Hi robots, I usual don't go here, I generally browse boards like /tg/ and sometimes /pol/ but I figure this would be the best place to post this since we are all special here.
A bit of prior information before I share this fear I'm having.
I'm a young adult currently going to colleague while living with my Dad+Stepmom.
I don't live with my mom for various reasons I won't go into but she is a good person.
I am fairly successful, I work, go to school and I usually respect my Dad and Stepmom but one thing I REALLY don't get along with is politics, especially with my step mother.
My step mom is a bit what you may call... a radical. I like her (usually) and she has been married to my Dad half my life but she seems cold at times and controlling.
Her political views are radically feminist and at times SJW.
Things like voting for Hillary purely because she is a women.
She is one of those type of people that only vote women 90% of the time.
My Dad is liberal as well but I feel like this is a lot because of my stepmom's influence.
More on my father and stepmom's relationship as well.
My step mom has been married before to a Englishman and my dad is English as well so I feel that she might have a kink or something.
My dad is a really great father and I really wouldn't ask for more but he is the lesser in the relationship with my stepmom.
And to be honest I can see why, because my stepmom can be a crazy bitch at times, while my Dad is very rational but can be weak willed at times.
Prior to being with her my Dad was a stronger man, more conservative, more of a loyal family man but my stepmom has twisted his feelings in arguments to despise my NEET brother, calling him lazy (despite him being mentally ill).
This is where things start to get more interesting though.
Many years ago my Dad and stepmom went to a trip in Argentina and my Dad returned with a terrible chronic illness.
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My dad thinks it came from some raw food in Argentina (3rd world country) and possibly contained a parasite or a virus.
Every so often, particullary if stressed he will vomit his guts out, completely emptying himself.
Many times to the point where he needs fluid transfusions.
He does this so much he is paled, skinny, and weak.
Prior he used to be much stronger but his afflicition has had a toll on him.
When he has an episode of sickness is really random and he has seen many doctors and specialist yet none know what he has.
Some say it's a virus, others don't know at all.
Until recently I had thought a similar thing, that it was a chronic virus that would persist the rest of his life.
Recently though it has gotten even worsse, happening more often.
Now back to me, I recently got into a heated argument with lot's of namecalling between my stepmom and I.
We were at first debating about feminism and such (a touchy subject for her) and she ended up calling me a dick.
Thinking it was fair I called her a cunt and things blew out of proportion.
We ended up forgiving each other later but that word is one of her kinda trigger words in ways.
I think I had finally pulled a plug after many years of arguing with her because since then even though we have all forgiven, she seems cold towards me.
I am being nice yet this bad vibe persists.
Now for why I need your help robots.
This event happened two weeks ago but since a week ago I have been getting emotional down and lows, and other bizzarre mental states typically unexistant to me.
I've been having more harmful and odd sexual thoughts (towards more than just women). I have also had frequent headaches.
Now I'm not paranoid just a bit anxious at times but I am seriously starting to think my Stepmom is poisoning my Dad and I.
I think she might be poisoning my dad to make him weaker, his immune system weaker, his muscles weaker.
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I don't know why she would, perhaps inheritance if he dies from his immune system being weakened, or perhaps him being weak will allow her to assert more dominance over him.
I just really don't know.
And I think she may be poisoning me as well with perhaps hormones to make me more, in touch persay.
Ever since I was young she has dress my siblings and I in rainbow, brought us to pride parades and I think she was disapointed that none of us turned out gay or in some LGBT group.
Perhaps I pulled the last straw with my conservatism and now she is taking it in her own hands to make me more girly and weaker.
Possibly even fulfill her dream.
My dad cooks but in the morning she makes us all tea since she gets up first.
Both my dad and I, plus my cat really likes milk so she brings us a cup at night to share (which is sweet of her unless this is part of her plot).
Once or twice a week she makes a meal too but generally it's my dad like I said.
So anyway anons, am I just being paranoid or am I on to something?
If everything I am saying is true then I really have to find her in the act, and get proof.
I can't let my dad and myself be changed by her anymore.
Any tips anons?
I am actually starting to get somewhat concerned.
tl;dr: my stepmom might be poisoning my dad and I.
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>>34343588
I hate a mate with a stepmum.
He hated her. Do any kids like their step-parents? My parents have been together all my life.
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What rule exactly are trapthreads violating? I'm not complaining I'm just trying to understand.
