>bipolar
>OCD
>ADHD
>fuck up and confess love for girl that I hardly know over text and say some other cringeworthy things
>left on read
>cringe overload
>fall into depression for 2 months and have intrusive thoughts about the situation over and over again
>can't sleep, I can only cry and think
>pray for death
>time moves on and the thoughts gradually go away
>go to work
>new employee, it's her
>try to ignore her she calls my name and gets my attention while walking past
>say hi
>the thoughts are back again
escape from pain is an illusion, even when you think the past is behind you it will always find a way to force itself into your present and future. This is hell, relief from the flames is only temporary.
>>35479960
>>new employee, it's her
What are the odds
>>35479960
Stop worrying about a fucking roastie ffs. Embrace your autism.
>>35480152
>stop worrying about a roastie
im not worrying about her i just can't keep the intrusive thoughts out of my head
>tfw didn't even love her but said I did anyway because mental illness and drugs
g-guys...
we are.....
.
.
.
.
alive.
holy shit. Why are we alive? Why am I alive?
>>35479937
I don't know. Why are you still alive? Why haven't you killed yourself yet?
>>35479937
I'm alive because I have a genetic predisposition to avoid pain and death, regardless of my thoughts or feelings on the matter.
Also it's surprisingly easy to just remain alive any given day.
>>35479937
we are alive so we can feel like shit
>video games are my passion in life, always have been
>no longer play challenging games anymore
>only play easy games
>hard games just make me feel frustrated and annoyed
>even the slightest challenge makes me quit
What the fuck does that mean?
What does it say about me?
Why is this happening?
My other hobby is anime.
SimilarIy, I struggle to finish 12 episode seasons. When I was a teen I watched the whole of one piece, bleach, naruto and wanted more.
It seems as if I don't want to put any effort into anything. Is it depression?
>>35479869
Could be, vidja being one of the few outlets you have in life and failing at it may make you feel worthless, even more so if you feel like it already.
>>35479869
Vidya barely brings me joy anymore.
>friend makes big deal about getting mvc3 on xbox store
>"IMA SMASH U, ANON"
>whatever
>play against him
>beat him 3 times
>he finally wins
>'k, you won, i'm done.'
>"..you're boring, anon."
seems like you're hitting puberty kiddo
>tfw you just want a gf but you look like this
>>35479866
>Grow hair out
>Pretend to be a lesbian
Easy peasy
>>35479932
i'll take that into consideration the next time I try to get gf
wow nigga u ugly
How do I stop being so scared of girls?
I want to talk with them.
>>35479865
practice by talking to women you're not attracted to at all - old women at grocery stores, middle-aged waitresses at diners.
Once you get used to talking to some women, you only need to realize that even cute woman are just people, they same as them. the same as you.
>>35479865
I think you just gotta be yourself and hope they like you. it hasnt worked yet...
>>35479865
Imagine them taking a big nasty shit.
Anyone else go into a self-imposed exile from the world/friends/family and now regret it?
Yep. I was semi-normie in school, but once i left i went into hermit mode for some reason. Almost a decade later and i regret it.
No one to blame other than myself either. No way out now.
>>35479846
i was on a verge for entire hs, once i broke and did it there was no coming back
>>35479846
>no siblings
>parents are old as fuck
I cut off all my high school friends once i left because i thought they were all normal cucks and that i was better than them. In hindsight they really weren't that bad and actually cheered me up more than i cared to admit, now i'm alone with no one to even call an acquaintance.
Tell me your dental woes, fellow robots. What ails you?
>>35479788
Had to get a filling in one of my front teeth and it was uneven so it broke off when i was eating doritos. Its been 5 years and I still havent got it fixed.
>>35479788
I have an infection in the root of my tooth and still haven't gotten it fixed
One of my molars snapped in half two years ago and I keep getting cavities even though I don't consume junk and clean my mouth regularly. I'll probably be in dentures before long.
>tfw when i explained this meme to mom and she actually laughed instead of calling the cops
>mom tell them im an oldfag
>tfw when
>that feel when when
I would call the cops on you
>Have a steam account where you act like yourself.
>only 6 friends
>Have an alternate steam account where you put on a cynical facade where you're a furry with a porn avatar
>100 friends
>>35479732
If you have a strong personality online you leave an impact and will often push people to take action and add you.
When I started being a makeshift comedian on voice and threw bants I got a fuckton of friend requests.
>having multiple accounts on a video game store
Anon's NORTH EASTERN PRE BLIZZARD EDITION >/Comfy Thead Theme/
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yL7Leq8Wen0
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZlS71cADdDY
Post Comfy Media/Pictures/Links
Tell me what you're doing/drinking/eating/reading
COMFY GENERAL WHO THE FUCK IS UP GET COZY GET COMFY FUCKERS. Minimal politicking, racebaiting, and boipussi please. We try to encourage everybody to have good feels even if they're feeling bad.
Get settled get cozy and /COMFY/
>mild OCD sporadically makes it impossible to get cozy
Not right now though mother fuckers. Skyrim, NA LCS, Chinese food, CS: GO, heater bumped up, room temperature Arizona tea.
>>35479901
Sounds bumping though holy shit
>>35479729
POST IN MY COMFY THREAD REEEEE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yL7Leq8Wen0
>reletivly atractive
>own a porsche
>live in a big ass house
>well paying job
>stem degree and no student loans
>BUT absolutely no personality
>no girl with ever date me because she likes me,but only because she like economical position i'm in
Why it gatta be like this?!
Develop a personality, moron. Read, watch films, develop opinions.
>drives a porsche
found your problem homo
>>35479726
>Why it gatta be like this?!
Try being ugly without a porsche, big ass house, well paying job, and stem degree. Fuck off you ungrateful normalfag piece of shit.
could you imagine getting cucked on your own channel
>>35479704
Mike is slowly taking over the channel completely. I wonder if James actually loves being a cuck
>>35479821
it's a shame because mike is the most boring guy on the channel other than ryan
Is it really cucking in this case? James Rolfe stopped caring about video games like 8 years ago and he's just using the AVGN thing to make a living.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1OW9K84EbU4
I feel this is how we all feel
Real anthem coming through
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6isXNVdguI8
Nah, your both wrong, its this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JKlSVNxLB-A
my digits confirm
>>35480316
see, singles, forever alone.
originali
Oh hello there, Mister Refugee. Why don't you come in my country and rape me a little bit.
Ohh yes, Mister Refugee! JUST FUCK MY SHIT UP!
>>35479645
Of course, ma'am, I would lick your pussy any day you want.
Lol'd. I can't wait to leave this country
>tfw met someone today
>tfw he's 33 years old and still lives with his parents
>tfw he has a cute 28 year old gf who also lives with her parents
There is still hope for us all robros. Don't give up.
>>35479630
nice gif
where'd you get it
at the toilet store
>>35479698
well the jerk store called and say it's all out of YOU
She's a diamond in the rough and probably is a total shy sweetheart with a positive attitude. More and more people are choosing to move back in or stay at home because the cost of living is astronomical.