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Hi.
Im not sure where else to talk because all of the online therapy services are PAID and i have NO MONEY.. So I'm Just gonna leave this here
I'm in a relationship with a man who's 15 years older than me. It's my first relationship and he was my first sexual experience. He is abusive and controlling and he's done all of the textbook shit.
But he promised me he'd change for me yadda yadda. And I'm a little bit of a strong person so I don't let the abuse slide. But I think now he's changing in a way that he doesn't want me anymore. I don't feel like he loves me. He won't give me the satisfaction of hitting me again because that automatically makes him the bad guy and lose the argument . But it seems to be his only moment of clarity as to when he realises he loves me?
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But now when we fight he's stopped physically abusing me but I'm a bitch and we Fight really bad on both sides and it's a breakdown of communication. Whenever we fight he's straight down to my house to make it right. And I've gotten used to it that way. But now he's distancing himself from me and he's happier. And I'm hurting so so so bad becauss I love him and I sacrificed and cut off my friends telling me to leave him because I believed in our relationship. And everytime I cry or try tell him my feelings it's like I'm an inconvenience. I just don't know what to do. I love him so much and I don't even see this as an abusive relationship anymore just a shit one where we both fight but I'm trying to work with it. And he's going to therapy but he didn't go today and I flipped because.. To be told oh ye I didn't go had no time.. When he's given me a black eye and sat on the floor with me crying and promised he'd do all he could to change... And now he's not bothering with it.. Everytime I complain or do ANYTHING he brushes me away and it used to be so different I feel like it's karma. In my head I am with him forever because he's told me he wants to marry me etc and I believe it. But I'm scared of the the inevitable hurt. There's a lot more but I'm just throwing out my feelings.
Thanks.
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>>18528445
>But he promised me he'd change for me yadda yadda
This is part of "abusive and controlling and he's done all of the textbook shit". He does not truly love you, he never did, and he never will. If you're serious, you need to get away from him, do not let him know where you are going, and probably go to the cops about him beating you. If he tries to come back, you get a restraining order.
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I think I have scabies. At night, I start itching all over. This has been going on for about 3 days and keeps getting worse. I don't really have prolonged physical contact with anyone. I the problem is I don't show any visible symptoms, e.g.: no rash, no bumps, ...
Because of this, I doubt the doctor will make a correct diagnosis. What do?
I'm also on antibiotics, so is it possible that it's just an allergic reaction?
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Sure it's not dry skin/eczema?
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>>18528440
Like >>18529505 said, it could just be eczema. I wouldn't rule scabies out, but my understanding is that usually it only comes about if you live in a particularly unclean environment or come into contact with a carrier. If it helps, you could try looking for track marks where the mites have burrowed, as that's a pretty good sign you're infected.
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>>18528440
bed bugs? Do you have 3 red dots in a row on your skin anywhere?
Also are you sure it's not in your head? Even though I moved out and got entirely new everything after a bed bug infestation it took me a month to not consider every little scratch or itch a bed bug.
Hey
My friend and I are 18 years old and want to find a job/revenue producing pass time that is not menial like food delivery or cash register working. We were wondering if there are any jobs we could create for ourselves, where it is as though we are our own employers.
We understand that potentially creating work for ourselves would require an initial investment, and are willing to pay any sort of retainer cost to get us initiated into work.
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>>18528409
Kek you have no skills and no knowledge on how to run a business bro. You're a couple of kids. Banks are not gonna take you seriously and give you a loan without your mommy or daddy cosigning it.
The absolute best you can do is odd "off the books" jobs like lawn mowing, babysitting, tutoring, house cleaning, those types of things. Or those weird random online jobs that'll pay you in amazon gift cards.
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I wish nothing but ill and pain on everyone I meet.
Is this normal?
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>>18528380
No, it isnt normal to create one bait thread after another so many times in a row. Try to do somethibg else with your free time.
Csgo?
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How do I steal/scam/hack people's bitcoins?
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For technical assistance, try >>>/biz/ .
Why do you feel the need to steal, scam, or hack someone else's bitcoins? Have you tried empathizing with them? How would you feel if someone stole, scammed, or hacked your bitcoins? Is it right to put your convenience ahead of others' property rights?
You should probably meditate on your place in the universe and society before you proceed. Stealing is wrong and usually a sign of a less-than-white genetic heritage.
