We were out eating at a new pop up and my phone ran out of battery so I had to borrow his to take some photos of the food (this was to do with my job, not random instagramming) and came back home. He was in the kitchen and I jumped on his phone to send over the photos to myself - to which he reacted really weirdly. It's never been an issue before in regards to me using his phone so - unfortunately and regrettably - I let curiousity get the better of me.
What flashed up was a message from "Charlie" telling him "I had a dream about you last night x" I glanced further up to see they had both been trying to arrange a time to meet up. My stomach sank. I didn't look any further because I felt terrible for looking in the first place and told myself maybe I was overreacting.
My boyfriend came back into the room and understandably things felt awkward, he kept pressing me on it but because I felt so bad about reading the messages in the first place I didn't say anything. He then left the room with his phone and returned - With the lock on his phone changed (something that hasn't changed in the whole time he's had the phone.) Things continued to feel awkward and so I went to bed. He followed me up ridiculing me for being "paranoid" (even though I had never even mentioned the messages) then showed me his phone in an attempt to reassure me - at which point I noticed he had deleted all the messages between him and "Charlie."
I have since messaged him saying I saw the message to which he's come up with every excuse under the sun possible including "I deleted the messages to see if you had read my phone" (which doesn't even make sense, right?)
It's also worth to note that we generally run in the same social circles and discuss who we've talked to so the fact he's not even mentioned this girls name is a flag to me.
Hes now complaining i don't trust him enough but is it any wonder? Am I right in the way I'm thinking? I'd just like some perspective on this.
Thanks.
>>16740768
how fucking dumb are you?
he's cheating on you, it's so obvious it hurts
>>16740768
>enough red flags to start a communist revolution
I hope you know girl that you are being cucked.
What if Charlie is a GUY? Oh kek. Please update us later.
>Over the last 5 years meet 2 or 3 decent females in the dozens I've come into contact with/befriended
>Only 1 of them I saw as a romantic option
>Long story short I was all wrong about her and she's into one night stands
So I've more or less given up on finding "love", that shit's a fairytale. I've always been disgusted by hookup shit, for women it came off as trashy and I could never bring myself to use a person to get myself off, but I've pretty much given up. Even the best girl I've met in half a decade turned out to be doing this so why not anymore? Might as well adapt to this kind of culture, I don't want kids anyways. Is it wrong for me to think that? I mean at my core it feels wrong to just use people to get off but hey the girl I liked is still obsessed with the tinder faggot she met who hit it, quit it, and ignores her so why not? I'm pretty salty, I won't lie, but I've lost hope in females. How do I into hookup/FWB culture? Just fuck my moral up, senpai.
>>16743812
Women aren't compassionate creatures
They'll lie to your face and say they love you in the same breath
>Wow Pegasus N-Not all women!
I could make a list of all the women have lied to me and thought they were smarter than me
>>16743812
>I could never bring myself to use a person to get myself off
You sure you're not gay?
>>16743819
And that list will be long.
>like five different names
I have 5 days to get myself to look as fucked-up, run-down and trashed as possible for a day, because of reasons.
I have my clothes prepared, I'll probably stay up the whole night before and I've already quit showering, but I need ideas.
Sleep with pepperonis on your face so you'll get pimples and acne
>>16743005
Get rolled over by a car the day before or something.
What could possibly need you to get so fucked up? Maybe it can help.
>>16743005
Punch the wall a lot, hit yourself or ask someone else to punch you in the face, get some cigarrette burns, throw paint on you, etc.
>complimented this chick
>her face goes completely red
>says i made her blush
>keeps grinning and smiling
Is this good?
What do I do from here?
>>16740446
you get off 4chan and continue talking to her you fucking faggot.
yes you did good, keep talking to her, don't get carried away with compliments though. ask questions about her and shit, general small talk gogogo don't fuck this up
>>16740448
One off from trips. Obviously this guy is stuck on opposite day speech
Doesn't seem possible. Not as mtf
>>16740073
It isn't. Nobody has ever done that before.
>>16740073
It is if you're passable
but from what I've known it wont help you be happy at all
Have you considered ftms?
Should I tell my boyfriend I'm inbred? Do you think that's a deal breaker?
>>16741220
How so?
>>16741220
Is he your brother? If not, it doesn't really matter, but tell him anyway.
>>16741224
My dad and my grandfather are the same person. My mom is my big sister.
Any guys here can give me some advice.
Im in my 20's and I'm not good looking at all, more so ugly would be my guess.
Being in my 20s and having never been on a date in my life, I feel really depressed and sad mostly when around women my age.
I'll save you some time, I did a google search and got advice on how to improve my appearance. I work out(2 years), dress well, skin is clear. The problem is my face I think and im short 5'6.
Basically i just want to not feel depressed about it because it ruins my day and makes me feel like garbage.
"Every pot has a lid."
There is someone out there for you.
Stay in your own lane.
>>16742449
Lol I'm in my 20s and never even been on a date. I just want to not feel lock garbage.
Go to see your doctor and tell him what you wrote here.
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How has it changed you
I'm dating a non American girl and every time I go to her family's house, they speak in their native language 90% of the time.
Although they are able to speak english, I'm lost 99% of the time.
I feel like this creates a barrier between them and I'm starting to hate going over.
Is it wrong that they don't speak English when I'm around ?
