>When I was 14 I was a white nationalist who browsed pol and stormfront
>I genuinely had love for everyone who was white because I knew we were distantly related through blood because of our similar genetic appearance
>I became a Christian because it had always been apart of my race's culture
>start to notice weird things happening and weird sensations in my chest after praying to the Christian God and Jesus
>Weird feeling of peace, and something in the back of my subconscious telling me I've been born again. Decide to open up the bible, weird satisfaction and desire to read the bible
>2 months pass and I actually try to do what the bible says, start praying
>Suddenly I get this weird feeling in my chest that I understood as a message and an awareness that this feeling came from God
>Realize God is actually communicating with me
God is real, he will actually answer you if you do what he says
>>38448891
>I became a Christian because it had always been apart of my race's culture
Holy shit, this one is too funny, nice trolling/bait.
>>38448891
Thanks for sharing :) I totally agree with you. Next time you post, try to shorten it for the purposes of communication. Instead of a huge wall of text, try summarizing it like so:
>I have schizophrenia
>I uniroincally hear voices telling me to read the bible
>help me
>>38448925
When I was 14 I didn't really know it came from the Jews. But I don't remember exactly why I thought that.
Welp, since I didn't post anything on Sunday I figure it's time for a fresh /Christian/ general.
Everybody is welcome! Just please try not to shit things up too hard.
Oof, rough crowd tonight. I guess I'll stay up until the thread goes down.
I'm not Christian but I hope you find Jesus or whatever it is you guys are up to. Have some nice music:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ySrVCmigxS8&l
>>38449256
Hey, this is some pretty nice music. Thanks, anon.
how do we know real life is real?
how do we know other people are real people?
>>38448796
we don't but it would be stupid to assume otherwise and there is no reason to believe otherwise
>>38448796
>Babby's first Descartes
At the end of the day you're still a khv browsing 4chan so it doesn't really matter.
>boyfriend found out that I bought Corel Painter instead of saving money to buy a new fridge
>>38448788
>buying software
ishygddt
>>38448788
What the fuck is wrong with you? I mean seriously. A fridge is far more important than someone stupid ass over priced paint program. Grow the fuck up.
>not bending over as an apology
Describe a possible early cause of your robot/cyborg mind. I would have to say a small family in my general area. Mom's side are in California or Mexico while my Dad's mother lived here but only had two children, my aunt while no roastie when she was young never was married or moved out. As in mom's case dad's extended family remained in Mexico
>>38448751
Having a father who was a complete robot who never showed me how to express emotions properly and marrying a Stacy type woman because he made a lot of money, meaning she can't connect to me on any emotional level either.
So being a shy kid with an extremely emotionally distant father and an unrelatable mother definitely wasn't a good start. Made me an avoidant idiot and now I'm finally trying to figure out solutions at the age of 20
>>38448751
My mother was always more of a silent, introverted woman but she thinks she is overly smartwhich simply isn't the case as I see her now. Basically my father and she decided to let my mother completely control how I grow up. The only thing that he did was sometimes point out things he didn't approve of and told her to fix things. Now they give each other the fault for me, being such a huge failure and being stuck with me. I'm simply baffled how they both thought that would be a good idea. I remember once being a normal kid once but today I got like these thoughts in my head man. I sometimes punch myself or spontanously shake my head to shake off these thoughts. I try to cope with being such a freak with alcohol and vidya but it simply doesn't always work.
>>38448751
Being put in a christian private school from pre-k to 8th grade with the same class of 30 kids the whole time who bullied the shit out of me. To explain, these kids come from money, lot of it. My family wasent bad off or anything but the kids at that school were majority spoild rich kids. They always got kicks out of preying upon my naturally introverted nature. The torment was rarely physical, mostly emotionally heres an example: One time a girl in a class below me and i had a mutal crush on eachother, even that was taken from me when they started to bully her for being nice to me. She approached me after school one day and said "i dont like you" out of the blue, i knew what happened and i replied "i know" her friends made her tell them about what i said and then suddenly i was the but of every joke
Anyone actually clean your room? How are you doing now? Is this guy right or a shill?