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>>18528656
He thinks TV hacking is real. Do you think he's meditated a day in his life? He's probably an underage, or barely-of-age degen.
Fuck this guy.
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>Join various dating sites
>zero to no success,
>really starts to hurt my self esteem, associating the number of matches/likes with my little of attractiveness
>can't be arsed to quit it entirely because every time I do get at least a profile or or like I feel slightly better about myself
This is a boarderline addictive habit that is not doing anything for me other then waste my time and damage what little self esteem I have left. What can I do to stop it WITHOUT completely quitting it?
pic unrelated but blasphemous
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I had this. First, make yourself only use it once a day at say 10am or whenever you get up. Find a distraction, video games or hanging out with friends. Try talking to random women at bars, even if they're bartenders or at work/school (when their not busy obvsly).
Eventually, you'll stop caring and realise that only a very specific type of guy is good at online dating.
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Lied and stayed together?? 2017-07-17 09:51:29 Post No.18528316
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Lied and stayed together??
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My bf of two years has a bad habit of lying and i have a bad habit of being forgiving. We're now moving to long distance for school and that seems to worry me! I just need advice on if any of you have made it through lies and had a successful relationship?
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Is it really worth it to live?
Man, I have made guitar my life, there's literally nothing else for me, I work a job, do whatever it takes to keep going but things are looking fucking dim, my whole porpouse is to make metal music my job, which is downright suicidal considering how things are today.
If I was to go full normie, study and find a job, I would probably end up alone and miserable since bitches don't want me anyway.
I was very depressed before and now not so much, but in turn I'm becoming dangerous, angry as fuck and paranoid, I have friends but yeah everyone's going their own way
I am SO determined to either make it or die, NOTHING you could say can snap me out of it. Like everyone says, all or nothing. And things aren't looking good.
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>>18528312
>I am SO determined to either make it or die, NOTHING you could say can snap me out of it.
Then why did you make this thread?
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>>18528325
Venting, I'm trapped in very intense anger and hopelesness and I don't want to say it to anyone IRL, I know posting it here won't do but I don't want to be left alone with myself or shit gets bad
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>>18528312
>I have made guitar my life
>my whole purpose is to make metal music my job
Fuckin LOL, no wonder you're failing.
Music can't be a job, that's a pipe dream; You aren't Kurt Cobain either, nobody gives a shit if you die.
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Does it mean something when my bf and I get in fight and he might loose me that he say really meaningful things like how he needs me and that he really love an doesn't want to lose me and stuff like that he never really say stuff like that to me at all and I'm the one that always says I love you then he says i love you to he never says it first is something wrong or am I just being paranoid
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>>18528307
Rewrite your post with actual punctation and 2 paragraphs and i will tell you.
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>>18528307
Are you threatening to leave your boyfriend when you disagree about something and have an argument?
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>>18528397
I do not threading to leave him at all
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Had a relationship, we broke up because shit happened and she left to other state for a year working on a humanitarian project, but we ended up in good terms and wanting to get back togethet after that year.
We agreed to be honest about feelings and say upfront when someone stopped feeling something or liked other person.
She made out with other dude and kept that for about 2 months. I found out, told her I wanted dishonest people out of my life. She got pissed.
Months later she starts texting me when she remembers about our old relationship, sending my favourite songs and that stuff.
She's back and insists to give me "a birthday gift", coming to my house to drop some stuff.
What the hell should I do
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I definitely agree with what you did and how you reacted.
Friendzone the shit out of her. Don't ignore her, don't "DONT COME INTO MY HOUSE" her. Friendzone the FUCK out of this.
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>>18528301
That's kinda an asshole thing to do lol. Thank you for your advice, I think is a bad idea to meet with her, lots of bad signs.
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I think she regrets what happened, but that's not fair for you.
She basically cheated and lied to you.
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A few days ago I started to experience a slight chest discomfort (it feels like it's more on the right side of the centre) and have felt like I had to take deeper breaths all the time. Before reading further, yes I will be going to my doctor in eight hours (Euro time). My blood pressure is "good" (120/75), my heart beat right now is 80 though it's 65-70 if I haven't been moving in a long time and at most 80 if I have been in the past hour or so (I exercised a while ago). I'm 24 and about 25 kgs overweight and I've been losing weight for a while getting regular daily exercise with (most of the time) meat[most of it chicken and fish] + vegetables + cheese/nuts/eggs diet. I don't drink or smoke. These are the only symptoms and they seemingly increase after exercise.
