>nearly 50% trans people have experienced sexual violence

>>6935782
I was drugged and raped by my best and only friend while hanging out at his house earlier this year, and then I was sexually molested by my underage Asian loli lesbian cousin this summer.

My life is pretty normal, like most trans people's.

>>6935782
just the usual stuff.

you know that feeling where you're like "shit i'm probably going to get raped" and you decide to just go along with it because if you don't he'll get violent?

>>6935782
when i was 14 i dated a tumblr aap ftm who was more than ten years older than me, had an abuse fetish, and manipulated my own fucked up fetishes into his image of the perfect relationship with some transkid ftm who couldn't understand the implications of what he was doing
he also had another ex -- who he cheated on with me at the time -- who is now incredibly fucked up and is now himself an ephebophilic aap ftm who fucks around with people younger than him, though currently he's only 20 and dating people in their late teens so it's not too bad
the worst part of the whole deal is that i now have to deal with trying to repress my hebephilia that came from that
this was all after i knew i was trans, i should note

>>6935782
Nope I'm good.

>>6935782
Never have, unless getting railed on the kitchen counter in the middle of cooking our curry dinner counts.

Sexual violence?
Nah.

Regular violence?
Plenty.

>>6935782
I got molested by cousin twice a week for like 4 years. his mom never believed me nor his sisters cuz he also molested them too. she remarried and has a 10 year old stepdaughter while he's in his mid twenties an still lives with her. he also had a baby with his step sister that's his age and he regularly beats her too. wew

>>6935864
I've never really had any sexual abuse until a recent incident. The "better go with it so that he doesn't get angry" thing surprised me when it happened and I'm glad to hear that I'm not the only one, thay I didn't just give in for no reason and let it happen like I wanted it.

>>6935782
I was raped in foster care at a time when I was too young to know what rape was.

My therapist doesn't think it has anything to do with my trans identity and neither do I.

I was raped multiple times by my grandmas boyfriend and one of his friends. I hated myself during the first time for thinking "so this is sex, I like it"

I accidently tried to rape my cousin before even knowing what sex was.
>We were sleeping in a trailer without adult supervision with her and her brother.
>The brother and I were comparing our dicks because it's fun because you can't do that with adults around.
>Then she tells me it's gross and it's like pornography.
>I ask her what's pornography.
>She doesn't know how to explain so instead she describes how to have sex.
>Oh okay let's do that.
>nooo.jpg
>She says she doesn't like when skin touches
>I propose she wears her pajamas pants and I wear the pajamas shirt that way we're the most naked we can be but skin doesn't touch
>She refuses
>Go to sleep and call her a killjoy.

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>>6935782
>Is there anything you guys and gals want to talk about?
>want to
Nope

He tried it but I put it him in a headlock.

I don't trust any cis men any more. I won't ever feel comfortable doing anything sexual again, and I had issues to begin with.

my brother molested me repeatedly in 2013, went into my room when was asleep, abused me
i didn't know what to do so i acted like i was kicking in my sleep and kept kicking him
he stopped but i still hate him with all my being

>>6935782
one time i was getting a hand job from my freinds gf and he walked in the room. i pretended like i was asleep and he fell for it. he broke up with her and we continued getting smashed. So basically i have been "sexualy assaulted"

Trans dude. Nope. Just normal bullying from parents and other kids growing up because I was too boyish.

I admit though, I'm paranoid of a man beating me up or doing something worse in an attempt to 'make me a girl' or something. Or even worse. I dress too girly and a guy tries to gaybash me but finds I am FAAB and gets confused and...

Ugh, Boys Don't Cry made me freaked out.

>>6935874

Does he cosplay? When I was a high schooler I was friends with a trans dude on Tumblr. He was cool and I had a mild crush on him but then one day I noticed he deleted his blog. Apparently someone made a post about him saying he harrassed them and various other people at conventions. He was always seemed sweet though.

>>6937543
>I'm paranoid
Yeah you are
That's such a convoluted fear that it can only be acute paranoia

i've been molested and shit, has nothing to do with being trans though... more just an unfortunately common experience

A few months ago a roommate who knew I was trans. He came onto me multiple times, he would hold my arms and pin me down and it would make me sick. He groped me all the time, and whipped out his thing in front of me multiple times and almost convinced his friend to make me suck them off. He'd always say that he'll be my first time.
I don't know why I never called the police

My boyfriend is also halfway across the planet so I can't just run to him. I'm so glad he got kicked out..

>>6936108
yeah... and then afterwards i cant really make friends with people. i always wonder what their motives are. they're no longer people to me, just risk assessments.

About 7 months into hrt things were really bad at home

One of my male friends at the time said I could stay over at his and I agreed to it.

He took advantage of me while I was asleep, like groping my breasts and touching my genitals which I woke up to ._.

I'm not the only person its happened to by him either, he did it with another person I was friends with at the time, using their poor home situation as an advantage.

>>6935782
>molested as a kid
>covered it up because i thought i'd get in trouble
>this was before i'd reached sex ed
>they dont teach sexual violence in 1st grade
>the stress of that plus getting bullied kept me from forming a sense of who i was
>now i have to try on personalities to figure out where i fit in
>the only think i'm even certain of is that i very much have the capacity to hurt someone else and i'm terrified of that possibility

>>6935782
the only thing that ever really happened was a bi curious girl decided she wanted to experiment with me so she got me drunk and forcefully groped me despite me telling her to stop. this was after i knew i was ftm. i feel like it barely counts as sexual assault

>>6936056
this

>>6937552
not a cosplayer, that would require leaving the house kek
he gave off creepy vibes from thousands of miles away but teenagers who just want to be loved by one of the only people who will accept them don't really care