> mfw ill never be a gay fem boy
> mfw ill never be a boy
Anything is possible! You can do it!
You've gotta make anime real anon!
BE GAY FEM BOI
>>6938229
I guess you're ftm
Can you explain why you would ever want to be male / want to not be female?
Thanks
>tfw straight
>tfw like the taste of tranny piss
Hyuk hyuk
That's my fetish.
I like you more than grinch
؛)
>>6938089
Vidya was a mistake.
What do you guys think of gay for pay porn stars? Do you think they're bluffing when they say there are straight or are they really straight who is just open minded?
>>6937909
You'd have to be a least a little gay to be open to being fucked and especially on camera. I say bluff or repressed
>>6937909
Think about it like this (if you're gay).
Would you go straight for pay?
(If you're bi, just replace "straight" with "zoo (in a country where that's perfectly legal)").
>>6937993
I don't see gay porn stars doing straight for pay. I doubt they would want anything to do with a woman. My guess is that these "gay for pay" actors are some what gay.
Am I trans if I don't really care about passing, estrogen just keeps me from wanting to kill myself?
>>6937607
Why the fuck do you need us to tell you what you are? Decide for yourself, faggot.
>>6937607
If MtF HRT makes life more bearable, then regardless of what else you are - and that's worth taking time to work out - you should probably keep on the Estrogen. The rest, you can (and will) figure out as you go.
>>6937607
Same here. taking aa and estro for 4 years already, forever boymode
oh. and I also look up to Homura very much.
Post canon gay/bi/trans characters you like. I was gonna post this on /co/ but they'd start a storm at the thought of lesbians, tbqh.
Kimber is a giant, hormonal, dorky womanchild with overly pink looking red hair but she's still very endearing. 'Much better than her original version.
The freshest
Kimber has three sisters. Aja is the coolest obviously and she's also bi.
>tfw no rad musclefat female bff who likes bikes and mechanics
Be honest, did your parents guess you were lgbt before you revealed it?
I'm ace but my entire family probably thinks I'm lesbian. I'm very butch, always have been, and I stand out even more because my family is very strict on gender roles. I also pretty much only write lesbian characters so yeah... I don't actually like girls though, or boys really.
No, but I'm pretty sure my parents actively tried (& try) not to think about LGBT stuff.
No, they expected me to be a straight boy but when I told them I like boys and I want to transition they were like "Oh, you do? Okay" and resumed their activities as usual as if I told them something boring about the weather.
>>6937443
I never had to come out.
My dad caught me watching Electric Blue one night when I was 11.
On the upside that gave them time to deal with it.
You cant have your dick and fuck with it too
That gender is absurd, and anyone who tries to define themselves will end up like handsome husband.
A bitter asshole who can't decide whether or not he wants to be called a man or a woman instead of just doing his thing and not caring.
This comic is what Camus would write if he did queer theory.
>>6937156
i meant not have your dick of course
Can a therapist cure you of being trans/gay?
Idk, when I was younger my parents started shopping around for psychologists, and pretty much asked for that.
The overwhelming response was 'lol no, we don't do that.'
Your best bet would be to find an under qualified christian therapist in a rual area, or move to a third world country.
>>6936965
therapists are more likely to be encouraging and supportive where needed while leaving you to answer your own questions, they will not play devil's advocate for you
Parents took me to 5 different psychs before a gender specialist psych when I was a wee tranny at 15 years old.
Basically, every single one told my parents I needed to see a gender specialist after one or usually two visits. Most would try and coax me to agree to "just crossdress" or talk about "crosdressing", but I was pretty adamant about being depressed/anxious about my gender and being blocked from HRT. It kind of helped in a way to be so depressed I could barely speak audibly.
The specialist I finally went to helped so much with my sanity, but sessions would always end with my dad ranting about the bible.
"Other hormones implicated, but not completely elucidated in prenatal and pubertal breast development are progesterone, growth hormone, insulin-like growth factors, estrogen, prolactin, adrenal corticoids, and triiodothyronine."
(http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3706056/)
So I've been reading about the science of breast growth in girls. Apparently it's caused by many hormones, not only estrogen and progesterone. So why are trans girls only given estrogen and sometimes (rarely) progesterone? Is it a conspiracy to keep us from getting tanner 5 boobs? ;_;
no wonder my tits are ugly moob-like
Doesn't taking oral oestradiol cause levels of igf-1 to increase, or something.
>>6936850
Estrogen should do that for cis girls. Not sure it applies to trans though
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>>6935421
i love my nimmypoo
>>6936683
smiles!
how did stuff turn out?
i was a little worried for you
>>6936664
Marriage is a big step
I have a pretty cute face now but my body is very disgusting. Hormones beside giving me a bigger squishy butt didn't change my body much so it's still a skinnyfat twinkbod with a beer gut, no curves and small pitiful conetits that make Baby Jesus weep. I doubt any guy will ever find my body sexy unless he's blind and has no sense of touch. Should I just accept it and forever live in involuntary celibacy?
>>6936625
same here
>>6936625
>squishy butt
>cute little titties
>skinny with a round tummy to rub
>nice, elegant banana shape
how dare you disparage your body
>>6936674
I wish someone saw my body like that but I can't feel but disgusted when look at my nude body in broad daylight. :/
Do I look girly enough or passable?
I want to get to HRT but I just don't have much confidence in myself
>>6936012
You look like a chick I know, just with a slightly larger chin.
You look like a cute book-type girl! Dress yourself up if you don't feel confident. Maybe some lipgloss and a hair bow? And try going out on dark evenings if you're too shy
What do you call a dude who is into pre-op trans, but not into post-ops?
Closeted
Chaser
>>6935961
faggot
Do I pass?
s-stop
>>6935838
yes, but you're not pretty.
getting ffs would make you pretty desu
>>6935853
What?
>nearly 50% trans people have experienced sexual violence at some point in their lifetimes
Umm... Is there anything you guys and gals want to talk about?
>>6935782
I was drugged and raped by my best and only friend while hanging out at his house earlier this year, and then I was sexually molested by my underage Asian loli lesbian cousin this summer.
My life is pretty normal, like most trans people's.
>>6935782
just the usual stuff.
you know that feeling where you're like "shit i'm probably going to get raped" and you decide to just go along with it because if you don't he'll get violent?
>>6935782
when i was 14 i dated a tumblr aap ftm who was more than ten years older than me, had an abuse fetish, and manipulated my own fucked up fetishes into his image of the perfect relationship with some transkid ftm who couldn't understand the implications of what he was doing
he also had another ex -- who he cheated on with me at the time -- who is now incredibly fucked up and is now himself an ephebophilic aap ftm who fucks around with people younger than him, though currently he's only 20 and dating people in their late teens so it's not too bad
the worst part of the whole deal is that i now have to deal with trying to repress my hebephilia that came from that
this was all after i knew i was trans, i should note