I fear death, I think about just being unaware forever it bothers me. I'm Christian, or at least trying to be but sometimes I have doubt and think about it been absolute nothing.
I've been under anesthesia before so I'm guessing it would be similar. i only remember a second or two of blackness and then waking up.
I dont know, what do you guys think?
I have the same conclusion. But you can always look at it this way, nature hates a void / vacuum and always tries to fill it with something. So maybe there will be something in the darkness waiting for us.
>>18830547
Torally agree. I used to be a Christian but reached the same point as you, I just couldnt buy the idea of a paradise after death. Even more terrifying was the thought of "eternal worship of god" which I imagined as a giant mass of naked people bowing towards a giant glowing eye in a massive gravity defying spiraling tube.
Now I see it like this. The world exostwf before you were born and will exist after, what happens after you die to you on a personal level does not mater, because I dont think you think about anything after you die. Instead, you live on through your actions. Plant a tree and it will outlive you and bring life to the world. Recycle and you reduce pollution, help others and in that instant, make their livws better, set off a chain reaction of positivity. Aim to do that wherever you go.
As far as I can tell, death is going to be like a dreamless sleep. Placing life into this context makes every single second that much more precious, and should fill you with joy knowing that you have the privilege if experiencing it. Dont be afraid, I dont think its even bad. When you die, go into it knowing you did good in the world, and treat it as well deserved rest. No heaven or hell. You live on through your actions, through your family and their love, through memories, and ultimately, the particles that once made up your brain will go on a wondrous journey throughout the universe. Your life is a beautiful thing, cherish it.
I like the "you die and go to the state you were in before birth."
But, I've also woken up every time I've been in that state, whether pre-birth or sleeping.
Maybe I'll wake up after death? If not, not a big deal. I won't be able to reflect on it.
go to scp wiki and look up what scp your last 3 digits are.
GO!
>>18830428
I never see any Containment Breach shit anymore.
been awhile since one of these threads
rolling
I've been rotting my brain with flat earth videos for weeks now. I'm agnostic and spiritual, still holding out for reincarnation being real, but was raised by crazy extremist Christians.
Last night I had a nightmare about God and the end of the world. I've not had any religious based dreams in like 15 years. Since this morning I've been fearing God again and horribly paranoid about death and judgement
On r/conspiracy someone theorized the flat earth thing is a psy-ops to discredit and humiliate truthers and I can definitely see the logic there. The amount of Christ fags in every single FE comment section infuriates me and I've already stopped agreeing with some truthers who started talking about FE. I don't know what to make of this shit anymore. I tried praying for 2 hours and all I ended up doing was talking to myself in my head and it pissed me off, I didn't even end up meditating like I hoped.
Who is behind this shit /x/
POO AHAHAHA
>>18827981
Flat earth has got to be one of the most ignorant conspiracies to date (right up there with the Mandela effect). Common sense and logic seems to elude flat earthers
It started off with "question everything" contrarians, then picked up by trolls and became a forced meme, then retards fell for the meme so now we have people who literally believe the Earth is flat.
All kinds of monsters. Post 'em if you got 'em.
please
spooky art?
that is lovely art.
>>18816090
*sexy art**
>>18816090
Some background on the Art: The woman in dainty pink put on her best dress because, Her husband, Farmer Joe, sent a text saying he would be back home soon from work. She responded by saying, "Sounds good, Dear, I'll be waiting in the open field for you, like I always do ;)" and she would. She was his faithful, beloved wife.
In that particular moment, she looks up to the driveway hoping to see his Crismon pickup truck drive in. It's almost as if ever mile he drives closer, she gets more hotly bothered.
ITT: Shit that traumatized you as a kid.
This:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=040slUxs5yQ
https://youtu.be/KFREs4GaJVU
>>18813135
For some reason i was terrified of beavis and butthead, something about the laugh and the crude artstyle freaked me out.
I even got nightmares of them chasing me, laughing.