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containment board leak
>>>/lgbt/
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>>34343559
People think they're cam whore threads.
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>>34343586
what do you mean think when ever those threads come up there are tons of people whoring themselves on them
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ITT:Ask diagnosed sperg traditional Jew anything
You know Im autistic becaus of my souless flat affect
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>>34343544
what are you doing talking to us goyim?
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>>34343760
I dont have friends because Im a sperg. All frum Jewish females my age or younger even after masters degrees, and PHDs, and big boy jobs....I went on yamsuf.com (Please troll them) and they all rejected me....not even matchmakers would talk to me....I gave up....they dont need me because Im just a defective dildo......they dont need any of us....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8KR0seDEq6I&t=41s
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bump with hitler pics please
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2017-01-22 10:12:50
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Hey /r9k
I was chatting with some other anons about this. Do any of you do something similar to this where you pay girls to speak with you online?
This cutie I pay 300 NOK day (35$ USD) to speak with me for 15 minutes every day.
Lately she's not as responsive. Does she not like the job desu? Do I even scare away people that I pay?
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>>34343522
what the originaI fuck
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Holy shit
How do I get this job lmao?
I speak for free with lonely anons
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>>34343522
wtf is this
let me have the job please, i love giving people attention
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Fuck, marry, kill? Trump edition.
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>>34343508
Left to right:
kill, fuck, marry
Let's be real, his wife is Trump's weakest spot.
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Kill Melania
Marry Ivanka
Fuck the forgotten Trump child, I think it's Bradley or Brittany or something like that
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>>34343733
I agree. Tiffany is the ideal daughter. The forgotten daughter. The best daughter. Not hot enough for chad to want to steal her. You'd marry into the Trump dynasty.
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Is there something they do not control?
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>>34343454
Digits will confirm the true extent of the Bogforce.
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Is Bogdernouff just another name for the Will, the ultimate abstraction that encompasses everything?
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>>34343480
Blown the fuck out
Bend over, my digits will be superior and I will be allowed to sinc with the source upon my bogestiny
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Even on r9k people are selfish roasties 2017-01-22 10:04:13 Post No.34343346
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Even on r9k people are selfish roasties
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2017-01-22 10:04:13
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>No matter how much you beg, no femenine cuteboy/trap/femboy/emoboy will be your bf/gf (male)
IS IT TOO MUCH TO FUCKING ASK FOR?!
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>>34343346
Join the Church of Rose.
>>>/wsg/1484971
She's the Queen of Traps.
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>>34343405
Rose isn't a trap idiot
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>>34343430
Proof, idiot?
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How do you keep it together to without sticking your face in Asian girls' butts?
I'm 23 and never have put my face in one and I think I'm starting to lose it.
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I NEED an asian girl's butt in my face.
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How does no one else relate to this feel?!?!?!
It's terrible. It kills me everyday.
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>>34343297
>>34343472
>>34344071
desu senpai i just accept i'll die alone
it's painful but it's actually doable rather then trying to fight against odds stacked so high any resistance is crushed by it's shadow.
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Damn brobots....something is happening to me. After a lifetime of self hatred and self loathing i am slowly starting to genuinely like myself.
I am starting to like the size of my dick, the way i behave, my voice, my stature, the expressions i make when i talk, the way i think and much more.
For the first time in my life its not the narcissistic or fake superiority complex, but genuine self love.
I feel great things and changes are coming soon. I feel as if after 7 long, long years i will stop being a neet and start living life for the first time.
Its magical, and also ironic because i stopped taking anti depressants and anti psychotics last month. Dont have any money so havent smoked weed or drank alcohol in over a month. All this shit is happening naturally.
Did any of you had this happen to you? What does it mean and why is it happening? Am i maturing (almost 23 yo)? Is this how adults feel? They stop hating and feeling disgusted or inadequate about and with themselves and start accepting and even loving themselves? ITs fucking awesome!
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how did you do it fucksauce
tell me your secrets
please
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it's the no weed no booze no (((anti depressants)))
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>>34343302
I said it in the OP anon, its happening on its own and naturally i have no idea why or how.
I wrote an ebook on how to stop hating yourself (while high as fuck) last year, got psychotic before i finished it and ended up locked in violent section in a nut house.
About 6 months ago i was released and i kept thinking and remembering stuff, also writing a LOT of shit down in my notepad.
