Does anybody else feel completely hopeless? I've tried dressing up and putting on makeup, but I end up just looking like a faggot.Why even try. I've just accepted that I'll never be a girl and I'll forever be stuck. I doubt HRT would help either. Would most likely just fuck up my body and then I'd have more things to regret about. To be honest, Im veering at the point of suicide.
I feel exactly the same, OP. Suicide pact?
if you're veering on suicide, go for hrt anyways
maybe you'll like it. If not, you'll just be back where you are now
I've had makeup put on me twice by two different girls.
Both times I ended up looking like a disgusting freak, like way worse than I normally look. Both girls went way over the top and used me as like a mannequin to do a bunch of random stuff to my face.
Basically I thought I looked bad and repressed for a little. Don't fall into that trap. Just start hrt and worry about makeup when you pass without it.
would the world be a better place if everyone were bisexual? what issues would be solved? what issues would be created?
everyone is already bisexual
a decrease in population and tax base
economic collapse
>>8701862
lolwut
everyone *can be* bisexual
they aren't already
they aren't even by default
by default everybody has no orientation before they learn one
or more
So, what is the REAL boob growth while on hrt?
I'm starting cypro+E in a VERY conservative area and sincerely i don't want boobs. I need to stay in boymode for years until i move away and it will be hard to hide boobs in this place (it's also very hot, impossible to wear a hoodie during 50% of the year).
Also, i already had a bit of gyno due to being a low t fag and i'm worried about how large my breasts will grow, because my gyno is already apparent if i don't wear a t-shirt one size bigger. I'll end up needing a fucking XXXXL shirt to hide them depending on the situation, because my sister and mother have really big breasts. Also idk what the fuck is wrong, but wikipedia shows giant ass boobs and i wonder if this is true (scroll to the Breast development section)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hormone_replacement_therapy_(male-to-female)
Can i stop them from growing if i starve myself?
>>8701121
eventually they'll get to a size where shirts just won't cut it anymore, especially if it's a windy day. your chest will be clearly outlined and you'll be forced to wear jumpers if you want to hide them. i doubt starving yourself will stop them from growing and unless you plan to do that the rest of your life they will eventually get bigger and bigger anyway.
>>8701121
Usually depends on your age. If you started at a medium age range (late teens to early 20s, like most here), you'll probably get a B cup. If you're older, probably AA or A cup. If you're in your early teens (I'm guessing this doesn't apply to you), you'll get cis-tier growth.
Of course, these are just general ideas. Your boobs will naturally be bigger or smaller depending on your genetics (look at your closest female relatives to get an idea). It also depends on your weight and diet.
So if you're like most MtFs, you'll probably be able to hide them fine for a year or more. Just wear a shirt size or two up (probably the latter since you already wear a shirt up), and look into either sweatshirts or sports bras later.
>>8701173
I'm calling bullshit on this. I started at 19 and got D cups.
- You must use the restroom of your birth sex
- Hormone use and elective gender surgery banned
- Lawsuits about wrong pronouns/firing people for "misgendering" banned
- Firing/refusing service to people on the basis of gender identity made explicitly legal federally
- You must use the locker room/changing facilities of your birth sex
Would this finally drive you to suicide?
>>8698782
Being forced to change in front of guys is one of my fantasies.
>>8698797
But Blanchard said that HSTS get off on being perceived as the opposite sex by others, not on being perceived as the same sex.
I doubt it'll happen.
Bathroom bills have proven to be unpopular, even though that's what would be the easiest to get the public to accept. NC for example has lost tremendous amounts of money.
Further, let's take into consideration the attempt to amend a military spending bill to ban military providing SRS (this was about a week before the tweet)- it failed because an amount of Republicans decided against it.
So attempts like this have bipartisan opponents.
That being said, no, I wouldn't kill myself. It'd simply be the thing to make me move to a place like Canada or England.
>be mtf
>never had feelings anything like this in the beginning
>lately though I've been wanting to legit slut it up
>I've been feeling crazy around guys I've been attracted to now
whats happening???
>whats happening???
The Neo-Nazi Jewish Reptile Illuminati Aliens are secretly conditioning you to a life of dehumanizing sluttery.
That's what they do so you better not resist it, kid.
I'll cum on your face <3
>>8695817
I thought this was just an agp meme, but I've been on hrt for 2 months and I just can't stop thinking about men, before hrt I liked men but I was kind of asexual, now it's like an insatiable lust, I need a boyfriend
Any of you guys use this shithole of a site? It's basically an AGP hotbed.
>>8695772
What's a good site for HSTS besides Tumblr and such?
Avoid talking about the partner, and anons will guess your gender and sexual orientation based on the activities.
Drive up US-101 on a sunny weekend in a car with bench seats, a tent and sleeping bag in the trunk. With no planned itinerary for the day besides wandering around tourist traps, beaches, camp grounds, hotels, and restaurants.
>>8695621
Ideally it would be with a long term friend and we both open up to the possibility of taking the relationship further. A few dates with a lot of talking and getting to know each other over lunch/dinner and/or activities we're both interested in.
Sex would come much later because I have issues with trust, intimacy, and I'm terrified of physical contact with other people.
>>8695621
i would want to take the person to dinner, then go home and have sex.
please guess my gender and sexuality.
>Personal details - Age, Orientation, etc
>Relationship Status (For those who care)
>Favorite Music
>Favorite Anime, Manga, Vidya
>Interests
>What are you looking for?
>What are you NOT looking for?
