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Hi guys. I never really looked at this board for more than five seconds despite using 4chan on and off since probably 2007. At one point in my life when I was feeling depressed I found out there was an organization in my city to help young people who might be at risk for psychosis. They believed I qualified, although I suspected I was lying and exaggerating things. They diagnosed me as schizotypal personality disorder. I quit my job because I couldn't handle it and then spent some time as a homeless person trying to figure out what was going on in my life. Then when I started talking to some therapists that actually wanted to talk about my family rather than just stupid CBT, I realized that I have massive dissociation and my childhood and family life was clearly extremely traumatic. I am realizing that it is actually very valid that society would designate me as schizotypal. I am realizing I do have all these symptoms.
I always used to believe and kind of still do that if I put my earbuds in my pocket, and take them out two seconds later and they are in a giant knot, that that does not make physical sense and God is fucking with me. I generally feel the same way about computers being slow or doing something (I think) I didn't tell them to do. I never really talked to anyone about this I guess. When I was 6 I came home from school crying because I was so convinced that other people were not real. I wrote journals to basically "God" when I was about 8 even though my family is atheist.
None of this would be a problem except that I think I have some "negative symptoms" in that I can't really concentrate on things very well and feel tired all the time.
Help me make sense of my situation, /x/.
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interested. bump but you maybe have basic disaccotiation idek
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If I could just expand a little, I do not think that every time a computer is being slow that it is fucking with me, only sometimes.
That is not really what I wanted to expand on though. I know there are certain scientists who have an overly autistic view of schizophrenia and say that there is no connection between schizophrenia and creativity, which is clearly retarded because every music composer works at night, writers drink alcohol to "loosen up the keys and get into the dream state" or write first thing when they wake up, proust and aphex twin advocate sleep deprivation, etc. On the other hand when I hear people say "I am a shaman" or that they cast spells, I generally think they are retarded.
So I guess what I'm saying is that I believe that there are some things that paranormal-type people understand better than regular people. I guess I don't know what my point is. My entire life I just assumed that I was much smarter than everyone else but in recent years I've become less delusional and realized that I'm not quite the genius I thought I was. And I do find it hard to concentrate on things and talk very fast. I talk pretty slowly and if I smoke weed or something, my memory span becomes three seconds long. It is noticeably different from my friends. I cannot string sentences together much at all when I am high.
So in a way right now everything feels like a total mindfuck because I am remembering how I felt when I was 8 and recognizing it and I don't have this inaccurate narrative about myself any more. I guess what I want to know is, can any of you relate? I know some scientists are retarded, but I also do fear becoming stupider and less functional as I get older. I don't care about believing in crazy shit, maybe because I've never experienced psychosis so I can't relate to how bad that is. I just find that I need a lot of time to calm down from stuff and I tend to get overstimulated. And was wondering if any of you feel like this and how to deal with it.
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You're probably more normal than what they want you to believe. You might be a bit paranoid and depressed. I know when I'm really depressed I feel like the world is out to get me. I have symptoms of OCD, ADD, Schizophrenia but it's all due to depression. To fall into the pit of thinking you can't change it though.
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I was mediating the other day, and found myself standing in a large grass area, when suddenly this large black, and yellow spotted salamander ran through my legs, I got so shocked, that it threw my out of the meditating state at once!
I told my friend about it, who also have had and experience where she saw "it", the difference were, she saw it in here living room, running across the floor.
So my question is, have any of you guys ever seen a salamander like that, or had a similar experience?
(and yes I'm prone to think, we just both just had similar hallucinations)
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Yes i have it randomly showed up next to my tv staring at my a while back. I got op to look at it and when i got close it jumped and was gone
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>>18938357
Interesting - How did you feel when you saw it? I know my friend got scared, myself, just got shocked..
And.. Do you have any idea of, what it is, were it comes from?
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Bump
'cuz I'd like to know more
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What evidence would you need to abandon your belief in the paranormal/conspiracies theories.
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A reasonable explaination of schizophrenia, without saying the word schizophrenia
You shills are fucking dumb
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>>18938350
i'd need to see a 24 hour livestream of you not sucking cock at least three times in the course of the day.
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>>18938350
Proof of the unprovable.
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My friend told me to post this here, I'll go with it I guess.
