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Is it really worth it to live?
Man, I have made guitar my life, there's literally nothing else for me, I work a job, do whatever it takes to keep going but things are looking fucking dim, my whole porpouse is to make metal music my job, which is downright suicidal considering how things are today.
If I was to go full normie, study and find a job, I would probably end up alone and miserable since bitches don't want me anyway.
I was very depressed before and now not so much, but in turn I'm becoming dangerous, angry as fuck and paranoid, I have friends but yeah everyone's going their own way
I am SO determined to either make it or die, NOTHING you could say can snap me out of it. Like everyone says, all or nothing. And things aren't looking good.
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>>18528312
>I am SO determined to either make it or die, NOTHING you could say can snap me out of it.
Then why did you make this thread?
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>>18528325
Venting, I'm trapped in very intense anger and hopelesness and I don't want to say it to anyone IRL, I know posting it here won't do but I don't want to be left alone with myself or shit gets bad
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>>18528312
>I have made guitar my life
>my whole purpose is to make metal music my job
Fuckin LOL, no wonder you're failing.
Music can't be a job, that's a pipe dream; You aren't Kurt Cobain either, nobody gives a shit if you die.
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>>18528336
>You aren't Kurt Cobain either, nobody gives a shit if you die.
yeah nobody cares he died either, people make memes out of that shit ffs
>Fuckin LOL, no wonder you're failing, music can't be a job, that's a pipe dream
I know, but I have put so much of myself into it I'm willing to die for it, I can't just back the fuck out, if I do, I'm still alone to bear my own defeat, then probably kill myself shortly after because it's too much for me, I'll feel laughed at, humiliated for ever
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