And slowly but surely i started realizing that i am pretty fucking cool guy and i only feel like piece of shit because thats how i always treated and thought of myself.
>>34343322
That might be it....but the main driving force behind my need to change and get a job is to do fuckload of drugs and drink away and have fun and beeeee myself and fuck bitches and go places and have adventures and all that shit normies do since ever.
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jaka Srbija, jaka Jugoslavija
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>>34343228
I have a serbian friend who lived during the Yougoslavia era, do you think he will be happy if I buy him an old Yougoslavia football jersey ?
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>>34343271
I would. Defunct country memorabilia is always a hit.
>tfw my friend who is from the Congo has a Zaire football jersey with a leopard that looks badass
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objebi prljavi srpski
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>See a cute girl I'll never see ever again in real life
>Can't help but get really angry and start acting very strange
>Turn my head to her presence and ignore her
>Can't help but feel like I'm winning by not paying any attention to her
>Not even trying to impress her
>Move my body like an invalid for no reason
>Get very emotional no matter my company just because a cute girl is in the room
Does anyone else do this?
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>meet a girl at a con
>she is giggling with my friend and asks where i got my bag
>say "on the internet" and go back to playing video games
>her friend was dressed up, so my friend tells me i should take a picture of them
>do it because why not
>after they go away friend tells me they were obviously flirting
>was oblivious
>wish i had known so i could have flirted back
>sad i'll never see them again because she was really cute
i feel you OP
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>>34343187
Yes, I do this. I take pleasure in denying them attention and/or being undesirable to them.
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>>34343316
I feel you my man.
I feel so cool when I do this.
>tfw there will never be a big war in your lifetime
>tfw you will never see normies taken away from their girlfriends to be drafted
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You sure? 50 years is a long time buddy.
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>>34343138
Don't worry buddy, something big will happen in the next 4 years I promise.
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>>34343361
Gonna be yuge 4 years
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how does it feel knowing that the human race is all interconnected? I am you, you are me, we are all one collective conscience experiencing itself individually, when we die we just become a different version of ourselves.The reason I know this is because death is not an experience, death is absolutely nothing, the only thing that can happen after death is another experience, another life.
Daily reminder you might be born into some shit hole african country and die at age 13 in your next life. Appreciate what you have now.
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OP did you read that website called "The truth" or something? I don't remember what it was called but basically it was a contest on who could explain life the best or something. It's very old.
While I understand the idea of "We are what we experience; what we don't experience is skipped by our consciousness, so when we die we must skip to someplace else as we always do", this thought has a hole, and that is birth.
We have experienced absolute nothing, it is what we were before birth.
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the experience after death and the experience before birth are the exact same thing, neither of those things are an experience, its just nothing.
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Not if we genocide africa. Then I can't be reborn there.
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This is a call out for a BBC counter psyop.
I suggest the tag #TBP for Tight Black Pussy. We use pseudo-science to praise black pussy for exceptional tightness even after much wear and tear. We say this is genetic muscle memory. The slave masters would beat them if they let their pussies get loose so they trained their muscles and its inherited."
Black men will soon decide they only want black women and white women will finally feel the insecurities they put onto everyone else with their whorish myths about the black penis.
Niggerspeak: "Fool, why iam gunn fuck wid a white bitch wen i gotz sum TBP at home?"
Us: "Gosh Stacy, if Tyrone wont go to the movies...Im sure you can come with Deshandra and I"
Stacy..."Am I going to die a virgin, Anon?"
Find a flaw.
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>>34343013
Problem is no one actually likes black women.
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>Find a flaw.
the unbridled autism
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>>34343056
No one likes niggers period. And they still get lots of white pussy. Nigger dicks looked like turds hanging from their front anus and women still put the nasty shit in their mouths. man up. We can do this!
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>coworker attempts to make idle chitchat with me
>cannot think of a single thing to say, even in response to basic small talk
>end up nodding and making a weird "hmm" noise and occasionally fake nervous laughing
put a bullet in my head
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why would you feel bad about it?
fuck people and their small talk.
next time tell them youre busy or "fuck off"
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>>34343005
FUCK THIS IS EXACTLY ME
HOW DO I STOP DOING THIS AND MAGICALLY NPT DRAW MENTAL BLANKS
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>>34343005
It just means that they think you were blowing them off.
You aren't a socially awkward fuck, you're just an asshole in their eyes.
You did alright, anon.