunt for doing that OP but nice trips
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take her to church and propose to her after saying you inseminated her while asleep and her pee says she's pregan
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Is the Dear Leader paranormal?
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>>18837212
No, just dead.
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The Sung dynasty became a pantheon for North Koreans to worship. They actively and nearly totally suppress Christianity.
What weird superstitions are rife there might never reach our shores.
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>>18837245
False, Christian Churches exist in North Korea.
>>18837212
Juche doctrine states that man by his will can acomplish anything.
>mfw there's this North Korean song: Kim Jong-Il Uses Magick
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_QKnblTabGw
I found a real evidence of a live form on mars with google map.
https://www.google.fr/maps/space/mars/@40.3935929,23.7820876,266m/data=!3m1!1e3
Just zoom on that crater.
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>>18836934
>google.fr
>.fr
>evidence of a live form
>live form
>mars
>I found a real evidence
>a real evidence
>google map
>zoom on that crater
wtf OP?
This is a English image board.
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>>18836934
>https://www.google.fr/maps/space/mars/@40.3935929,23.7820876,266m/data=!3m1!1e3
good find op there is even a gas station down the road
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>>18836934
is this mars or anus?
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controlled reincarnation 2017-03-30 10:30:05 Post No.18836837
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Hi guys. Kind of brand new to attempting any sort of occult practice, though I've had a vague, general knowledge and interest for years. I recently became interested in Aleister Crowley, and meditating on the number eleven (numerological value of my name/Nuit's number), and wearing a special crystal ring meant to attract wealth has been quite helpful lately.
I wondered if anyone could offer me any information about controlled reincarnation, if that's what it's even called. If I'm not mistaken, the Dalai Lamas are alleged to decide where they'll be reborn, and tell their monks what families to go look for. Also, David Icke, not saying I believe in what he talks about, but I remember hearing him, or someone on his forum, talk about deep Kabbalah work that allows the Rothschilds to continue to reincarnate into the same family after death, so the same souls have been working on acquiring their trillions for 200 years. So it sounds like it's a concept with some precedent.
nb4 'magic doesn't real'
I'm kind of agnostic on it myself, but I would like to know if there is a Buddhist, Kabbalistic, or other alleged means of controlling who you come back as.
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>>18836837
>nb4 'magic doesn't real'
Magic Isn't real.
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>>18836837
>Directional Reincarnation
>Not just manipulating the base components of existence after a few years of rigid solitary isolation and meditation.
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>>18836913
Any sauce on either of these concepts?