>be stupid 17 year old me
>flee from home with this guy 20 years older than me
>"lets have fun and lets just play video games all day :3"
>2 weeks of fun and freedom from annoying parents
>starts asking for sexual favors, which i didn't mind at first
>sexual favors becomes a daily routine
>3 ish weeks pass and at the end we barely have fun or play games anymore, im simply used for sexual things
>starts being a bit abusive, treats me roughly, like a toy, almost throws me around like a cat, and doesnt care that his rough treatment of me gives me bruises and pain, all he cares about sexual relief
>starts to restrict who i cant talk to online and acts even more controlling
>i finally snap and yell in anger, refusing to let this continue,
>he gets angry and yells so loud i get scared for my life,he overpowers my weak skinny body and drags me down into the small bomb shelter room and locks it
>he yells i will stay there as punishment until he gets back from work. i keep crying and sobbing for like an hour, i was angry, sad, scared and i bit shocked
>scared not knowing what would happen, i kept thinking about that austrian guy that kept his daughters locked in the basement, wondering if i would share the same fate. i started doubting that i would ever be let out again,
>start pushing on the door handle, its really heavy but it moves and eventually opens up, there was 2 holes there and i kept thinking i was lucky he didn't have any locker to actually close the door
continuing:
>i pack my pc, clothes and everything else and i take the train home
>at this point i didn't care about the fight with my parents and they were just happy i was back home (i told them i stayed with a female friend after our fight and they never had any idea)
>fast forward 7-8 years, been living like a NEET ever since,
>decides to go shopping in a mall near me. suddenly i see him sitting in that outdoor cafee right next to the road im walking, he's wearing sunglasses so im not sure if he actually saw me or not, the room between he being able to see me lasts for about 5-10 seconds but i was still worried. i didn't know what to feel, it was the first time i saw him since that time and i didn't even know if he recognized me or not.
that was on this Thursday and for some reason im worried i will meet him now when i go outside.. sigh
haven't really talked about this with anyone, and i didn't really feel or care about sharing until recently he appeared out of nowhere.. anyway i just felt like sharing.... sorry if i broke any rules i dont really post here that often...
>>37794834
How do you make sure this doesnt happen with people on the internet cus it sounds shit
find out where he lives and call SWAT on him
Do you stare at women's tits in public like some creep?
>>37794667
Stare at tits? Yes
Like a creep? No
when they catch you is when you do the face
>>37794667
I shouldn't stare at them?
>>37794667
Yes.
Girls like it when attractive men check them out.
Welcome to IslandCraft! An /r9k/ minecraft server of naval colonization, diplomacy and politics, and comfy building and exploring too if that's your thing.
For those who remember IslandCraft v.2, island generation has now been expanded so that you'll actually have to voyage to find new land.
IP is 35.185.58.150
Version 1.11.2, cracked clients work for poorfags
>>37794659
>Welcome to IslandCraft! An /r9k/ minecraft server of naval colonization, diplomacy and politics, and comfy building and exploring too if that's your thing.
For those who remember IslandCraft v.2, island generation has now been expanded so that you'll actually have to voyage to find new land.
IP is 35.185.58.150
Version 1.11.2, cracked clients work for poorfags
bump
How many people usually play?
>>37794659
Haven't played Minecraft for years but this sounds kinda interesting. Might join in a few hours when I get home
What's the best slice of life you've ever watched?
>>37794639
I liked Kimi ni Todoke, but Toradora was god tier too.
How have you missed such a masterpiece?
>>37795780
Forgot the pic to the masterpiece
Hiya fellow robots! I'm super bored and looking for recomendations of documentaries :)
Pic rel: i reccomend this one!
>>37794634
What is it about, pop? I'm watching The Red Pill right now.
>>37794668
It's basiccly about how fucking evil corporations are, but it's not preachy which is nice. What's the red pill about?
You want to crack on with Hypernormalisation desu. It goes into how the Middle East was intentionally destabilised, and the history of Western relations with Saudi Arabia and Russia.
Does anyone else immediately know how something makes them feel but struggle to put it to word in a real life discussion?
Here it's easy because I can take a minute or two to get my thoughts together with the way I feel but in live conversation I lag behind and I don't know why.