I'm prone to feeling anxious (in general, not just the past few days) and I've also noticed I've been burping more the last few days as well. I don't know if that's a symptom, but I felt it was worth mentioning. I don't know if it's the culprit, but I found that this started to happen after I read something about the heart and started to worry about my own. I had recently, maybe two weeks ago, given up coffee (I wasn't hooked on it for that long though, a few months) and (coincidentally?) the same day this began (maybe three days ago) I had a cup of black coffee. I would've comforted myself with the words "it's a panic attack", but these symptoms feel very long.
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>>18528295
Based on the health statistics you gave in the first paragraph you're fine. Just ignore it for the time being.
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I took a blood pressure test recently and it was almost 20 higher on both of them with my pulse at 91. Subsequent tests showed all of the numbers declining with the third test spiking back to 90 on the pulse. 126/81 with 76 pulse was the last I took. Is it the anxiety that's getting me? I'm going to my doctor's now. I might post an update provided I don't die of a heart attack on the way there.
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When I started having panic attacks, increased heart rates, and anxiety, it was because my immune system was overreacting to a mold allergy I had developed over the course of a year. I When it all began, I knew next to nothing about mold at the time, neither did the various doctors I visited.
I wish I learned more about allergies in school, because it could have made my life lots easier today. Not saying that you have an allergy too, but with the symptoms you described, you could be.
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>fwb
>she stops initiating, we haven't hooked up in a while
>ask her if she's still into it, says she is
>turns out she's just been semi-seriously talking to another girl
>realize we were just fwb, still want to be her friend
>person she's talking to ends up being a player who doesn't really care about her
>she's super hurt and upset and angry
>try to talk about it with her, but also feel hurt and jealous that she feels this strongly toward someone else
>try to suppress the feeling and just be there for her
I have never done this before, listened to people I like bitch about people they life, that's 100% sad friend zone territory I know.
However, it's complicated because I actually feel bad that she's hurting, and want to be there for her. But I also still want to have sex and continue the fwb situation. Should I just continue being there for her, or is it actually hurting my chances and making her lose respect for me?
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Drop her like a fucking stone
Fuck her bro and move on
You'll find a better girl
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>>18528280
>fwb
Stop doing this.
You're part of the reason why Western civilization is collapsing. You should fight against women being worthless sluts, not accept it like some thirsty dog.
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You broke the first rule of FWB which is don't become emotionally attached. You are going to need to drop this which is simply by moving on. If you are her friend though, as in you knew here before and care about as you do your other friends then it is your duty to stay around and help her if she's hurt, albeit don't be a bitch about it like you are now, at the end of the day you fucked up too and with that revoked any right to complain.
Also listen to this guy >>18528286 , he may not have dubs but he's right. Aldous Huxley wrote a great small piece on it in his foreword for "Brave New World" 1946 edition if you care to look into it, that can be one place to start.
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I've got a trade, put away some money, and had some good years of living a good working life. I'm tired of it. I drove cross country as a young man and started a new life in a completely different place.
What's an alternative lifestyle I can live? I have no real ties now, just family and friends that will be there if I give up. I tried looking for hippie communes, but there aren't really any. Just "eco-village" investment group nonsense.
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i really want to purchase some kind of edibles but don't want to go through the deep web.
i've seen edibles with CBD oil, but i'm not looking for those kind
where can i get them online and will police dogs sniff it out?
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>>18528123
Haha you live in an illegal state
t.cali
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>>18528123
fuck off, FBI
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Where i live in BC you can just walk into one of your many local marijuana dispensaries and order what you'd like over the counter. My personal favorites are the chocolate covered oreos, the dried mangos and the triple dose chocolate brownies.
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I have a decent-paying job, but very few responsibilities. I have so much free time at work that many days I don't know what to do (hence my shitposting on 4chan atm). Anyone have any non-autistic ideas of how to make extra cash while at work? I have my own office. Maybe some kind of part-time job that can be done remotely?
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>>18528111
what do you spend a lot of time reading, watching, learning about?
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Depends. What are you working at?