>bipolar
>OCD
>ADHD
>fuck up and confess love for girl that I hardly know over text and say some other cringeworthy things
>left on read
>cringe overload
>fall into depression for 2 months and have intrusive thoughts about the situation over and over again
>can't sleep, I can only cry and think
>pray for death
>time moves on and the thoughts gradually go away
>go to work
>new employee, it's her
>try to ignore her she calls my name and gets my attention while walking past
>say hi
>the thoughts are back again
escape from pain is an illusion, even when you think the past is behind you it will always find a way to force itself into your present and future. This is hell, relief from the flames is only temporary.
>>35479960
>>new employee, it's her
What are the odds
>>35479960
Stop worrying about a fucking roastie ffs. Embrace your autism.
>>35480152
>stop worrying about a roastie
im not worrying about her i just can't keep the intrusive thoughts out of my head
>tfw didn't even love her but said I did anyway because mental illness and drugs