I know that feel, bro. But I also have trouble putting my thoughts into words here, online. I blamed it on the language barrier, but I don't think that's true.
I'd love if I could write down how I exactly feel, to explain myself for those who care. It seems impossible. My thoughts are just too sad for me to explain them.
I have difficulty identifying my feelings and have no idea how to adequatly deal with them.
ill probably shoot myself today. i am that image.
> tfw no qt trap that's unsure about her(his) transitioning, but deep down loves to be cute and to dress up
> no qt trap that wants the encouragement and love to continue doing it
> no qt trap that wants to be loved and understood, to have a gentle hand guide them and motivate them> no qt trap that would love to be ramed with a cock and dream about sucking one with their throat and then being gently cuddled after swallowing multiple loads
>>37794613
traps aren't quite the same as transeses, if you must know the truth
Sodomites deserve nothing but AIDS and hellfire
>>37794613
Why don't you get one then, anon?
>has tattoos
How much of a red flag is this?
>>37794596
>have not met a single girl irlthat doesn't have or want to get a tattoo
>all of the ones I actually talk to are sheltered virgins
I think tattoos are fucking retarded but george foremans are always up for what they think is a look enhancement, not that much of a red flag
>>37794596
It's a massive red flag
>>37794596
One tasteful tattoo that has genuine meaning is fine
More than that, into the trash
ITT: pictures of urban environments in the early morning/late at night. Kind of like pic related
rural stuff is accepted too
Everyone's favourite along these lines.
Absolutemente ruralo
I'm not gonna post more because fuck dealing with the robot. Sorry.
>Hypersensitivity to rejection and criticism
>Self-imposed social isolation
>Extreme shyness or anxiety in social situations, though the person feels a strong desire for close relationships
>Avoids physical contact because it has been associated with an unpleasant or painful stimulus
>Feelings of inadequacy
>Drastically-reduced or absent self-esteem
>Self-loathing, autophobia or self-harm
>Fuck.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Avoidant_personality_disorder hmm
Psychiatry is a pseudo science my friend.
I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die
Why do I want to rape traps, but not women?
To punish them for being degenerate.
>>37794534
Because you are gay
Case closed
>>37794547
Could be. Morally I would never rape a woman, but I would violate boipucci in a heartbeat.
Itt robots ask normie whatever is on their mind. No bullying either, honest and good hearted responses only. Become blue pilled
>>37794484
The Normie is in, folks. Ask me your questions, and you too can ascend to normiehood.
What the fuck is that shit in your picture and is it edible?
>>37794737
That's what normies eat. Our advanced minds can't even comprehend the simplicity of their food so it's perceived as alien
Today is Father's day anons. What do you remember about your dad?
My dad isn't dead, I'm going to visit him later today.
Abusive wife desu
he's a poor piece of shit who owes me still 3k
Enjoy your last couple hours of freedom, wagies. Mr Shekleberg is waiting.
>>37794414
Jokes on you NEETie, I have 4 days off this week and I work weekends which means I get to go out and make the normies serve me.
>>37794414
SMUG NEETS SHITPOSTING HERE TODAY
WHILE WAGIE-SLAVIES RAGE ON R9K
>>37794414
>Barely two free hours per day
>I just want to play a videogame or watch a movie
>I literally have to stop sleeping if I want to do it
>Feel like shit the rest of the day because of that
I WANT THIS NIGHTMARE TO END!
Ive read about it on /x/ and surprisingly /pol/ but ive never heard about it anywhere irl. Whats it like? How does one do it? Any experiences?
I layered it in between two beds of kief and weed in a bowl. I would recommend it if you can get the real deal. Personally I took a trip through my past dreams, and my oneitis walked me through them.
Not me but my friend is an avid dmt and psych user. Describes it as about 10 seconds after smoking you start trippin hard for ~45 mins. You lose sense of time and describes the trip as being shown something, rather than a more 'interactive' trip you'd associate with shrooms or lsd, since you're essentially unconscious for this experience. Very personal drug and not something you do at a party. He he would do it in his room by himself and I would just double check on him like 2 hours later.
unless you're experienced on your psychs with safe stuff and a trip sitter, stay away. That shit can scar you mentally.
>>37794910
so you stay inone spot the whole trip? you cant move around?