I don't really believe in paranormal bullshit or anything but this truly terrified me. About a minute ago I was looking through photos on my iPhone and among the various shitty memes and actual memories I found a black square that was labelled a 5 second video. The video was apparently shot around a downtown area I go to around 5:22 PM, but I never shot any videos at that time. I don't remember shooting videos at that point, anyways.
I clicked it to see what it was about, and it turned out to be a 30 second video, but pure black. I couldn't see anything, so I turned up the volume and put the phone to my ear. Around the 20 second mark I heard a very subtle thunderstorm kind of noise, maybe a heavy wind. Just before the video was over though, this weird girl spoke and it was insanely loud. It got cut off and I couldn't interpret what she said, but good god it scared me.
Am I going to die, /x/?
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Yes.
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>>18938160
we're all going to die, anon.
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>>18938160
post the vid
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What does /x/ think about this. The guy has been documenting a guy stalking he's house and he actually comes in while the guy hides and he records it all.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1_zWD6DPcns&t=0s
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He should shoot him.
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Fake as fuck. The acting isn't even close to believable.
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Both of these guys sound like complete retards and the fact that they have the basically the same inflection to their speech leads me to believe that they are are virgin LARPers. Not to mention the bad acting
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I need to know if I'm cursed/possessed/plagued by demons or ghosts, or just crazy. How do I find out?
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>>18937838
demons and ghosts don't exist, so you are crazy.
that will be eight thousand dollars.
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its all the same thing
if you have to ask then no.
they might be bothering you but unless you let them consume you then no you are fine.
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>>18937838
Very easy question. You are crazy.
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How close are we to WW3 according to the seers?
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i believe there have been many seers who predicted that ww3 already happened.
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>>18937819
it just started turn on cnn you imbecile
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What hermetic magics have you done in real life?
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Any good /x/ vidya thats not a spoopy simulator?
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INSIDE
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An open world paranormal investigation video game would be awesome
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What do you mean by spoopy simulator?
Anyway, Bloodborne is one of the GOAT vidya and very /x/ related.
hello, i work in the MIB. iv been working with them since 2006 when i was recruited, ask me anything about my job or what i do. if you ask about aliens or anything like that ill answer to as my knowledge of them is quite in depth.
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What aliens are visiting earth?
What is their purpose?
Why hasn't there been disclosure?
Are they from space or are they interdimensional?
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are you an alien? I've hear theories about MIB are aliens
Guys, I think my car might be haunted.
>Be me
>Couple of years ago
>As a present my step-uncle gets me a car
>Uncle is Italian as fuck
>I swear he's a member of the Mob
>Anyway
>Gets me a 2003 Mercedes-Benz E-Class
>Fucking Uncle is rich as fuck
>Big time lawyer
>Fucking love this car man
>Fastfoward to now-ish
>Driving around at night
>My hair on my legs stand straight up
>Feel something behind me
>Can't look since I'm driving
>Feel a hand slide over my right shoulder
>Something fucking bites on my ear
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>I whip my head back and don't see or feel anything any more
>Continue driving
>Weird af, but didn't think anything of it past imagination
>Couple days later
>Again driving at night
>Same fucking feeling
>I'm fucking terrified
>About to run of the road
>Hear a whisper
"Just relax"
>I feel a hand on my inner thigh
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>Suddenly feel good as fuck
>Warm all over
>Feel the hand slide forward into my crotch
>Feel a head-shaped mass on my shoulder
>A fucking ghost is jacking me off
>I can't describe how good it felt
>Pulled over into a little abandoned plot of woods
>Park and turn off car
>It's stroking faster
>It's reaching through my pants but I take them off anyway
>I bust the most powerful nut of my life
>Hear a giggle and the hand disappears
>Think it's over
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>Suddenly feel hands on my shoulders
>Weight being pressed down into my hips
>It's fucking lowering itself down on me
>Feel the slipperiest, wettest, coldest vagina of my life
>It just slides around me
>Yell out from the fucking ice cold cunt
>It ignores me and starts dropping
>Holy
>Fucking
>Shit
I'm shivering just remembering it
>I'm getting my fucking brains fucked out
>Eventually cum again
>More than I ever had before
>I saw it just leap out of my dick and almost float in mid air for a second
>Then it was just fucking gone
>I passed out then
>I assume so anyway since I next remember waking up at home
>Remember what I thought had happen last night
>Assume it was just a dream
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This is the car I have, just not mine.