>Contacts
>>8692900
>>Personal details - Age, Orientation, etc
31, bi male, UK timezone
>>Relationship Status (For those who care)
Single.
>>Favorite Music
Heavy fucking metal.
>>Favorite Anime, Manga, Vidya
Finished watching My Hero Academia recently, currently waiting for Lily and Monster Musume to update, and playing Fallout 4 again.
>>Interests
Writing, reading, gaming, motorbiking, cycling.
>>What are you looking for?
Friends.
>>What are you NOT looking for?
/pol/ites, drama queens, SJWs.
>>Contacts
Ask me. Not just gonna throw it out.
>>8693849
>Writing, reading,
What? Or do you just mean that in the "Hobbies: Socializing" way?
>>8693873
I read books. I write stuff. I'm working on the outline for my first novel, with the intention to start it this year.
>be me
>dating FTM for 3 years
>name is Noah
>helped him pick it out
>get it legally changed
>help with treatments
>get him one of those fake penises that you put in your pants so it looks like your packing until surgery
>buy him beard oils and shit to help with facial hair growth
>be there to support with literally everything
>pay tons of attention to him
>great sex
>genuinely happiest I've ever been in my whole life
>come home a week after anniversary to see everything of his is gone
>not even a goodbye note
>i don't wanna go on
it's been a week since, i was gonna ask them to marry me, what the fuck do i do. i loved them so god damn much
I'm seriously considering suicide right now
>>8692866
Oh my god, that's terrible. I'm so sorry OP. Do you have any way of contacting him?
Btw prepare for this thread to be hijacked hard. People are going to say it's your fault for dating a "mentally ill tranny".
>>8692876
ive tried every form of contact possible, im thinking of going to canada to see his parents(Super supportive to him god bless) and ask if theyve seen him or atleast pass a message to him
>>8692884
That sounds like a good start.
I'm just speculating here but trans people get super insecure about almost anything (as you may well know), and although I don't know the situation with you and him, but you can never underestimate that insecurity. I don't know exactly how to combat that in FtMs though, I tried myself and failed, and I'm MtF so I figured I knew what I was in for. I guess there's probably this whole other set of expectations he has as a guy though.
One thing's for sure, you're going to have to have a very long heart to heart about your relationship, how you both feel, and what you expect from it.
Asexuality General
Discussion topics:
>Do you still have your virginity?
>If yes, would you be willing to give it up? Under what circumstances?
>If no, how'd you lose it? Do you regret it?
>What is asexuality?
Lack of sexual attraction.
>Am I asexual?
Do you experience a lack of sexual attraction as described here http://imgur.com/pdIxHYc ? If so, you may be Ace!
>Where can I find my qt3.14 ace bf/gf?
We have a map: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1764048
Because the term of "asexuality" is still quite new and there's a very pretty small population (~1%), there aren't that many sites for only asexuals.
Also, WHY do you want an Ace gf/bf? Better to want a cuddlebuddy
>Do you guys masturbate?
Some do, some don't.
>I want to learn more/still don't get it
Another FAQ: http://asexualawarenessweek.com/101.html
AVEN (Asexuality Visibility & Education Network): asexuality.org
Science stuff for the nerds: http://www.asexualexplorations.net/home/extantresearch.html
Everything in podcast form: http://www.stuffyoushouldknow.com/podcasts/how-asexuality-works.htm
Our Discord: https://discord.gg/WqcpsU8
>>8683446
Let's see if we can reach the bump limit this time. Lurk no longer, peasants! Post! Post I say!
why do you keep making this thread
what is the point even
>>8683474
They gotta make themselves feel special somehow.
fursona/miiverse edition
• Makeup tutorials : http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels:http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels:http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Transition time lines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training:https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
http://www.genderlife.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/04/voicebook020.pdf
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
old >>8708414
first for ban the diaperposter
my iq is 8 inches long
Benis
Most lesbians like mtf because it means there are more girls in the world.
>>8709379
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
You crack me up!
>>8709379
>implying mtfs are girls
>>8709379
No one but disguting chasers like MtFs. Even other MtFs hate MtFs.
What's the craziest thing she has said?
Everyone treats her like a crazy angry black woman, and her personality certainly doesn't help, she does seem mostly reasonable in her opinions imo.
I think her 'Are dreadlocks cultural appropiation' video was a bit silly, but more nuanced than what a lot of people think, and it's pretty low level to believe that sort of thing, there's not a lot of harm of it even if you do find it egregiously ridiculous.
She admits to having some really off the wall opinions on dating preferences when she was younger but has made three videos that pretty much rescind that claim.
SO what am I missing when I don't think she's crazy?
She used a bunch of gay slurs online, got punched by Russell Crowe, and allegedly kills animals in voodoo rituals
>>8709198
something about how cisnormitivity is fuck straight don't want to have sex with trans people
Didn't she say at one point that white people should not be allowed to sing along to a Beyonce song because it's about black people issues?
>prescribed hormones
I'm so happy after all this time
how did it feel when you got prescribed hormones
felt pretty amazing
for the first time in a long time, I was able to hope for a better future for myself- one that didn't just end in suicide
>>8709063
>when you quit and get to be normal
>tfw you decide the future, not some mental illness
>>8709119
cant wait to see you be a hon in 20 years
lmg edition
• Makeup tutorials : http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels:http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels:http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Transition time lines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training:https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
http://www.genderlife.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/04/voicebook020.pdf
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
last episode >>8706414
>>8708414
what does lmg edition mean
>>8708423
Light machine gun