How shitty is your life robots?
Alcohol and drug addict at 22, went through 2 real suicide attemps that ended up in ER (2 consecutive weeks), I'll might be forced to quit my mildly successful job at 22 (Big 4 audit senior) and join a rehab program while struggling with depression and suicidal thoughts. I won't even be able to get clonazepam for sleeping, I can get it my own way without a shrink but I want to improve. I'll be back to sleeping 4-5 hours a day with having nightmares everyday. Also I have a chronic skin disease and strained relationship with parents but at least I live alone.
I was a loner that played amateur american football, was mildly muscular, played instruments, recorded music, wrote and read, and drugs and depression took all that away.
Also obviously no friends.
>>35300563
You sound pretty normie and economically successful. I bet you even had gfs, or sex at least.
Take leave of absence while in rehab, come back to job with no issues.
I got rehab and my depression managed, life going well now. You can do it too, it's kinda scary at first but therapy and treatment (my big vice was drinking so I had to detox) turned my life around dramatically.
You're young just do it so you're not a 30 year old loser who still is depressed all the time. Be an adult and get treatment you need
Hurt my back so I want to die I'm in unbearable pain and can't even lie down for more than a hour anymore
>>35300563
>All that
>No friends
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha yeah fucking right, you normie faggot.
Piss off.
>>35300563
what sort of drugs? I take LSD and smoke mj a fair bit so im curious
>>35300768
>>All that
>>No friends
Yes, if you were expecting to magically get friends while growing up you're dead wrong.
>>35300681
I wanna do it, but it kinda means quitting my mildly successful job and not getting a job like that again in a while.
>>35300891
Started with alcohol, then tramadol, then ritalin, then MJ, then acid, then MDA, then 2CB, tried coke and didn't like it, then clonazepam and alcohol is what ruined me.