>>38448743
He's right. Robots should listen to him.
>>38448743
he's baby-steps in the right direction, but he's too soft on a lot of stuff.
the byproduct of his mentally raped generation.
marxism had them by the balls since the 1960s flower child shit, and it never really let them go.
his ideas are still largely laced with concepts derived from marxist ideology.
boomers and gen-x idiots will not be the ones to fix the world.
they created the problems in the west, in the first place.
the same mentality the boomers and gen-xers had about the WWII generation, is largely the mentality i hold with them.
Literal who is he?
ITT We post our encounters with underage females
>autismwalking back home from gym
>qt loli comes up to me and tells me I'm fit
>she was smiling and had "that" look
Why are young females like this ?
>riding my bike at a medium pace enjoying the morning weather
>school bus passes by
>qt girl around 13 years old leans out of the window, smiles and waves
>pretend to not notice
>only person I used to talk in middle school found my house
>he came over with his daughter
>little girl said I look funny
>she asked me to hug her
>dude said it was fine
>carry her in my arms because she asks me to
>chit-chat with him
>he says he was curious about middle school members
>more random chit-chat
>she falls asleep on my arms
>he says he's surprised because she is introvert and shy with everyone but me
>let him know I can baby sit her if he wants to
>he's happy to hear that
>never hear of them never again
>walking to store
>group of 3 girls walking toward me
>they immediately cross the street when they notice me
This happens a lot.
Would you try how it tastes?
why spend 25 bucks when blowing a horse is free?
I'm not interested unless I can get it straight from the tap myself.
>>38448640
fpbp
>>38448868
but second post is pretty good too tho.
What is the best thing about Japan?
for me it is Dekotora
Dekotora
when you take $100,000 trucks and make them better
>>38448585
for me it is Japanese food
I miss living in Japan so much
Itasha. A big fuck you to normies.
What would you do if you got a thin gf and she became like this?
Probably extreme boner but at the same time take her to the gymonly enough to maintain and gain shape from squats
Thank both god and Jesus for this wonderful thing
>>38448535
depends on how fat her ass got.
but I like chubz on a girl.
I'm officially 19 years old today and I have never kissed a girl, let alone have sex. What does my future look like guys?
Likely bleak
>>38448484
About as sad as mine does unless you change before turning 25.
Happy birthday OP-chan.
>>38448484
if you're like me prepare for 4 more years and counting of kissless fun
Who /abandoned/ here?
My friendships and relationships used to be so fun and full of care for one another, now everyones moved past and either left me behind or told me to fuck off.
god damn, i know this feel. i'd give anything just to go back
>>38448460
I just wanna know where I went wrong, I guess.
This happened to me recently too. I feel so damn isolated and alone. I miss long meaningful talks with friends that felt personal. God I hate being lonely, why did they have to abandon me when I still care about them?
why do I never see YLYL threads on /r9k/?
YLYL
>>38448433
>Cancer is all 4chan can do now
Why did one of the only decent things that 4chan ever produced have to get poisoned with cancer?
Oh yeah, I remember now. Thank fuck for the opioid epidemic.
>>38448433
Because they are cancer and belong on Goyimbook
>>38448523
>Fun is bad!
>Hurr durr I'm ironic lol
You are the cancer, anon.
numbered 1 through 11 from left to right
who's the hottest girl?
who's the ugliest girl?
>>38448411
hottest 2
uggo 11
mulatta is pretty qt too
>>38448411
5 and 10 are the only two i find attractive
2 hottest
8 ugliest
Any other answer is wrong
>try to fap
>end up having existential crisis
Please tell me right now, does it get better?
>>38448354
yeah, u just have to keep stroking
>>38448354
Yes, one day you'll finally get to die and stop worrying about dying.
>>38448384
im repying else my loved ones will die ;(