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>Yesterday i was at my step-uncle’s house
>Enjoying a drink and playing cards
>Fuck beer
>We drank bourbon
>Got smashed
>Drunkenly ask
“Is there any reason my car would be haunted?”
>step-uncle stops laughing from something said earlier
>Looks at me
>Completely serious
“Why do you ask anon?”
>I just laugh and say read something about hauntings and I’m just drunk
>He smiles and laughs at me
“Lightweight!”
>But while he laughs he say indirectly
“My brother had some girl with him in that car. She was only aftha his money, in love with some other dick. Said he found her and this guy fucking in that Mercedes he got her. Killed her there and let the poor guy run out of the car pissing himself before shooting him too. My brother needed to hide evidence, and you needed a car. badda-bing bad-boom.”
>All of my fucking wat
>Left completely sobered and went straight home
>Parked car
>Went inside
>Haven’t slept
>Haven’t gone near car
>Tl;dr
My fucking car is haunted by some slut and she went poltergeist on my dick.
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>>18937669
Fucking hell your now a part of the sparse club of anons on /x/ that have had ghost sex. Even after death she's still thirsty for dick. Your step uncle looked out for his brother but now she's after your dick.
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Hey all.
Surprised I haven't seen anything posted about it yet here, but I thought you might find it interesting. Let me preface this really quick that this post involves Trump, but is in no way a political statement, view or otherwise discussion regarding government other than the focus on the individual being presented in light of a possible conspiracy.
On September 22/23, 2016.. emergency bands in New Jersey and New York were 'hi-jacked' with an ominous message related to Trump and the date of April 26th, which is tomorrow. Some theories have been thrown around regarding this date which corresponds to nuclear drill testing currently going on in the aforementioned counties, and also occurs when the entire senate (this is an unprecedented situation) is set to meet with Trump regarding the situation in North Korea. Might be a coincidence, but I thought this might be right up your guys' alley. I'll post some links to videos which captured this event live, and I'd like to get your thoughts on it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uGiVWRqJ1QU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HpEfsP5RZb4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6omloDW6spc
What do you make of it?
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We've been all over this shit for days m8, you're l8. Just waiting at this point
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>>18937644
Everyone's first YouTube video is like that. Eventually you'll pick up on infographic and stuff so I can't blame him.
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2016????????
LARP'ing
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What happens when you stop thinking?
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You become a being of pure consciousness.
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You stop existing
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>>18937627
4chan must be the most pure place ever known
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Why isn't /x/ discussing this?
Elite Dutch Banker Whistleblower Exposes Satanic Child Sacrifices!
Full Original Interview : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nEpcY5JU120&index=2&list= [Embed]
Basic Gestalt : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NagYge8fSJM [Embed]
What we learn:
>Terrorist Organizations, Secret services, Intelligence agencies, weapons and drug trades are all being operated by the same people on a high level to maintain the illusion of chaos in order to maintain control.
>Lucifer is real and the elite who control the world worship him through child sacrifices(Connection to pizzagate). No matter what you want to believe.
>We are(All of Creation) the manifestation of God's light ("If you want to find the secrets of the universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration" - Nikola Tesla. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=77LEblQNI94&t=377s [Embed] )
>The "Elders Of Zion" is an accurate textbook on what is actually happening in the world today.
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free bump
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>>18937620
So if one guy says something, I should drop everything and assume what he said is true?
The shit he's saying is fucking ridiculous and stupid.
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>>18937620
we are discussing it, but the OP doesn't know how to make a thread properly so it's not immediately obvious what it's about unless you know this man's face.
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How is sex magick used in worship?
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1) Find a virgin basement dweller who is not opposed to 24 hours of sex with huge boobed witch fashion models
2).... haha, oh man. I crack me up
3) Go back to imagefap OP
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There are two poles of the caduceus, your genitals and your mind.
Genitals are physical creation, mind is mental creation.
Transmute the power of physical into mental and you manipulate the quantum multiverse of infinity.
You control chance and probability.
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>>18937635
I'm actually absistent.
I know sex can be used to charge sigils and shit, but I wonder if and how it's used in the recognition and worship of some deities.
So i have been in HK for like a week, in october 2016 and when i was walking through a bridge i found this weird poster, i have no idea what he's talking, can someone redpill me on this?
inv4: nonsense bullshit
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You say you found this in Hong Kong?
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>>18937625
Yes, in the part of the island, you have to cross several avenues
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