Who here /crippling loneliness/ ? Not even no gf, just no friends or even social contacts.
If you're a wagie, no social interaction outside of work.
4chan is probably the most interaction I have with the outside world
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>>35459174
>move to a new city
>literally have no friends
>roommates all party but never invite me
The worst is when they are all downstairs laughing with girls and I'm in my room watching anime.
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I actually enjoy loneliness. I get really angry when I can't get comfy in my room alone.
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>>35459174
4chan is the only interaction I have with the outside world. It's better that way, honestly and I'm sure we all know this. This way is just less suck.
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Why do so many internet faggots care about the lives of a few cockroaches?
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>>35459160
Seems like bad karma, man.
They may be useless insects, but like, they are also innocent.
A cockroach does not want to harm
He lives his honest life they way he evolved to
I just think it's cruel to end the life of something that is not overtly malicious
It's a bug, it knows no wrong.
It doesn't deserve to die.
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>>35459213
They reproduce by creating gaping wounds in the females' abdomen and then depositing semen in those wounds
Roachies need to be set free from their lives
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>>35459160
Nobody cares about the cockroaches, they just think you are disgusting for being entertained by watching living creatures getting burned alive. You wouldn't be entertained if those cockroaches weren't alive, do you catch my drift? You are a sadist.
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tfw your bf goes out with stacy on saturday night and doesnt bother to even invite you
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>>35459152
Get out my board you fucking roastie.
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>>35459152
Why are you with him?
origin
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>>35459265
because he is attractive and no robot bf
pls kill me i am getting femcucked
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Anyone else feel like 4chan is their residence for life? I just have this gut feeling that real life isn't where I belong and this place is somehow more real than anything in real life.
You know what I'm talking about, r9k? I've just become so depersonalized with real people and events, I'm zombie out there, but in here it's another world.
I still feel depersonalized but it's less so on here.
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If I could find an anonymous imageboard where people where kinder and not as cruel, it was as popular as this one (fast, many replies) I would never come to this shithole again. As it stands... This is home. This is family. A horrible, abusive family.
My board is /vg/, I shitpost on /sp/ and post feels in this place.
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>>35459258
Ya know, it didn't used to be so bad here.
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4chan is a place where, as an anonymous subject, you are pure ego - the super-ego is not present as it is in 'real' life. The mask you adopt to convince civilized humans that you can behave as a fellow civilized human, thus allowing them to believe that a relationship with you can be predictable and beneficial, is of course not the 'real' you. Here you are stripped of pretensions and pressure to conform to ideology, so you can truly 'just be yourself'and scho on
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Well, robots?
Most of your lives seem fixable
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I don't have any problems desu. I like how things are.
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I live every day with the knowledge that I choose to not fix my problems
I get used to the regret and self pity and it doesn't affect me anymore
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>>35459133
>if you had ambition, motivation, initiative
isn't a lack of these things one of the hallmarks of depression?
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I am 390lbs and getting fatter and fatter
Its not my fault really. I work in as a 911 call agent, so it helps to gain weight, because being fatter allows my voice to echo within my cheeks which makes me clearer on the phone.
Of course eating helps deal with the stress. I have even tried to discuss candy with people on the phone (although often they are too busy to discuss it with me) and I couldn't do the job without food.
Its not my fault. I have to comfort crying people as they call for an ambulance so I need food to deal with it. Sometimes at the end of the day I take a bag of skittles for every person I spoke to that day and if I feel I helped the person I eat the skittles. This helps me gain less weight because when people die I don't get skittles, and people often die during the call (like if someones grandpa is having a stroke). It also helps me stay calm because I can think of skittles and not death.
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>ywn be a fat Trump supporter who is totally comfortable in his own skin and just wants to spread love and make his country great
>you will always be an insecure mentally ill fatso who wants to kill all skellies
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>>35459085
>Its not my fault really. I work in as a 911 call agent, so it helps to gain weight, because being fatter allows my voice to echo within my cheeks which makes me clearer on the phone.
oh the things fatties will do to justify their condition
It is completely, entirely your fault. It couldn't be the fault of any other person. Go to the gym if you really care.
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>>35459187
boy if you were a fish you'd be dead as fuck right now
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>normies at work
My name is Mrs. Smith and Im from HR to talk about the rise in DUI weve been having this year, what are we doing to prevent this blah blah.....
