This isn't intended as edge but like... Isn't death the only sane answer to our problems?
We're cursed with drives to exist and make more of us exists, and that's the core reason we have for living. Everything else is a rationalization.
But modern life is just a rat race and history has proved time and time again that the few will prosper off the suffering of the many.
Most of us are enfeebled and dependent on the systems used to give us comfort and order at the expense of our individualism and freedom. There are checks at every turn to keep us from grasping at being our true individualized selves, be it the need to socialize with the biggest and most successful groups, or laws and religion and other group persecution tactics designed to stamp out wayward thought.
We cannot even survive simply, since we need the electricity and access to instant information and communication we've come to be dependent on. In order to keep this luxury we can't go without, we agree to deals we know are there to fuck us, such as buying houses that only truly belong to banks, making social media accounts that sell all our information (something we agree to in the EULA), and the omnipresent stressful race to get into certain schools when a dispassionate eye turned toward the system would reveal that it is just an overgrown ecosystem that requires inflated money to keep passing through it so it doesn't collapse. College doesn't do what it was originally intended to do. Overcompetition and trading empty money for empty money has assured this.
College mostly exists in order to not stop existing. Much like humans do now. Modern life isn't maintainable. Ennui and overcompetition. Selfish socialization.
Does it make sense why only death would make sense to me? Morally, it seems weak and corrupt to let a failing body grow out of proportion just because we have drives to do so. Animal instincts that don't care about morals or logic.
Does this make sense?
yea it makes sense. hard to argue with that
>>34409155
No... No one is arguing or saying much because it is foolproof? Fuck. I knew it all was fucked, but I didn't think it was inexorably and immutably fucked.
>>34409001
Yeah, when I've written stuff like this, it is with an attitude of "prove me wrong!... please..."
And then nobody proves me wrong.
So now I'm trying to murder all my desires. Good times.
Tell us of your good deeds, /r9k/, things you did that made somebody else happy.
Decided to make this thread because today I made a girl happy by winning her a prize at some dumb college function.
>>34408993
Helped a robot get a threesome.
>>34408993
Told my gf that I'll kill myself
Went all white knight and stopped someone from chimping out on this random girl
Is there such thing as an ex 4chan user?
>>34408952
No
>"Remember, you're here forever"
>>34408986
Damn I've left and come back many times
>>34408952
Remember that one guy with the grenade in his toilet?
He's an ex-4chan user.
Ted Bundy became a serial killer because he was so lonely and isolated as a teenager, right?
I find that... terribly... terribly... sad. He must have gone through a lot of pain to reach such a dark place.
>>34408944
It's debatable. Bundy never really struck me as the loner type. Now Jeffrey Dahmer and Ed Gein however...completely different story.
>>34408944
Bundy is the man
>>34408944
Fuck off with this apologetic shit, he was a monster through and through. Ain`t no excuse for that.
Fucking fangirls, I swear...
>Truck crashes to you
>Car is fucking smashed to bits
>Survive and dont go to hospital
>Continue daily wagecuck job
>Buy a new car that is a fucking total rekt
>You got jewed out of money
>Be fucking tired and shit
>Call boss that I am not coming tomorrow
>Everything is fucking shit and the whole week has been a complete shitfest
Are you insured?
At least you're ok anon. There's a bright side to everything
>>34408908
This is why you don't work fast food and retail anon. At least in other places you have a chance of being treated well. For the former you're basically lower than cannon fodder and completely dispensable.
>>34408933
Not if you sell hamburgers and use meth
cons
>tfw people think androgyny means confidence but it's actually crippling as you attempt to juggle both masculine and feminine energies
>tfw women try to pull the obnoxious gay out of you but there isn't one
>tfw men think it's disgusting and subhuman that you are so feminine
>tfw people assume you're trans even tho you think trans is a mental illness and you just like to wear pretty clothes and get fucked
>tfw people assume you're a pussy because you're pretty
>tfw aware of everyone's lisp ratio at all times and accidentally let some straight men fall into one and then they distrust you
pros:
>can turn off overthinking autism brain by being a pretty mannequin
>when a subtle flirt lands it is oh so satisfying
>people kind of understand and think "well if anyone could pull off a woman it would be him"
>get to do all the girly stuff like moisturize, grow hair out, bleach teeth and generally characterize a fruit that is to be eaten
>ugly gays everywhere are your peons but you treat them well because you're a benevolent queen
>completely shut down the trans people whenever they act like being trans is legit
>maybe one day find another twink as andro and become a slut duo who loves each other or find a masc straight dude who is only gay for you as a woman.. hey a girl can dream
you nailed it on the last 3.
t.prettyboi
>>34408904
Saying all this stuff about being a queen and enjoying doing girlish thing and being happy people think you could pull off being a women but not transitioning
I honestly don't understand you.
