>Block 4chan and procrastination sites 6.5 days a week
>Start reading books
>Studying 500% more, learning Japanese and how to draw
>tfw still feel like shit
There's no way to win
>Quit 4chan
>Start using Plebbit
>Start socializing like a normie
>Still a laughingstock
>People just don't like me despite being nice and relaxed
>Start browsing 4chan
>Become cynical and bitter again
>People suddenly like me again because I'm real
>Ditch them anyways
Fuck them
>>35300956
Why learn a language that would only be benifical on an isolated island?
That reminds of this three month stretch where I exercised and ate healthy. That shit was a fucking meme. I lost ten pounds and still was sad all the time.
>that ugly guy who would never get laid and knew it but was still funny as hell.
Or
>that guy who thought he looked good but was really kinda stiff and awkward to be around
God I which I could switch to the first one.
Same here op, didn't realize it until I saw this post. Not really too upset since I haven't had friends since high school.
>>35300955
I was the first one, heck I was kind of the joker in my friendship group. I'm still friends with one and he complains about his gf
>>35300955
I was the first one for a couple of years except im not too bad looking, but in the end my "friends" basically kicked me out of the group without saying a word and only really talk to one of them
Feelsbadman
/r9k/ is pretty delusional so take this image and get educated.
>>35300948
>One in every 428 men has a 8.5 inch penis.
I'd say we're pretty realistic. Women judge men by how the extreme outliers are. Men judge Women by the average
>>35300980
But Chad Thundercock with his 8.5er has fucked about 428 women in their twenties so of course women think that's normal
>tfw a girl liked you so much she let you hurt her feelings over and over
>you start to take it for granted
>treat her like shit for weeks
>eventually push her away a final time, don't speak to her for over a month
>start to miss her
>message her
>she's cold towards you
>she finally realized she's better off without you
>she's got a new guy now
>she used to beg you to talk to her when you would ignore her
>now you're lucky to get a message back every 3 days
>the bitter realization that you fucked up
pic related is an old text from her
>>35300922
Fuck off normo.
oreganizzimo
>>35300922
If you were a man you'd beat the shit out of the new guy then claim your woman
>tfw no qt grill to /nightwalk/ with
>tfw no betas walking their gfs at night for me to cuck.
>>35300905
>tfw night walking
>suddenly woman approaches you
>it's actually a hooker
>>35301171
>tfw scared it's a undercover cop
>ignore her
>actually want my dick succ
Do girls like to suck on other girls' nipples? Do girls like it when other girls suck on their nipples?
No girl would ever want to suck on my gross pepperoni areolae.
>>35300999
Are they puffy?
>>35301008
Not really, just large in diameter which looks horrible because I'm totally flat
fUNY FACE
damn this board fucking sucks
you faggots don't even like funy face
>>>/s4s/
go back to bongo lady
>>35300825
THIS IS NOW A SATANIA THREAD
Guys,I'am seriously considering suicide for the 5th time this week. I just don't see any reason to live anymore. I came to the conclusion that life will be going downwards anyway. I does not matter what I will be doing or not. I came to the realization that people are selfish and have only their own goal in mind. Ideas like Grace and Honor are outdated and pursuing them in our current time is worthless. Those humans will stomp you, while pursuing their goal of "Happiness", unable to see that their lifestyle will leave them devastated and even worse, consume their souls and and make life miserable around them. I would have been contempt with it, as long I could life indifferent from it. But I can't. This disease has consumed everybody, but the time that I realized it was only now. I used to believe everybody has their good side and I have tried to do my best to help people around me, as it is my/our task god gave us. But now I have come to the conclusion that every action is motived by a greater, selfish Idea instead of the general will of being a good person. I'am sad to call my "friends" and family good people,as I'am no longer convinced. I tried to see the larger picture and now I'am regretting it. I have to come to the conclusion that living this life has now meaning anymore, as I will be betrayed again and again by my "friends" .
>>35300805
It's hard to not come to these conclusions about life. Right now I consider suicide to be the best "way out" of life. Funny how the logical side of us can see life as just a burden, but we can always rely on our emotional side to pull us back.