>check catalog
>no music thread
That won't do. Post what you like.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q6f8O1zjLdg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BCIqVlELCts
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T09iknuzDlw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m7Knc3l8l9o
>>18791377
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d6fLaUgLHTY
>>18791377
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YW600Xzf1WI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BlU4gsB8gwA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RkRsay18DNU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DNWVawqCMdk&index=20&list=PL1C5789A220DA835F
This is from /x/radio some anon set up a few years back, if anyone remembered. Still my favourite:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6KpODDuzlhk
Also in /x/ radio I heard a song with this sample or something very similar, with female vocals similar to the song above (whispery and misty). Still looking for that song.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2wJyLyazC1M
hi guys, can some of you introduce me to magick and demons how to summon them and such and how to partner with them?
go for a walk at 4 am and bring a loaded shotgun; after you are really far from the house and everyone that you know; blow your brains out in a desolate area where no one will find it so you will be stuck in the netherworld, and then find satan and MJ and hang out bro, also do some perc 30s for me because its been awhile and make sure to hit up my man chris farley for some crack
There is already a Goetia thread you retarded cunt
>>18838603
last time i did that i got buttraped, not doing it again, any other suggestions?
It was the Friday before the weekend of my 18th birthday and for my birthday my friends had got me a pass to a theme park in Southern California. We went as soon as they opened around 10 AM and even though we got there early it was still very packed. For the first two hours we had only managed to get on one roller coaster and two smaller rides. By this time we were getting hungry and we stopped at one of the food stands to get some lunch.
That's when I noticed him, out of the corner of my eye was some man standing about 12 feet away just staring at me. He wasn't exactly ugly, just very plain looking, probably around the age of 30, average height and build, white, dark hair, dark eyes. He had a really weird look on his face and the way he was looking at me made me feel really uncomfortable. I just remember he had a sort of intense stare that looked like he was smiling even though his mouth was neutral. I was wearing short shorts and a tank top and it felt like he was undressing me with his eyes. He seemed to smile at me slightly and I just turned away. Just before I turned I noticed him reaching into his pocket and that's when things got weird.
At first I just felt a really dizzy sensation like I had turned too quickly and maybe it was the combination of the heat and the fact I hadn't eaten anything yet and was hungry, but then I started to notice other things. I instinctively looked over where the man had been standing and he was nowhere in sight. My body suddenly felt really weird. I don't know how to explain it other than that I felt extremely violated. I was a virgin at the time so I didn't know what sex was like but it felt like something had been inside of me. I told my friends I didn't feel well so I went to the bathroom. When I got there I sat down and noticed a few things. There was blood in my underwear and a red mark like a hickey on the inside of my thigh. My vagina felt extremely sensitive and sore. I noticed my breasts also felt sore.
I don't think I was having my period because it had just ended a week prior to this but maybe something triggered it... What made things weirder was that the first time I had sex a year later there was no blood or anything, so I feel like maybe my hymen somehow broke that day even though I was just standing in line. I know it sounds crazy but I still can't get over the idea that it somehow had something to do with that man who was staring at me.
Hypnosis rape? It's rare, but supposedly it's possible
Lemme put it to you gently
Anyone here into unidentified bodies/victims and missing persons?
Sexually?
What do you think?
What do you feel.
1
go on...
>>18838027
Wtf
looks like somebody smelling his fingers while being photographed with a slow shutter speed.
Watch the story of this, I'm not even kidding: https://youtu.be/n0tCvubt_cU
>>18837879
This is like the sixth time you've posted this stupid crap thread.
Nope the first
>>18837901
Lying sack of shit
http://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/18836386/#18836386
https://www.youtube.com/user/helpwithadvice/videos
this is weirding me out. i dont like it
>>18837822
bump because im a fucking pussy and i want someone to tell me this is all fake so i can sleep
>>18837883
looks like a classic case of paranoid delusion. delusions of grandeur, possible paranoid schizophrenia. Just regular mental illness. sad, but not paranormal.
>>18837883
>2017
>thinking anything is real