Been fucked by a guy? If yes, please tell us about it
is there any way to live with your mum and be cool/aesthetic? is drinking the only way to appear "adult" when you live with your mum?
Why do you need to be cool/aesthetic? Why do you think "drinking" is even adult?
If you're under 18 get over yourself and focus on leaving. If you're over 18 you have severe psychological issues if you want to be cool/aesthetic around your mom.
>>34408936
I want to be the attractive kind of loser you see on TV, and not some kind of Chris Chan-esque sperg
I'm 24
>>34408983
>attractive kind of loser
>See on TV
TV isn't real life. If you live with your mom past a certain age, regardless of your situation, you will be seen as a loser and no girl will want to touch your pee-pee
And add drinking onto that people will know you as, and refer to you as, "that drunken loser who lives with his mom"
Ask a guy that just ordered bunny slippers from the states for 50$ anything.
Why?
Originally
Do you think you and your bunny slippers have a purpose?
Where do you live?
Originali
Will life get easier or harder for American NEETS now trump is president ?
>>34408791
Thiswill probably not change.
>>34408791
NEET here, I'm optimistic. If he creates as many jobs as he claims he will there should be a lot of low skill jobs to be had. I'm not a total NEET so I'd be alright with dicking around in a warehouse or factory for 8 hours a day.
>>34408791
You won't get welfare. Also the whole "I'm giving coal miners back their jobs" is bullshit because robots are doing what the uneducated loser used to do and other enegery industries are expanding while coal isnt.
I have $100,000 in cash. How can I make this last for the rest of my life?
Put it aII on black
>>34408774
put it in the bank lul
Like to live off of?
Or to use when you want to have fun?
Either way >>>/adv/
Why is /r9k/ the gayest board in 4chan? Not even /cm/, /hm/, /y/, /lgbt/ or even /fit/ are half as gay.
>>34408765
A bunch of incels that hate women hmmmmmm I wonder how this happened. :^)
>>34408765
Those are all sfw boards so the faggots have to come here and shitpost about being hormonal mutilated versions of john carpenter's 'the thing'.
>>34408797
>so the faggots have to come here and shitpost about being hormonal mutilated versions of john carpenter's 'the thing'
This is both sad and hilarious.
You did know that you CANNOT be a robot if you didn't drop out of high school, right??
Any new pics of her? Nothing new since last year
I dropped out at 16 and played wow for 9 years straight.
Got a highschool diploma at 27
Now 29 and 2 years into university
Do I still count ?
>>34409136
but why anon
what went through your head
who /self-contradicting/ here?
>want a gf because I want to feel a girl (female)'s soft warm skin against mine, feel her breath and heartbeat, and have hot sweaty sex followed by cuddling
>don't want a gf because women are cruel, heartless and terrifying and I know I won't find "the one" because that doesn't fucking exist
can anyone relate to this feel?
not to mention 2D > 3D but you can't cuddle 2D and pillows don't count
You're young, it'll happen don't think about it too much
>>34408813
Tell that to the 40-year old wizards on this board
I'm 19 but I just know I'll remain a KV forever
>>34408706
Clasic Hedgehog`s Problem, happens to the best of us, even to a certain angsty mommymecha-pilot.
Don`t worry, the solution is very easy: Grab you balls and MAN THE FUCK UP!!!
>people who can't remember 9/11 can post on 4chan
Why did the whole thing fall down if it got hit that high
>>34408610
I was 17 when that happened.
There are people who were born that year and later, who are now posting here.
>>34408632
Because jet fuel melts steel beams
>its the chestlet is hitting on you episode so you fuck her just so you can try to tittyfuck her to make her feel bad
>>34408511
in this scenario, isn't Todd the cuck strictly speaking?
>>34408511
Is her friend named Stacie too?
>mfw chestlets think theyre human