Well, robots?
Most of your lives seem fixable
I don't have any problems desu. I like how things are.
I live every day with the knowledge that I choose to not fix my problems
I get used to the regret and self pity and it doesn't affect me anymore
>>35459133
>if you had ambition, motivation, initiative
isn't a lack of these things one of the hallmarks of depression?
>>35459133
>could be easily solved if you had any ambition, motivation or initiative
Yeah, and you're usually lacking in those things when you're depressed.
Pretty sure I'm incapable of those things.
>>35459133
*Inner Me: lmao just be good lookin brah, just just b yourself LOL!
ftfy faggot
>>35459133
>me: i wish i wasn't depressed
>inner me: if you weren't depressed you wouldn't be depressed
>me: bruh
>>35459133
that inner voice sucks ass. it's not even helpful, just a thin veneer between the mask and the real person. a real inner voice doesn't ridicule or critique you, it recognizes your strengths and pushes you towards cultivating them.
inb4 muh voice does ridicule and critique me tho
that's not ur inner voice that's ur dumb internalization of what everyone else says
ur welcome bruh
>>35459133
i actually broke free of this faux depression not that long ago.
i let myself get truly and completely angry at what i have become. i let the flame of hate burn so bright that it burnt me free, so free that the only thing that could possibly follow it was happiness. but i use the pure power of this hate to better my self making me stronger, less caring for my life and at the end of it all now i sing with a smile instead of a frown.
>Just go do stuff!!111!!1
>>35459133
>le anything is possible meme
>implying the reason I gave up wasn't because I put in effort and got nothing out
Normalfags are children
>>35460434 ok but still, what's next? do you honestly want to take up people's time with your pleas and stories and just justify it?
>>35460748
>do you honestly want to take up people's time with your pleas and stories
Yes, I do. You got a problem with that?
>>35459133
I don't have ambition, motivation, or initiative because of the depression. Gonna be on meds soon so that will help I hope.
>>35459133
I used to think like this then one night I got really stoned and almost threw myself off my apartment building
When I got up the next day I felt a lot different. A lot less anxious but also just more at peace. I still have anxiety attacks from time to time but much less than before.
That was May 17 last year and life's been pretty good since then.
>>35459133
It's almost like the person writing this doesn't even know what depression is.