>be born in upstate new york
>son of oil magnate, have comfy childhood
>go to school in Europe for high school, Oxford system of personal tutoring means comfy education too
>move back to the states to attend harvard
>have decent time, normies don't bother me all that much I just did my own thing, wrote short stories a bit
>make a few friends too
>graduate, rent a sizable apartment in manhattan
>live neet life for a few years, wanted to work on a book but never got around to it
>drink, party, eat, and fuck on my parents dime instead
>most afternoons spent at the harvard/yale/cornell club
>Eventually meet a girl through a friend of mine >unimaginably gorgeous
>date for a few months
>party with her, go out to eat with her, fuck in my apartment
>We get married, and buy a house in new england with parents money
>Go to more formal parties in the new place, harvard friends keep asking me out
>Otherwise still neet, just stay home and fuck in the new house
> One day parents make a surprise visit while we're drinking and fucking in the house
> Fundamentalist christians, so they lose their shit
>Cut off finances
>Move back to new york, rent shittier apartment in manhattan with money saved
> No money to support neetdom so I have to be wageslave
> Want to kill myself
> Harvard friends start ignoring me
> Wife hates me
> Drink myself to sleep every day with the rest of our savings
>fucktheseniggas
> Oil magnate grandfather dies and I get 23 million dollars
> Become neet again
Maybe I'll finish that book
>>35046843
If real, why didn't you join the family business?
>>35046843
your wife still hates you desu she just deals with it
>>35046988
It's not real no one from upstate New York can make more than 200,000 a year
>be in early middle school
>riding bus home
> young Stacies sitting in surrounding seats
>decide to joke around
>*achoo*
>"I'm allergic to girls"
>some Chad gets up and calls me a faggot
>Stacies giggle
>never speak up again
>at work
>put on safety goggles to go to bathroom
>I have to do this since you have to wear safety goggles when you go to the shop floor
>closest bathroom to engineering area is on shopfloor
>already feel autistic wearing safety goggles in bathroom
>hear grunts of old Asian man
>old Asian engineer is taking dump
>I'm always super autistic when I talk to him
>I'm 2 stalls down, so I decide to wait it out when I hear his toilet flush.
>I guess it was just a Courtesy flush
>decide to leave stall and wash hands
>hear belt noises
>basically spring out of bathroom
I felt quite autistic after that one
at my last job I kept joking around that a client who I was designing something for would think I was autistic when he visited.
One day into his visit, he tells a coworker "I can tell anon is really smart, but he isn't all there socially, I wonder how he is with girls"
I have many more autistic autism stories
>>35045906
>cares about how others perceive him
>is aware that others can perceive him and have opinions that differ from your own
Sounds like you're pretty far from being autistic, m8. I'd just call that social awkwardness.
>>35045234
>jacking off and cutting myself simultaneously
>i like to watch the blood kinda smear around on my dick
>mom walks in with some clean laundry, doesn't knock naturally
>turbo-autism, i choose you!: i'm sitting at my desk chair with my pants pulled down beneath my knees, blood smeared all over my crotch, look over at her and immediately yell something like, "mom, boys can have their time of the month too!"
>fortunately she was already stumbling backwards out of my room almost at the moment she walked in and saw me, and she's just as socially awkward/uncomfortable as I am, so repression and denial come as second nature.
but fuck. i still don't feel the same when i look my mom in the eyes, and that was in december. i need to move out, jesus christ.
I was trying to fuck my mother in my dream today. And what was yours, or any dream that you for some reason remember, /r9k/?
>>35045088
That the girl next door was abused so I swept in alpha like and we built a decent relationship in about 2 hours. Than I woke up. Shit hurts :/
Last night I had a dream that I was a queen over all dead
I tried to command a palace full of zombies to stay still and act as if they were comple dead, but it wouldn't work and they turned into an ocean of decomposed flesh
I was washed under the waves of decomposing flesh and felt as if I was suffocating
Then I washed up over a corpse
I fucked it for what felt like hours
It was so good it woke me up
>>35046042
Completely*
Oregano lewdblox
have you masturbated to world of wacraft before?
http://tektah.tumblr.com/
Yes, a comic though it wasn't SFM.
>>35044667
can i see that comic
>>35044603
Is that a high elf getting double dicked by two shemales.
whew...
I can't stop wasting my life.
I'm a 20 year old yuropoor who graduated high school this summer. Everything since has been the worst time of my life and I'm more depressed than ever.
I've been living with my parents and going to university (free) until now but now I'm dropping out. I failed every exam and every lab report and now I'm failing my current classes. I can't save this.
I've wasted the past 7 months doing nothing of value while the people I went to high school with are doing great at college, travelling the world, working abroad or at least making money. I have nothing. No university credit, no money, no friends, no nothing.
I'm a complete waste of a person and I want to kill myself. The only thing stopping me is that I don't want anyone to see my dead body. Nothing is ever going to get better.
I recommend you go to south america and try ayahuasca (from a certified healer of course)
>>35044729
Sounds nice, but it would be very hard for me to get there.
Are mushrooms or DMT ok?
>>35044830
Not sure if they have the same healing effect but I wouldn't throw it out the books. Unfortunately I'm not familiar with any of those so I couldn't tell you with certainty
you bored and got discord? come stop by https://discord.gg/q9UVG3Q (link is perma)
1, 2, 3, bumping it up to the beat!
