It's Saturday night why are you here

>>35458848

>texting last minute

i think normals plan shit weeks in advance. texting last minute is only ok if u are tightly knit, like i just saw you last night tightly knit.

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loneliness is my natural state
I went out after work for drinks with my coworkers for the first time this weekend
I felt like I was on acid or something, it was so bizarre.

>>35458848
I dunno why I'm here
all I want is to feel a sense of belonging or purpose but I feel like all sense of purpose is either being a slave to your natural instincts and trying to ignore your doubts or something contrived out of society and arts
even if I found something that could potentially become my sense of purpose I'm too pessimistic to try to engage with it since I feel that if I found a sense of belonging I wouldn't be myself anymore and I want a sense of belonging for my current self
this may seem kinda selfish and stupid but I'm the only thing I'm really certain of so I try to feel the best I can despite knowing I can't really ever feel good when I'm myself

>>35458848
I'm here because every person I ever thought was the reason to persevere through the stresses of the day and the sadness and harshness of life has let me down and left me alone because I'm just not good enough, or worth keeping to them, and so now I can't even get a text from the person who I believed actually deeply cared, and I'm isolated and alone with not even a long distance friend to text/call.. Because I am a waste. I shouldn't be living. And that's just how it is so I should accept it and move on.

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>>35459413
WEW SLADS

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>>35458914
>i think normals plan shit weeks in advance.
Nope they usually plan stuff last minute unless it's a trip or big bush party. Run of the mill bar hopping and small parties are usually like 3 days notice sometimes sameday invites.

i'm here because my friends moved away.

>>35459589

>Run of the mill bar hopping and small parties are usually like 3 days notice sometimes sameday invites.

this is what im saying, you gotta be tightly knit to do sameday stuff, like you did it before.

>>35459440
wew I know I'm pathetic, laddeh