>after work
Hey anon lets go to the bar at 2:30 and have 3 beers then drive home
Seriously dont understand this, in America, in order to drink casually as an adult, you MUST drink and drive, theres no other options unless you are a college student
So when I refuse to drink, I look like a pussy (and I want to drink, i like my coworkers and I like drinking) but I just started my career and I am NOT ruining it with a DUI.
Forcing me to drink at home, alone
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fucking someone talk to me
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>>35459081
>ephemeral rift
Honestly the king of ASMR. ASMR is pretty fucking autistic but he's great.
Listening to Change by the Dismemberment Plan.
Been walking in and out of school in and out of drugs for five years and not a single person of any place is willing to listen and ask why; always with the fail-safe advice and haste to explain away what I've discovered about myself because not a single person can listen, no neutral parties exist anymore. Easily manic depressive, definitely schizophrenic. I spend my time on 4chan making greentext stories and memes, circulating Saturnian notions and standing in as a sentinel for hedonism using made up stories for a temporary power and influences. Sometimes I don't. I give most of my sperg dollars to people because I don't really give a shit about myself and when I try to there's seldom direction. Some days I certainly "get it" as far as how living is done, but you wake up in a room and it's not until about 7pm you're going to get there again.Try or don't try, talk or don't talk, care or don't care, pursue or don't pursue; all of the above, something entirely different. No combination of anything works. My next plan is to go bushcrafting. Perhaps this will work. I don't understand how you guys do it
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>>35459060
You believe in yourself too much maybe. Humans are all shit and there's not a ton of room to change that individually or globally. Fuck whatever the Buddha said, or whoever. We're not in that world anymore. Don't kill yourself, but degenerate if you gotta.
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>>35459189
That's actually extremely persuasive and sound. I'm going to buy some heroin.
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> Son you gotta stop cross-dressing and being a fucking fag-
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s-shit, where to get thes whoremoans?
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>>35458963
It's not like he was ugly before he transitioned unlike some of the traps on here.
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>>35458963
From Chad to Stacey... REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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>tfw I sometimes reply to my own posts with "kill yourself"
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>>35458881
kill yourself
oreoles
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>tfw i sometimes reply to my own posts with "you're handsome"
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>>35458881
>tfw i sometimes samefag an argument against myself, riling up the whole thread in the process
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>Accidentally saw myself in the mirror this morning
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>video game has black loading screens
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>>35458876
>youtube video is loading
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>>35458876
>Used to think this was an edgy meme
>can't even stand to see stick figure drawings of myself now
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>Being told to be a failed normie on r9k
>Being told to be an autistic PoS irl
>Be unable to have any desire to leave the house and thus don't make any normal friends
>only have a small group of weirdo friends
Do I not belong anywhere?
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Are you meOregon trail
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Atleast you have friends you failed normie
>actually caring about what r9k says about you
You do know r9k has been invaded by wannabe robots right?
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>>35458875
>don't belong anywhere
>has a small group of wierdo friends
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It's Saturday night why are you here
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>text literally every contact in my phone
>ignored by everyone
>get a single reply
>1 unread text from "Mom"
>"Who is this"
>I reply "wrong number"
Who here /contemplatingsuicide/?
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>>35458848
>texting last minute
i think normals plan shit weeks in advance. texting last minute is only ok if u are tightly knit, like i just saw you last night tightly knit.
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loneliness is my natural state
I went out after work for drinks with my coworkers for the first time this weekend
I felt like I was on acid or something, it was so bizarre.
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>>35458848
I dunno why I'm here
all I want is to feel a sense of belonging or purpose but I feel like all sense of purpose is either being a slave to your natural instincts and trying to ignore your doubts or something contrived out of society and arts
even if I found something that could potentially become my sense of purpose I'm too pessimistic to try to engage with it since I feel that if I found a sense of belonging I wouldn't be myself anymore and I want a sense of belonging for my current self
this may seem kinda selfish and stupid but I'm the only thing I'm really certain of so I try to feel the best I can despite knowing I can't really ever feel good when I'm myself
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Hello? is this our forum?
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>>35458925
yes we are one and many. here we are.
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>>35458925
>>35458977
we arent alone anymore
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https://www.tulpa.info/what-is-a-tulpa/
I've been seeing /r9k/ bring these up more and more often. This sorta thing seems right down your guy's autistic alley. I read through the link and it honestly seems like a meme.
Do any of you guys have a legitimate tulpa? Can you actually do the shit that this website is saying you can do?Is your tulpa an anime character?
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>>35458787
if you think it's bullshit and it's not going to work then it probably won't work for you.
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>>35458787
I have a tulpa of my waifu, pic related.