*boardslides into this thread*
discord is gay
*ollies over a kia back to the homepage*
>>35044345
That's a cute girl(male).
What's her name?
>is straight
>able to attract the opposite gender
>know how to ask a girl out for a spin
>socially competent enough to go on dates
>had girls crush on me before, including one that I would consider to be stalker-tier
>in actuality I'm completely uninterested in relations, sexual or otherwise
>if a girl asked me out I would turn them down
>if a guy asked me out I would tease him then turn him down
>I ignore signs of interest intentionally
>haven't touched self in over 10 years
Humans are disgusting fucking creatures that I don't like. I wish I could cast aside sexuality entirely although. I want the faint lust in women to go away once and for all. Fuck instinct.
Anyone know this feel?
>inb4 people ask me why I feel this way and I tell them that this is a psychological consequence of physical isolation away from even peers
if you really want to kill your sexuality completely just say that youre a pedo and get yourself chemically castrated
You sound like those bitter old cat women that talk about how disgusting men are.
>>35044304
I'm not going to claim to be something I'm not and I'm not committing social suicide. I shall become at least the lich with my genitalia attached. If I don't die of complications by then.
what does this tune make you feel?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ghure8WSJPk
>do you remember someone?
>do you feel something
also comfy music thread i guess
I want to listen to this if i ever get euthanized.
Another one:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vr9SR6hmTPw
This shit is like a drug
and the background of the videos give you this really comfy feeling
>>35044227
It makes me feel floaty like a fog and makes me remember my old qt german teacher! Let's get comfy in here.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PBpwKNbcuMA
>what does this make you feel? Do you remember anyone?
Don't Push Me (in the canal) Because I'm Close To The Edge Edition
>>35040805
First for Christ
I'm in the phase of being too bored to be bothered to do anything, it's painful. Blows my mind we live in an age when we can get any form of media with a few clicks but we can still be bored.
yeah ? let me rock you now
I carve and shape semen. Ask me anything.
>>35035680
you fucking what anon? How does that even work?
Why are you a perverted freak?
>>35035680
post pics of your work degenerate
>oneitis gets a bf
>>35058608
>it's a close friend.
>>35058608
>brainlets too dumb to into subsonic wet weapons
tip top lel.
>>35058608
>oneitis already had a bf
Well at least I can delude myself into thinking I totally would've had a chance with her and that I wouldn't have been at all paralyzed by a crippling fear of rejection.
Why aren't you actively praising Kek? He'll bring the glory age upon his followers, harnessing their creative powers and raw virginity to carry out his will, it is Kek who will grab our hands, leading us through the darkness of chads and roasties, into the eternal bliss devoid of those ill-minded parasites.
Praise Kek! May he deliver upon ye repeating numerals!
Because the meme was always on the border of reddity, and now it's really fucking reddity. It's still OK once in a while on /pol/ when it's really situational, but people going around going HAHA PRAISE KEK LOL! EPIC KEK WIN BRO! is cringe.
>>35058500
>>35058522
And so his will has been projected! It's clear what we ought to do, rejoice with me brothers, praise Kek!
Can you feel it? He's amongst us.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sl2-i7pjWDw
>>35058500
is kek lobbin that nubian an ankh?
He still thinks women care most about the looks of a guy.
looks are the #1 cause of initial attraction
prove me wrong dipshit frogposter
>>35058417
>He still thinks women don't care most about the looks of a guy.
wew lad
>>35058417
Have you ever been to those catfish tinder threads that get posted here all the time? If you are good looking you can get away with saying anything you want. Personality is a meme when you have good looks. Money and status are still things that matter too but don't deny how important appearance is.
Have you ever came on an anime figure?
the figures i have are too expensive to even think about doing it
yes
i have had better cums in my day
Yes
Then i resold it as a like-new condition one
They'll never know
how does lgbt do this and have any of you had any issues?
i signed up for gold's gym with my cis friend and before we did i was really wary. like tried to look up their trans policy online (which i couldn't find) and then decided to ask them about it in person (which i didn't do because i kinda pussied out). my friend was like, "whatever no one gives a shit, it will be fine."
and i guess it was fine because they gave us a full tour of the women's locker room and everything. but now i'm starting to get freaked out. the area i live in is very conservative and my state is one pushing for a trans bathroom law "to protect women and children" and this shit might affect me at the gym. gold's gym is fucking expensive. if they fuck me what's going to happen? will i have to pay the $8 billion subscription cancelation fee? will i not be able to gym at all anymore? i don't fucking know.
and in my paranoia i try to look up gold's trans policy again, to find these videos that are equal parts cringey and ominous:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5_6mmqKfVxA [Embed] [Embed]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_TRx0eXxNcg [Embed] [Embed]
like wtf is this shit. is this trans life in america now? just how fucked am i, as someone that actually needs to use the gym locker room to keep my shit in and sometimes change. if i go home after work to change by the time i get there it will be full of people and i'll never touch a squat rack again.
fuck this sucks
You're on the wrong board for thisAs a fellow tranny, just build a home gym you dummy
lol
19 year old detected
>>35057670
i don't want a home gym. or i do, but i'm already paying for the gym so it's not something i want right now.