It's their house. Shouldn't they be speaking the language they're comfortable with in their own home? The fact that they make an effort to speak English 10% of the time for your benefit in their own home should be a sign that they're trying to be polite.
why don't you learn their language? I dated this fine ass latina chick for awhile and her family (grandparents mostly) spoke spanish when I was around, and they'd all slip in and out of it sometimes. Maybe they aren't very comfortable speaking English? I took it as an opportunity to learn a little bit of a new language instead of being a pissant little bitch about it.
It's rude. Not all cultures are aligned with western values though. The reason why I call it rude without qualification, however, is that it sounds like you're in America. When in Rome, do as the Romans.
I'm angry at my boyfriend for being overly empathetic to the point of depressing himself (or so I suspect).
I will preface by saying I am aware that I'm an incredibly selfish and unempathetic individual and, no, being that way doesn't bother me.
He's always saying how concerned he is for his friends/family and making fusses over it. He wants to help them any way he can, even when, in my opinion, it's a completely ridiculous gesture and will not actually do anything but stress him out more. I find this very frustrating because:
>I can't relate, I obviously don't feel this way about my friends/family
And
>it just leaves him stressed out and depressed
This is even more frustrating because I cannot help him. I cannot emphasize with his feelings, so I can't even understand him if he were to tell me how he feels.
He has not been eating lately and in general acting depressed, and it annoys me. It kind of disgusts me, even against logic it's like my natural inclination is to think less of him for it.
I am finding myself blaming him for this, too. Even though logically the reason for my anger is probably my own lack of empathy, I'm mad at him for having it. I find myself disliking his friends and family, disliking him for caring about them, etc. I try not to express this openly, as I understand they are important to him and even though it makes no sense to me I am trying to respect that.
I want to be in a relationship with him. I just don't know what to do. How should I be helping him? My first instinct is to just shut myself off to him so I don't have to bother with this, but I know if I do that there is no point to sustaining a relationship. What do 'normal' people do in these situations?
Never breed and kill yourself.
>>16741813
Normal people have useless feelings
Find someone else like yourself
>>16741813
normal people have feelings and would support and help their partner in any way if needed
Has anyone here ever had a hemorrhoid?
I never have before now. I noticed it about at least three weeks ago. It is a fleshy protrusion near the entrance of my anus. It hurt at first, but now it doesn't hurt at all unless I poke at it.
How long should I expect it to be there? Will it go away on its own, or should I be doing something to get rid of it?
It can be cured with a penis in your rectum.
>>16741754
yea or just put it back in with your finger, though remember to put it deep up
>>16741754
I've heard that actually has the opposite effect.
>be friends with this girl
>she's autistic and really unsociable, can't talk for longer about ten minutes about something that doesn't have anything to do with her wanting to kill herself
>tell her i can't deal with her constantly being so negative multiple times, but she doesn't get it, also she keeps blaming me for not humoring her all the fucking time
>finally decide to cut off all contact
>feels good man
>fast foward a couple days
>hear from mutual friend she's been talking shit about me behind my back
>ok
>apparently she already hated me while we were still hanging out
>she even told me things like "i'm looking foward to seeing you" while secretly disliking me and gossiping about me
I haven't felt this betrayed in years. I want to fuck up her life so badly, and I know this is not the way to go, but I can't get this out of my head.
tl;dr how to get over betrayal without resorting to revenge
This is social anxiety. Comes with autism. She was afraid to tell you he hated you.
You were never friends. This is all bullshit.
>>16741328
Maybe it's just me, but that seems like such a bullshit excuse. I have social anxiety too and I'd never do anything like this. If she disliked me she could've just stopped talking to me.
What is it like being an attractive person? Looking for both male and female perspectives, feel free to share experiences, musings, whatever
>>16740853
i dont know what is considered attractive to you, but i guess i might fall into that category. I assume you're referring to optical appearance.
well, you realize looks is not something that is too much of importance. i fucked up dating grills with my behaviour and i've seen friends of mine hook up with literal 10/10grills while they're 7/10 at best.
be self confident, that's probably worth a lot more. though it's easier to be self confident when you are good looking.
the only real advantage i see is in random hookups, when grills still want to fuck you even if you're behaving like a moron. but honestly, who wants random hookups when they could also have a stable relationship?
>tfw aesthetic as fuck
>tfw social skills are literally 0
It's a bit of a pisstake desu
>>16740926
Well stable relationships arent necessarily readily available, thanks for your input though
>gf broke up with me
>start becoming obsessed YouTube dancers
i hate how addictive all the videos are
how do I stop watching?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nhdv0RT_jE0
Find something new to obsess over. Play some vidya games, or even better go lift or something
>>16740503
i do workout and lift but i think i need to find a new girl
watching these vids just makes me wish i had a girl to dance with tbqh
i'm still not over my ex to be honest
>>16740509
Honestly, the one thing I have learned in life is having the "I need a girl" mentality is not good. You lose track of other things in your life in the pursuit, and you get so obsessed with having a girl, that you never get a good one. Its perfectly normal to not be over your ex for a while, but after a while, you must mentally move on. Watching these videos, as we both know, is not helping with this. Probably the easiest way to move on is find something that just eats time. Good that you lift, but honestly that's like 3-5 hours a day tops, leaving plenty of time for recreation. Not sure what your interests are, perhaps vidya games are a good thing to obsess over for a bit, or learn any skill that takes a while to learn. tldr try to keep your mind off your ex by being busy
Do guys really care that much about roasties/innies?
No.
Porn addicted guys do.
not for fucking or fingering but if a pussy looks gross im less inclined to eat it
just make sure it smells okay and I doubt youll have any problems
yes its huge dealbreaker
i know you're rocking that roastie lol