Fun fact about suicide, it is now the leading cause of death for young men. Rate of suicide grows every year. 1.1% of the population (Estimated 2.7 million people) planned out a suicide in 2013
i tried committing suicide recently, as in a few days ago
i start therapy soon and start medication in a few weeks
doc said didnt want to start meds immediately cause it might make me more on edge
shit was weird
i was fine all day, low mood as normal but nothing drastic, then just went in to my room and decided to give it a go
no emotion, no thought nothing
really odd feeling
telling people i did it is even weirder
anyone else know this feel? help me through the next little bit pls
It's the easy way out, only pussys give up
Why can't I stop eating these even when the keep cutting my mouth open!?!
They're full of sugar. You're addicted to the sugar.
>>35301110
How does one stop being addicted to sugar?
Does anyone still play minecraft? I'm thinking about throwing up a server on my shitty Wi-Fi laptop and running a vanilla survival server and seeing what they have changed. It'll probably only be up for about half an hour or so, but anyone willing to kill some time?
>>35300749
One final bump. If nothing, I'm off to bed.
>>35300916
Forgot you needed a pic to bump.
>>35300749
i would if we got some more peeps for sure
I WANT TO HOLD YOU CLOSE SKIN PRESSED AGAINST ME TIGHT.
CLOSE YOUR EYES GIRL SO LOVELY IT FEELS SO RIGHT
shit meme
brainlet tier
>>35300979
kilI yourself normie scym
Why was Peter Rodger so weak? I think he was one of the main reasons Elliot turned out the way he did. He allowed his roastie wife to dictate what his son did and would never side with his son. Also the way he talks about his son on interviews about the Vista shootings makes him seem like he doesn't care, or that he's really fucked up.
>>35300678
he was "pussywhipped" as the kids would say
>>35300678
He was/is too dependent on his wife Soumaya, for some reason. Who knows, maybe he was equally as dependent on Elliot's biological mother too. He's been said to be popular among women, but maybe he wasn't after all. The fact his first wife was Asian would suggest that.
Amazing how these threads mostly get replies when Americans are awake. When they go to sleep, no replies. I have to conclude that most Europeans and Asian hate Elliot Rodger or do not just care.
when did you learn that when a girl is making fun of you it means she likes you, and if she ever even mentions your dick, she wants to see a dick pic?
why are females so anti-autism, do they think people can read minds?
Back in high school there was this girl I had a massive crush on. But because I am autistic I thought she was bullying me and started to hate her. Later realised the error of my ways but it was too late. Overheard her friends say this behind me once "I cant believe she actually used to like anon, he's so weird"
Used to lie in bed of a night listening to romantic songs with school the next day, imagining that tomorrow I'd start talking to her, never did, started staring autistically thinking that would make her think I like her back. She came up to me and hugged me while walking with me once. I thought it was a prank.
She's got a kid now and is engaged.
>>35300675
its very easy for me to tell when a girl likes me (most of the time)
im just always too autistic to engage on them, and girls never engage
they are just as dumb, useless and flawed as we are
Being skinny is not a bad thing you bastards!
>mom brings home bucket of chicken
>have to eat all of it
>feel like shit after
Who /guiltyeater/ here
>>35300709
I'm addicted to burgers and any food that involves bread and meat inside of it.
>>35300709
I had fastfood 3 nights in a row
>couldn't enjoy myself full because of secret guilt
How shitty is your life robots?
Alcohol and drug addict at 22, went through 2 real suicide attemps that ended up in ER (2 consecutive weeks), I'll might be forced to quit my mildly successful job at 22 (Big 4 audit senior) and join a rehab program while struggling with depression and suicidal thoughts. I won't even be able to get clonazepam for sleeping, I can get it my own way without a shrink but I want to improve. I'll be back to sleeping 4-5 hours a day with having nightmares everyday. Also I have a chronic skin disease and strained relationship with parents but at least I live alone.
I was a loner that played amateur american football, was mildly muscular, played instruments, recorded music, wrote and read, and drugs and depression took all that away.
Also obviously no friends.
>>35300563
You sound pretty normie and economically successful. I bet you even had gfs, or sex at least.
Take leave of absence while in rehab, come back to job with no issues.
I got rehab and my depression managed, life going well now. You can do it too, it's kinda scary at first but therapy and treatment (my big vice was drinking so I had to detox) turned my life around dramatically.
You're young just do it so you're not a 30 year old loser who still is depressed all the time. Be an adult and get treatment you need
Hurt my back so I want to die I'm in unbearable pain and can't even lie down for more than a hour anymore